So my antibody test came back as basically 'insufficient'.
After another sleepless night (second in a row) I've decided to cancel any other idea 'to get around it' from my mind now and will prepare for the shot.
To still desperately cling to other options feels like free floating in the sea of possibilities always on the verge of drowning.
Using tricks doesn't fit my soul profile and prevents my inner peace... or the preparation for peace.
I see again my lack of faith. With more faith I wouldn't struggle so hard now, imo.
Honestly I'm feeling horrible and hollow today but at least I've made the decision to not taking it any further. I hope this will help me to sleep again.
What Altair wrote above is good advice for after the shot. I will check if there are possibilities around here. Thank you
@Altair.
My friends (all nurses) and I discussed some other small measures we can apply:
Injecting blood thinners starting 3 days before the jab or taking aspirin orally (important for me since I've already suffered from a thrombosis before)
Injecting 7,5g of Vit C via short infusion BEFORE and after the jab.
In case of planned wet cupping: Using an ice pack/frigistor on the arm before AND after injection until wet cupping is applied as quick as possible.
What was wonderful though was that 3 friends offered their help to me yesterday. Emotional support and support in applying all the planned measures. I was deeply touched by this and in my unstable state right now I cried like a baby out of gratitude for all the support, love and caring.