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Gertrudes
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Just an update on EE:
A few significant things have happened to me lately. I have posted before that I had this constant strange and deep sensation in my chest that wasn't going away during the Baha. On Laura's advice, I stopped Baha but the sensation came back and persisted leading to a week of almost constant "chest sensation" (and I mean constant, during all my day) and eventually culminating in a severe abdominal pain, an event I described previously in the Swamp. Well, after that I went to see a friend doctor, homeopath and naturopath. An interesting merge of both conventional and alternative medicine. She told me I had something big and very deep trying to get out. Well, deep down I knew it, I had just ignored it for years...
Let me just give a bit of context here, a few years ago (around 13 years I think) I had therapy because of a few traumatic childhood and adolescence events. I loved therapy and after 2 years with a good therapist, I had to put an end to it because I moved city. What happens is that I managed to get myself together and going, but the process of healing was never completed. At the time, I thought it would be fine anyway. Well, I sure fooled myself good and long enough!...
After the mentioned abdominal pain, I had an emotionally exhausting week...memories coming from all over the place, memories I never accepted I had, feelings I had buried about those memories, etc, etc, the strange sensation in my chest getting stronger then ever...and in the middle of all this, I realized that my necessity to keep all these painful issues buried had completely disappeared, like puff, gone! As if that severe abdominal pain I felt had completely realeased it....I was and still am so amazed of how in a blink of an eye, such a massive emotional block is gone!
End of the story, I decided to resume therapy where I had left it. Despite feeling happy (or having illusions that I have been all this time), something has kept me from fully developing for all these years and I hadn't accepted that. There is hardly anything more powerful then the illusion of being happy. I am really glad that I have started this as I never believed I could have opened this unresolved door from my past once again. I feel that I have just started a new page in my life and the future looks much brighter.
Words can't convey how grateful I am for this program. Not even close.
THANK YOU!
A few significant things have happened to me lately. I have posted before that I had this constant strange and deep sensation in my chest that wasn't going away during the Baha. On Laura's advice, I stopped Baha but the sensation came back and persisted leading to a week of almost constant "chest sensation" (and I mean constant, during all my day) and eventually culminating in a severe abdominal pain, an event I described previously in the Swamp. Well, after that I went to see a friend doctor, homeopath and naturopath. An interesting merge of both conventional and alternative medicine. She told me I had something big and very deep trying to get out. Well, deep down I knew it, I had just ignored it for years...
Let me just give a bit of context here, a few years ago (around 13 years I think) I had therapy because of a few traumatic childhood and adolescence events. I loved therapy and after 2 years with a good therapist, I had to put an end to it because I moved city. What happens is that I managed to get myself together and going, but the process of healing was never completed. At the time, I thought it would be fine anyway. Well, I sure fooled myself good and long enough!...
After the mentioned abdominal pain, I had an emotionally exhausting week...memories coming from all over the place, memories I never accepted I had, feelings I had buried about those memories, etc, etc, the strange sensation in my chest getting stronger then ever...and in the middle of all this, I realized that my necessity to keep all these painful issues buried had completely disappeared, like puff, gone! As if that severe abdominal pain I felt had completely realeased it....I was and still am so amazed of how in a blink of an eye, such a massive emotional block is gone!
End of the story, I decided to resume therapy where I had left it. Despite feeling happy (or having illusions that I have been all this time), something has kept me from fully developing for all these years and I hadn't accepted that. There is hardly anything more powerful then the illusion of being happy. I am really glad that I have started this as I never believed I could have opened this unresolved door from my past once again. I feel that I have just started a new page in my life and the future looks much brighter.
Words can't convey how grateful I am for this program. Not even close.
THANK YOU!