Serendipity
Jedi Master
Hi everyone. This is my first post here.
First I'd like to that Laura and others for the effort it took you to channel and then share the cassiopaean material with others. Reading it helped me through some tough times and I dint know 'where' would I be without knowledge I gained out of it in this last few years. Keep up the good work:)
I would like to describe my experiences on 'attacks during sleep' subject, maybe it will help someone.
So, I have been having 'attacks during sleep' for quite some time now.I will make 4 categories cause experience changed over time(more consciousnesses fear)
/1\ In beginning it were 'usual'symptoms, gaining consciousness while in a sleep and realizing I was paralysed and couldn't make a sound no matter how hard i tried plus high amounts of fear.Sometimes it was just 'waking up on left foot' as a symptom.I felt drained and big headache! (>3 years ago)
/2\Then, as I was gaining knowledge the experience itself was changed. It was still an attack but I perceived some 'creatures' that were causing it.Once it were gargoyles, then few days after it was ugly troll or something that gripped me from my back.Next day I became so sick that I thought I was dying,but a week later I was diagnosed a mononucleosis, but that's not the subject now.Some other types of creatures while having an attack in a sleep were :
- small creatures i never saw in my life but I was scared of,
- few dark shades that jumped on me,then i got launched in another dream where I was running from my 2 brothers but it were those shades I guess,
- animal like cat standing on my chest and as it was going to bite me i woke up from paralysis
In each above cases fear was main factor,and paralysis and feeling of being abused and deprived of free will. ( 3years - 6months ago )
/3\OK, so around 6 months ago I started reading the cassiopaean transcripts again, as a result I started to gain more and more knowledge and my life was changing before my eyes or more precise my looks on everything changed to better as my consciousness level grow.I was becoming more positive,energised, understanding etc.. But attacks were factor that remained, only I started to perceive them differently.
So , it was like this.Attacks were happening more often(or they were happening in about same amount as before , only I was aware of more accidents)I'll write down some of the cases.
Fear factor was missing in each of below cases but I had feeling of being in danger.
- something grabbed me from behind and squeezed me so tight that I was barely able to breathe.I wasn't afraid but i was again deprived of free will and id guess also 'eaten'
- i woke up 2 hours earlier then my alarm clock with feeling of being in danger.As I turned on right side I saw sort of a black tentacle praying upon me and it grabbed me for my neck immediately and I was awake at that time and it was real as hell , but again no fear (strange) even tho that thing was choking me in my own bed. Just few seconds after it let go of me(my guess is cause my awareness spoiled it's plans) I saw some round thing like jellyfish moving away in distance, i saw it in my third eye or maybe on screen on my eyelids
-Few weeks ago something disrupted my good dreams again and pulled me out of dream to new dream with me in bed and something holding me from behind and not letting go.I tried to fight it,then I found myself 'awake' going through hallway and going to explain my dad what happened, wanted to say:'dad something attacked me in bed , it was real but its gone now!'But then again that feeling..it wasn't my dad..immediately 'my dad' grabbed me and I was back in my bed consciousness and that event was ongoing, I was still paralysed, strange energy was embracing me , and then it finally let go.
As it let go I saw thing like squid in my 'third eye' moving away,Then I woke up feeling abused and deprived of some of my energy?
/4\Finally the last type of event, the reason why I registered and asked for help, It happened this morning,~1 hour before dawn.I went to bed around 2 am.I couldn't sleep, something didn't let me to fall asleep.I heard my brother sleeping on bed next to me snoring around 4:30 am so i was steel awake,I thought it must be his snoring not letting me fall asleep so I got up and shake him up a bit and he stopped.I had to get up early and I really wanted some sleep at least. And I fell asleep but not for long,only few minutes after i felt endangered and woke up! I saw something that made me know the attacks in sleep are real as they can be.I was awake, I heard my brother breathing loudly like he was few mins ago when I stopped his snoring, but when i looked in front of me, on my chest, there was thing on my chest! It was thrusted in my chest in area of solar plexus.It was long black thing with something like parrot's beak on top but it was black and most of all it was in me i felt it pitched in my chest , as I said I wasn't paralysed so i moved my left arm to touch it, when I touched it something disgusting happened and I'm still disgusted of it :S It began to creep out of my body. And i was feeling it moving inside me, in my right part of body to be precise.I felt it move in me from my right foot through my leg and stomach then exiting from solar plexus area.I'm still under impression brrrrrrr. After that i swear to myself i wont go to sleep ever again..but i fell asleep 20 mins after and woke up with headache and zombie sickness.I wasn't myself again but not as much as before when attack went from beginning to end.Maybe I stopped it in time.
I'll add that since I was little I was more or less psychic.Had astral projections as kid,thirst for knowledge,dreams that came true, also I can call on goosebumps/chills whenever I want, I can see air blinking/vibrating kinda like snow television screen, especially at night.And recently I started seeing tiny lights pop out of a thin air , also black dots and lines moving in vacuum.(saw lots of that after my experience this morning) I can feel energy/frequency level of other people and my own energy,that's how I recognize foreign energies on me during attack, and disgusting 'residues' the day after which results in headache and feeling like crap in general.
I wrote as much as I could remember and I hope it wasn't too long to read, and maybe it helps someone who has similar experiences, or someone helps me cause I'm sure attacks will continue and I guess I'll just have to gain more in knowledge cause knowledge protects :)
First I'd like to that Laura and others for the effort it took you to channel and then share the cassiopaean material with others. Reading it helped me through some tough times and I dint know 'where' would I be without knowledge I gained out of it in this last few years. Keep up the good work:)
I would like to describe my experiences on 'attacks during sleep' subject, maybe it will help someone.
So, I have been having 'attacks during sleep' for quite some time now.I will make 4 categories cause experience changed over time(more consciousnesses fear)
/1\ In beginning it were 'usual'symptoms, gaining consciousness while in a sleep and realizing I was paralysed and couldn't make a sound no matter how hard i tried plus high amounts of fear.Sometimes it was just 'waking up on left foot' as a symptom.I felt drained and big headache! (>3 years ago)
/2\Then, as I was gaining knowledge the experience itself was changed. It was still an attack but I perceived some 'creatures' that were causing it.Once it were gargoyles, then few days after it was ugly troll or something that gripped me from my back.Next day I became so sick that I thought I was dying,but a week later I was diagnosed a mononucleosis, but that's not the subject now.Some other types of creatures while having an attack in a sleep were :
- small creatures i never saw in my life but I was scared of,
- few dark shades that jumped on me,then i got launched in another dream where I was running from my 2 brothers but it were those shades I guess,
- animal like cat standing on my chest and as it was going to bite me i woke up from paralysis
In each above cases fear was main factor,and paralysis and feeling of being abused and deprived of free will. ( 3years - 6months ago )
/3\OK, so around 6 months ago I started reading the cassiopaean transcripts again, as a result I started to gain more and more knowledge and my life was changing before my eyes or more precise my looks on everything changed to better as my consciousness level grow.I was becoming more positive,energised, understanding etc.. But attacks were factor that remained, only I started to perceive them differently.
So , it was like this.Attacks were happening more often(or they were happening in about same amount as before , only I was aware of more accidents)I'll write down some of the cases.
Fear factor was missing in each of below cases but I had feeling of being in danger.
- something grabbed me from behind and squeezed me so tight that I was barely able to breathe.I wasn't afraid but i was again deprived of free will and id guess also 'eaten'
- i woke up 2 hours earlier then my alarm clock with feeling of being in danger.As I turned on right side I saw sort of a black tentacle praying upon me and it grabbed me for my neck immediately and I was awake at that time and it was real as hell , but again no fear (strange) even tho that thing was choking me in my own bed. Just few seconds after it let go of me(my guess is cause my awareness spoiled it's plans) I saw some round thing like jellyfish moving away in distance, i saw it in my third eye or maybe on screen on my eyelids
-Few weeks ago something disrupted my good dreams again and pulled me out of dream to new dream with me in bed and something holding me from behind and not letting go.I tried to fight it,then I found myself 'awake' going through hallway and going to explain my dad what happened, wanted to say:'dad something attacked me in bed , it was real but its gone now!'But then again that feeling..it wasn't my dad..immediately 'my dad' grabbed me and I was back in my bed consciousness and that event was ongoing, I was still paralysed, strange energy was embracing me , and then it finally let go.
As it let go I saw thing like squid in my 'third eye' moving away,Then I woke up feeling abused and deprived of some of my energy?
/4\Finally the last type of event, the reason why I registered and asked for help, It happened this morning,~1 hour before dawn.I went to bed around 2 am.I couldn't sleep, something didn't let me to fall asleep.I heard my brother sleeping on bed next to me snoring around 4:30 am so i was steel awake,I thought it must be his snoring not letting me fall asleep so I got up and shake him up a bit and he stopped.I had to get up early and I really wanted some sleep at least. And I fell asleep but not for long,only few minutes after i felt endangered and woke up! I saw something that made me know the attacks in sleep are real as they can be.I was awake, I heard my brother breathing loudly like he was few mins ago when I stopped his snoring, but when i looked in front of me, on my chest, there was thing on my chest! It was thrusted in my chest in area of solar plexus.It was long black thing with something like parrot's beak on top but it was black and most of all it was in me i felt it pitched in my chest , as I said I wasn't paralysed so i moved my left arm to touch it, when I touched it something disgusting happened and I'm still disgusted of it :S It began to creep out of my body. And i was feeling it moving inside me, in my right part of body to be precise.I felt it move in me from my right foot through my leg and stomach then exiting from solar plexus area.I'm still under impression brrrrrrr. After that i swear to myself i wont go to sleep ever again..but i fell asleep 20 mins after and woke up with headache and zombie sickness.I wasn't myself again but not as much as before when attack went from beginning to end.Maybe I stopped it in time.
I'll add that since I was little I was more or less psychic.Had astral projections as kid,thirst for knowledge,dreams that came true, also I can call on goosebumps/chills whenever I want, I can see air blinking/vibrating kinda like snow television screen, especially at night.And recently I started seeing tiny lights pop out of a thin air , also black dots and lines moving in vacuum.(saw lots of that after my experience this morning) I can feel energy/frequency level of other people and my own energy,that's how I recognize foreign energies on me during attack, and disgusting 'residues' the day after which results in headache and feeling like crap in general.
I wrote as much as I could remember and I hope it wasn't too long to read, and maybe it helps someone who has similar experiences, or someone helps me cause I'm sure attacks will continue and I guess I'll just have to gain more in knowledge cause knowledge protects :)