So the best advise I can give is to first try to determine what is that you need to concentrate on in order to help yourself. That is, imo, one of - if not THE - first step towards enlightment (Knowledge) and also service-to-others. I'm right in it as well and it ain't no easy thing. It's always done one step at a time. But each time I understand and apply a lesson, I feel a lot better and am able to understand even
Thanks for the advice! Its true! I will work more on that!
Have a nice day/night :)