I’m just lying in bed thinking about everything from 1st to 7th density. The cycle and whatnot. And then it’s rinse and repeat. This is the part I never understood but never wanted to get into.
What’s the point of experiencing consciousness over and over again? Like sure, learning and growing etc, but why so many times? Why endlessly if there is no point to anything. Why is god so bored?
The possibilities of manifestation are infinite.
Don't you think that part of why souls would recycle back to the earlier densities is to experience ignorance again? Knowing everything may get old. Like playing a video game you've beat 1000x.
You also have to keep in mind that every time the merge to 7D happens, a new universe is born that installs everything learned during that current iteration, to create a new universe with new mechanics.. new content.
I don't think there is no point. I think we are creating our "own point" as we go. God experiencing itself.
The issue I think you are experiencing, and this is probably quite common from the people on here.. myself included.. is that this planet doesn't offer much, physicality is slow and uninteresting, watching the slow evolution of our fellow man while also having access to information that we get on here further polarizes us. It is very hard.
I think a lot of people on this forum are Wanderers. They have talked about the revulsion of physicality you get here. The alienation. I would imagine that on the 4th Density some of the more interesting things we get to experience are what we are actually missing. Parapsychological ability, traversing space, having full access to the universe, merging technology with mind, actually being rewarded for merit, etc.. Things that many of us may have already had, which falls in line with you saying you aren't able to connect with higher consciousness. Because these bodies have likely been modified to be that way.
Think about how much there is to learn outside of this little 3D earthly drama we experience. The thought of being able to eventually learn/relearn these things make it all worth it imo.