Am I the Bad Guy for Wanting a Revolution?

c0rv3n

Padawan Learner
Hello, my beautiful friends.

So, I need some help wrapping my head around something. Yeah, I've read the Wave series, and I'm almost done with the Amazing Grace book—well, the e-book, anyway. But I think I'm still a little confused about how this whole density thing really works.

The other day, I was deep in thought about the control system. You know, how the elites and dark forces are just crushing us more every day with all the violence, that tariff nonsense, the whole China/Russia/US drama, and how they silence anyone with the balls to speak out against their narrative.

I was talking to my brother and a friend about it all, and I straight-up asked them: "Would you ever want to see more attacks, but only targeting the politicians?" Because they seem to think they're untouchable. Look, I know I was or am upset, maybe that was my inner rage talking. I told them I think this is just how the 3rd density is designed. I don't think it's gonna change, and maybe that's the point. Maybe we need a revolution, just so these assholes back off and remember that we, the people, aren't going down without a fight.

Well, that backfired. Haaahhhh! They told me I was completely wrong. That I should just turn to the the way and focus on something else, stop giving my energy to it. But isn't that just... wrong? Isn't that just pretending and sweeping it under the rug? Like wishful thinking? am I getting it wrong?

Sometimes I feel like we should just grab a sword and... BOOM! Like in a hack-and-slash game. I know, I know, some of you are already saying, "This isn't a game, this is life! Are you nuts?" Hear me out or read me, don't judge me yet! It's not like I'm gonna grab my katana and go on a rampage, I can't do that. But I just can't believe we're millions, up against a few who think they can do whatever they want with us. That's not fair, right?

Am I just supposed to turn away and think about rainbows, unicorns, and how beautiful ladybugs are? Is that really it? I know these dark forces are doing a terrific job distracting us from our true path—whatever that is for you. But aren't we supposed to do something, other than just think happy thoughts about the planet? I mean, yeah, Earth has amazing places, but isn't focusing only on that just ignoring the problem? Making it worse?

Like I said, I need help. Maybe I'm being dragged to the dark side, but I just don't see a way out of this. All I see are more people in a "sleep state"—like rocks in a river, stagnant, not moving. They just want to have fun, get drunk, and stare at their phones. It feels like there's no help coming, and I seriously doubt some hairy dude and his friends are gonna ride in to save us. I think we are our own help. If that makes any sense.

Please don't hate me. I'm just a guy who thinks none of this makes any fucking sense. Maybe I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. I'm not a bad guy—I've helped people using the gifts God or the Creator gave me. I'm not wasting them. It's just... all of this is too damn much.

Thanks for reading my nonsense, LOL. All comments and suggestions are more than welcome.
 
Have you read this thread? It might offer some insight.
 
Please don't hate me. I'm just a guy who thinks none of this makes any fucking sense. Maybe I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. I'm not a bad guy—I've helped people using the gifts God or the Creator gave me. I'm not wasting them. It's just... all of this is too damn much.
You are getting stuck in 3rd density thinking. It’s all okay, no one will hate you. I remember feeling the same, as I continued to learn and apply knowledge the picture of what is occurring on this earth started to develop in my mind. Keep reading you will gain more insight as you learn. Everything is lessons, we reside in a school for our souls which are and subject to accelerated learning. We experience trauma until we learn to See and apply knowledge. So your task is to read, network and learn, everyone here is engaging in that process.
 
I wanna give two working concepts to keep in mind:

1) History cycles.
there are periods of prosperity and periods of unrest. Literature like Collingwood's "Idea of History" describe it as a spiral rather than cycles. Is not identical repetitions repetition per see, but progressive cycles , possibly as part of a larger cycle.

(Are we as individuals , spiritually speaking, trying to ACTIVELY learn HOW it all cycles or spirals and navigate or "ride the wave" , OR are we being swept by, and dragged by the tides)

2) Another concept i keep in mind is balance / imbalance.

We are in a period of imbalance as far as we can see, and revolution (recycle) , in my opinion, is inevitable. It is just a fact. It will happen and it is happening.

Things are not sustainable at a personal local or global level in the trajectory it is going. Say 10 years down the line without some sort of dramatic change for billions of people.

If we cannot fix it then the universe always balance itself out one way or another. (Which side of the fence are we sitting on when all is said and done?)




As far as wanting a revolution, it is a normal reaction, and the more one is online seeing all sorts of negativity the more people are inclined to seek other solutions, so i think i healthy amount of clarity is necessary when looking at the news.

Something else is, how you picture this revolution?
Are you picturing an armed domestic conflict type of scenario?
And to what extend?
will it fix the problems that you perceive?
who is fighting who?
And what else can be done at an individual level?
Are we even ready for slaughter?
What lessons from other revolutions can we look at for understanding and guidance?
Because this is not the first time govenrments and elites and kings go psychotic on their peoples..


I will tell you my personal view, of this "re-balancing" or "re-volution" (evolving or devolving spiral)
Chaos on every level INCLUDING of a hyperdimensional nature. And the C's have mentioned work on the self, and aquiring knowledge. FRV or Frequency resonance vibration (review that FRV concept, as the C's have made emphasis on it)

Can't really tell you what to think, if its right or wrong, my opinion is it is bound to happen, but those are questions and concepts that help me ground certain perspectives and have a clearer view when disoriented by the chaos.
 
I think your reaction is pretty ‘normal’ when you have to watch the psychos running rampant in the world … I have had at times similar thoughts. Just yesterday I had a quick browse through the Intervision song contest that happened in Moscow a few days ago, and it made me sad thinking that the world could be such a beautiful place to live, where differences are not cause for anger and aggression, but are celebrated, without giving up one’s own identity.

So - what does prevent me from going down that road? There are many factors, such as:

1. Revolutions usually don’t change anything substantially. They usually start with genuine aggravations of the population (eg French Revolution), but get quickly hijacked by pathologicals that vector the ‘grass-root’ movement to their ends - usually power and money (the Jacobins). So the only thing that is achieved is to exchange one set of elites with another, while for the common man nothing changes. Political Ponerology by Andrew Lobaczewski describes the mechanics of this process. in detail.

2. A corollary of the above is that once the mob is unleashed (madness of crowds), it’s basically a free-for-all, where very quickly people forget what they initially where fighting for, as one faction wages war on another faction. A (temporary) breakdown of civilisation is the result and carnage of unimaginable proportions ensues.

3. There is also a karmic aspect - while I think that taking the life of a fellow human being might be acceptable under certain circumstances (self-defense), I don’t think that killing political leaders fits that bill. And generally violence begets more violence (see above). And maybe to live in such times as ours is kind of a test - to see whether or not you can keep human in an inhuman world; be firm in your beliefs without foisting them onto others; to realise that after all, everything is a lesson; and that the body is not the important part of yourself, but your soul.

At the end of the day, sustainable change can only come via change in oneself - changing oneself is the hardest thing to do in life, while it is relatively easy to tell others how THEY need to change. And once you change, you will influence those around you, as you are leading by example. And that may well take more than one lifetime.

This harks back to the C’s “Knowledge protects!” - my suspicion is that the protection that knowledge confers is way more than simply increased awareness in hot situations and the ability to extricate yourself from strife. There must be another layer of protection that is conferred by knowledge, however that is achieved (I have no idea how).

That doesn’t mean that we need to take everything dished up by the elites without a fight - but the fight needs to be subtle: Be wise as serpents, and innocent as doves. This reminds me of Carlos Castaneda’s attributes of a warrior (from The Fire Within):

Don Juan said then that in the strategic inventories of warriors, self-importance figures as the activity that consumes the greatest amount of energy, hence, their effort to eradicate it.

“One of the first concerns of warriors is to free that energy in order to face the unknown with it,” don Juan went on. “The action of rechanneling that energy is impeccability.”

He said that the most effective strategy was worked out by the seers of the Conquest, the unquestionable masters of stalking. It consists of six elements that interplay with one another.

Five of them are called the attributes of warriorship: control, discipline, forbearance, timing, and will. They pertain to the world of the warrior who is fighting to lose self-importance. The sixth element, which is perhaps the most important of all, pertains to the outside world and is called the petty tyrant.

He looked at me as if silently asking me whether or not I had understood.

“I’m really mystified,” I said. “You keep on saying that la Gorda is the petty tyrant of my life. Just what is a petty tyrant?”

“A petty tyrant is a tormentor,” he replied. “Someone who either holds the power of life and death over warriors or simply annoys them to distraction.”
Don Juan had a beaming smile as he spoke to me. He said that the new seers developed their own classification of petty tyrants; although the concept is one of their most serious and important findings, the new seers had a sense of humor about it. He assured me that there was a tinge of malicious humor in every one of their classifications, because humor was the only means of counteracting the compulsion of human awareness to take inventories and to make cumbersome classifications.
The new seers, in accordance with their practice, saw fit to head their classification with the primal source of energy, the one and only ruler in the universe, and they called it simply the tyrant. The rest of the despots and authoritarians were found to be, naturally, infinitely below the category of tyrant. Compared to the source of everything, the most fearsome, tyrannical men are buffoons; consequently, they were classified as petty tyrants, pinches tiranos.

So self-importance is at the centre of this thinking - I am so important that I know what is good for the world, who deserves to live and who deserves to die. I am the ultimate judge and jury. Control, discipline, forbearance, timing and will are all attributes in service of shedding our self-importance.

On the topic of dealing with a petty tyrant Castaneda has the following to say:

He explained that one of the greatest accomplishments of the seers of the Conquest was a construct he called the three-phase progression. By understanding the nature of man, they were able to reach the incontestable conclusion that if seers can hold their own in facing petty tyrants, they can certainly face the unknown with impunity, and then they can even stand the presence of the unknowable.
“The average man’s reaction is to think that the order of that statement should be reversed,” he went on. “A seer who can hold his own in the face of the unknown can certainly face petty tyrants. But that’s not so. What destroyed the superb seers of ancient times was that assumption. We know better now. We know that nothing can temper the spirit of a warrior as much as the challenge of dealing with impossible people in positions of power. Only under those conditions can warriors acquire the sobriety and serenity to stand the pressure of the unknowable.”

And that’s what we are facing - petty tyrants wherever we look. The fight after all is within and through us …
 
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