I must say I'm sickened to the core by all of this at the moment. Plus, today the German government has proposed a law that will set in stone the Covid measures and give the authorities carte blanche to do whatever the hell they like, basically abolishing democracy and the rule of law.
I guess it's time to trust the universe that it knows what it's doing, that everything plays out exactly as it is supposed to, and that sometimes it just has to get worse before it gets better. And I know that's right. Nonetheless, it ain't easy to not fall into a pit and wanting to slap stuff.