ROEL said:
Jason, doing work alone is nothing special.
Agreed. I am an incredibly solitary individual by nature, and can totally relate to this sentiment.
'Doing work alone' pretty much takes up the majority of my life lessons, and it is the hardest circumstance possible under which to do work that can exist, in my opinion. I wish it upon nobody. But this is the choice I have made, and it is indeed right for me, at this point in time. Osit - and as I continue to learn, I trust that thinking less and less.
Until any work is shared openly, we/you can call it secretive, if you wish, but that doesn't mean anything.
Sure it does. When I say it was done secretively, I mean it quite literally - that it was done alone, without telling anyone else. I believe the meaning of the word/sentence has remained intact, and contrary to your opinion, that it does indeed 'mean something.'
In this case, it means that the transcripts were likely edited and altered from a completely subjective point of view - without any input from any other person. And without telling exactly what was removed (or added) - so that nobody else could possibly double-check the work without expending as much time and energy as the original poster. Why would this be done in such a way? What is the motivation here? I think these are also important questions to be asking.
Now? Remains to be seen. During the 'years' in which this was written? Quite possibly. How could we possibly know?
Again, I'm just asking questions here that I'm almost shocked nobody else has asked yet.
Regarding permission, what else is Dougquaid doing?
Yes, 'What else is Dougquaid doing?' was indeed one of my implied questions - I really don't know, and I don't think anyone else does either.
Again, this is not a condemnation - simply an obvious statement based on the available information. I am more than open to being provided with more information about it all. But, in my time here, there have been very few projects of this nature that had a 'happy ending' when individuals decide to 'go it alone' without networking on a project that they think is of monumental importance to the group (and world) at large.
So, I must remain skeptical and ask these questions - as I do not have the time (or desire) to do the research needed myself at this point to answer those questions. Additionally, I think it would have been more externally considerate for dougquaid to have included the evidence of revision in brackets, or any form whatsoever really. Perhaps this could still be done?
And perhaps it would be more externally considerate of me not to be so critical of someone who's work I know absolutely nothing of - and I trust that if I am out of bounds here someone will let me know. I would be most appreciative.
FWIW, I too started by reading only unedited transcripts - for years, back in the very early 00's. At that time, I
thought I understood everything, (even out of context), and in many cases I convinced myself I knew better than Laura herself at the table. I read, re-read, and read again - and then my first instinct was to share the information with everyone I knew, because it was
that important.
(edit: apologies for the slightly offtopic projecting in this post)
I still feel that way to an extent, but with the help of the psychological and philosophical studies and works in progress that take place here, I now know how to approach these topics from a more 'workable' point of view. It is not a process that has been without pain and suffering - and it is a fight and struggle on a very real and very daily basis for me. But I now no longer trust my own thinking as much as I once did - and am starting to understand how this incredibly small realization may end up saving my life. This is why I jump so quickly to defend the work being done here - I feel it is the least (and perhaps at this point, only) thing I can do, and do well here, in service to others.
After spending time reading the Wave, and the forum discussions, and other relevant posts (over a totally different period of years), I came to understand that I didn't know everything, and couldn't possibly have an objective understanding of transcripts that were only read out of context and from a questionable dictation. YMMV.
He is asking for help/council in publishing his work.
What 'help' has been asked for here? I only see an urgent offering of the unknown final product, as it is, and without proper citation/footnote. I've not yet seen a request for help editing, or concern expressed as to whether or not what has been produced is accurate - if I missed that post, please let me know.
Just my thoughts, which have nothing to do with the quality or accuracy of Dougquaid's product.
Same here.