Grief- lettre to Claude, my friend, my husband

[Laura]

You are in my thoughts, Loreta. Just move forward one step at a time and I'm sure Claude is there watching over you.

 

[loreta]

You are in my thoughts, Loreta. Just move forward one step at a time and I'm sure Claude is there watching over you.

Thank you Laura, thank you very much.

 

[loreta]

And he probably loved and admired you for that, where he had difficulties to express himself ?

Maybe, but I don't know. He depended on me, that's for sure, but he never showed his gratitude in words. I never lacked anything from him. I was spoiled. But for emotions, it was complicated. But he was also always stoic, never got angry except during arguments. I am starting to get to know him now, and I am starting to get to know myself too. It's really hard Work on the inside but also very beautiful. And it's very painful too.