Hello. My name is Angela and I am 39 years old. I saw the urologist last week and after looking in my bladder with a camera he believes that I have bladder cancer. Monday morning he is going to call me and schedule me for surgery and then I will know for sure. I am scared and not really sure what to do. I have been a long time reader of this site. Since around 2003. I am also a member of the fellowship of the cosmic mind and I have read all of the wave series at least twice, adventures with cassiopaea, SHOTW, and many other recommended books here. I haven't been able to post much in the past because I only had a computer at work and didn't want to get in trouble for posting, but I sure did get alot of reading done! Anyway, Now I have a computer at home and I can participate more. I have always known that I should network, but I have been afraid of what I would look like to all the members and afraid of saying something wrong.
Well this brings me to why I am posting. With this possible diagnosis of bladder cancer I am not sure what to do. I have just now started EE. I am still very new at that. I ordered Cancer is a fungus- I should get that soon and I was also going to go on an anti-candida diet. What does everyone here think is the best plan? I know that I will not have chemotherepy because I believe that is pure poison and that will probably be tough for my family to accept. But I will cross that bridge when I get there. Can anyone gie me any ideas? I feel overwhelmed and frightened. I have known for a long time that I needed to clean up my diet but I just kept sayong tomorrow... I will start tomorrow. I am so grateful for this forum and site and I look forward to networking more.
Angela