sarahelizabeth said:
Hey all,
I had a bit of a strange experience last night.
It actually began about 8 months ago when I had this big blue spot appear behind my ear - my partner noticed it.
We managed to get "stuff" out of there. It was a deep blue colour, and a bit of hard puss (apologies, I know it's gross).
Before I get into last night/ this morning's incident, I should note that yesterday I had my second Reiki Attunement in which the Reiki Master asked us to align to a being of light/ "archangel". As I've not read as much as I'd like to have yet, and haven't formed an accurate opinion on the "angels", the only being of light that came to my mind were the Cassiopaeans. After the attunement he went around the circle and asked everyone about their experience, he skipped me. I knew why. I felt this EPIC heat on my forehead through the attunement for about 10 minutes. After it I was sweating and couldn't believe what I'd just experienced. It was like someone had their hand there - but there was no one there and I couldn't actually feel a touching sensation just the most incredible heat. The Reiki Master came to me last and said that he saw me being showered in light - something he'd never seen before. Naturally, I was very overwhelmed by all of that.
Very early this morning I woke up to my partner ranting and raving in his sleep, I tapped him to wake him up (for the life of me I cannot remember what he was saying but I know it scared me). He woke up in a panic and I told him that he was aggressively talking in his sleep. I went to the toilet as I usually do when I wake up early (I am at the end of my menstrual cycle) and I was bleeding like crazy. We went back to sleep. When we woke again he noticed the blue spot behind my ear, again.
When we got the "yuk stuff" out of it both times, there is left a perfect hole, as if I had a piercing there.
The next time I went to the toilet, there was no blood.
It could be something, It could be nothing.
It is all a little too strange.
I should also note that my partner is a part of this forum too.
Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
I'm no expert, but I think that it is possible to get a rather large pimple behind the ears, (pimples can sometimes leave a perfect hole when emptied) and I would imagine that it can be blue, as well as red, and I would guess that the Reiki experience could make the body start to push out dirt, like going on a detox diet sometimes can do. (that could also be the reason for excessive bleeding I guess)
But as usual with such experiences it is hard to say if anything abduction like has happened. I would guess that most times people are abducted they don't have any memory of it at all, and so anything one perceives as being a strange experience, could be or could not be, as well as nothing perceived could be or could not be an abduction.
I might be wrong, but I'm thinking that if alien abductions are going on all the time, and the greys are made by Lizzies to do things for them, then I would guess that anyone who is even on the path to finding this group would be abducted (probably several times), as if this is the way to becoming 4D STO, Lizzies would probably interfere a lot. And very few cases would be provable, I would think.
I had a dream about 4 or 5 years ago of a small mongol man walking around in my room, and I thought it was rather unfitting that a strange man should be in my house at night so I wanted to get up to tell him to leave, but couldn't move. Then there was a lot of noise coming from the kitchen, and in my dream I thought it must be the little mans friends that for some reason wanted to steal all my plates.
The next morning the flowers outside my kitchen door was stepped down (my plates were still there), and I reasoned that it was probably a deer that had been stamping on my flowers and made noise (though it was a little strange that it would stamp on flowers close to the wall of the house, instead of eating them)
Then I got an egg sized pimple in my groin, that hurt a lot and when finally breaking the skin, a lot of really disgusting smelling pus came out. I didn't think much of it until I saw a video series about abductions made by what's his name...Bernard I think, and then I was a little freaked out because of the huge pimple as that is apparently normal to get after being messed with.
A couple of months later I was sitting at my desk working, not thinking about anything alien, and got up to get another coffie or something like that, and in a split second I saw the face of a gray really close to my face looking into my eyes. This I wouldn't have thought strange, as having read about stuff like that could make one see such for a split second I would guess, but was shocked me was that it looked so real. It was like if you have only ever seen computer animations of a tiger, and then suddenly see a real tiger.
As I see it that could have been or could not have been an abduction/abduction memory. And as I see it there's not much I can do about it, apart from continuing to learn more about how to master myself, so it doesn't make that much difference if it was or not. as mastering myself will be the solution in either case.
:)