Evening everyone,
Just wanted to share the latest Mindmatters episode. It's absolutely brilliant. In my view it hits at the crux of what the opportunity before us presents and may also give us perspective on the possible trap of focusing on the external are forgetting to observe ourselves. This was an incredibly timely talk for me.
Tuesday I took my self to Emergency Room as I thought i was having a heart attack. I had never experienced that level of pain in my chest area, difficulty breathing, heart beating through my chest etc. They ran a heap of tests, Im still unvaccinated but wondered If i had myocarditis or something similar from the vaccinated shedding. Well all my tests came back good. So im pretty sure it was a panic attack. I have never experienced anything like it before and to drive myself to the ER at 7pm shows how worried I was.
Anyhow, This experience has sunk home fear, or the experience of fear and what it can do if I'm not conscious. I read a message about these Australian resilience centres being for the unvaxxed and that was enough. Having been on steady diet of protest videos plus conflict with my family in regards to me not taking the jab yet, i sent myself into shutdown.
Looking back and from the wisdom that Alan Francis explains its really focused me into being less obsessed with assumptions and ideas about the environment. our environment is going to change and shift, but are we observing ourselves? I know I have been so caught up in whats going on out there, i'm forgetting about the real aim of the work. Observing myself. As is mentioned in the interview, maybe times like these give us opportunities to make faster progress because we will see our buffers that much faster. And lately Im seeing my programs going nuts. My disassociation levels are creeping up and up. Im watching as my mind seeks fantasy and wishful thinking as a respite.
Gurdjieffs Fourth Way: Overcoming Fear and tyranny through self awareness
Just wanted to share my experience and i really encourage anyone who is thinking "well im out of here". It may add some perspective, and ideas of our responsibility to the universe and what that may look like. Also, the opportunity that is before us. It was inspiring and deeply informing and once again, I just want to express my deep gratitude to the Mindmatters team.
I wasn't going to post here for a while, but this seems important!
It may be you are right,
@placematt, you may have had a panic attack. However, for future reference, do you have something comparable to "America's Frontline Doctors" who have provided guidelines and online doctors for diagnosis and treatment (including participating pharmacies) for early Covid treatment? Perhaps it would be of benefit to look at this guide so you understand what to look for as far as the appropriate drugs for early Covid treatment and, if other symptoms ensue, such as heaviness in the chest, and difficulty breathing, the other drug protocols to use. (Note: although it's in something of a last resort category,
Remdesivir is mentioned in the guide, a drug which needs to be avoided at all costs. Just a short while ago Gilead tried to bolster the drug's legitimacy no doubt with a deceptively conceived study; as per the original study re: Ebola, the findings were horrendous. People were pulled from the study early because the drug was killing them, and a high percentage were severely harmed in numerous ways, including serious kidney damage).
What's important here is to try to avoid hospitalization, as well as find online doctors who can help you with your Covid symptoms, step by step.
From The Association of American Physicians and Surgeons:
A Guide to Home-Based COVID Treatment; A Step-By-Step Doctors’ Plan That Could Save Your Life
Also: below is a radio host Kate Daley's experience when she took her husband to the hospital with pneumonia. This is very helpful.
Shows you how persistent you have to be,
along with providing you with the protocol that saved her husband's life.
She demanded intravenous vitamins in very high dosages, and was able to have that happen. She and her husband would not consent to the ventilator, which is EXTREMELY important, as they will try to make you sign on to that.
As some of you here are probably familiar with already, the hospital genocide protocol is as follows:
Test, test, test -- I personally know someone in my area (also unvaccinated) who also went to the hospital with pneumonia. They wouldn't treat her because she kept testing negative for Covid, and they wanted her to test positive in order to put her on the (deadly) Covid protocol. She learned the hospital made $13,000 if a patient tests positive for Covid, and $38,000 if the patient is put on a ventilator. [!!]
Once you test positive for Covid they give you something (in some cases fentanyl) which can disorient you enough to consent to the vent (they use fear tactics as well).
Then they put you on Remdesivir, your kidneys fail, your lungs fill up with fluid, and they put you on the vent, and you die.
THAT is the basic protocol, although other drugs can be used as well.
The person I spoke with from my area in upstate New York confirmed this, unfortunately, and so the hospital I would wind up going to should I find myself seriously ill is complicit with this genocidal program. Luckily, her fever broke (without her being treated) and she started to recover. She demanded to be let out of the hospital, although higher ups in the hospital administration were called in to talk to her. They wanted to conduct another type of test since they felt her lung symptoms indicated Covid, and they couldn't understand why she kept testing negative. She refused. Eventually she was allowed to go. But before that happened she saw all these patients, many of them young adults, in wheelchairs in this long hallway, all slumped over and suffering. She asked what the hell was going on -- she was told they were all suffering after having just taken the vaccine. She was horrified. Felt this was being hidden from the public. Also: when she was finally allowed to leave a nurse told her she was smart, she knew her rights, and that she should walk out the door and run!
(so much for my local hospital)
Here's the video of the radio host whose husband had pneumonia, tested positive for Covid (it was then called "Covid pneumonia"), and her fight for his survival that ensued. Also, for the precise protocol she used, including mega doses of intravenous vitamins, see the transcription link below the video link:
Radio host, Kate Daley: Our First Hand ICU Story -- What is ACTUALLY killing People In The Hospital
https://rumble.com/vktdpt-our-first-hand-icu-story-what-is-actually-killing-people-in-the-hospital.html
Transcribed from the show: protocol used that saved her husband's life while he was in the ICU:
https://www.katedalleyshow.com/show-topics/the-protocol-we-used-with-attached-links-copy-copy/
Lastly, in America, in addition to the contact information in the Guide, you can also use
My Free Doctor.com, recommended by Kate Daley; you can text and there's a phone number; VERY GOOD INFORMATION to have on hand.
(850)750-1322
https://myfreedoctor.com/