How are you feeling?

[washable_orbit]

Go out in nature and watch some ants. Really watch them. If you’re lucky you might get to see some little queens taking their maiden flight, and the joy and celebration of the other ants who assist her on her voyage.
It’s truly incredible.

I find, personally, that excitement and pleasure can be found in mundane things if we have the right mindset, but we have to be open to allow it. It’s the smallest things that can have the most impact when we are in the flow of the universe.

Mother nature and the wonders and interconnectedness of our lives and existence is truly beautiful. But that doesn’t take away from my human feelings of wanting more. I didn’t come to this earth to watch the ants. I’m glad that you’re able to find joy in the simple things in life. At the same time, everyone’s experience and daily lives differ greatly

 

[Fluffy]

Mother nature and the wonders and interconnectedness of our lives and existence is truly beautiful. But that doesn’t take away from my human feelings of wanting more. I didn’t come to this earth to watch the ants. I’m glad that you’re able to find joy in the simple things in life. At the same time, everyone’s experience and daily lives differ greatly

It was just an example. I’ve suffered from discontent and boredom my whole life and have really had to find some joy in the smallest of things to not feel constant futility and pointlessness of the ho-hum of the day to day grind of being here…. but I still feel it, so I empathise with you. I should have said that in my last reply to you.

There have been times when I was envious of others who are entertained with their passions and interests, I simply find most things that normal people do excruciatingly boring, hollow and a waste of time- I’d rather stare at the wall in my minds musings.
As I got older I learned to appreciate the really really small things, just enough to take the edge off the depression that the intense boredom caused.
I don’t know if there’s something wrong with me or if it’s just a lot more fun and stimulating wherever it is I’m comparing being a human on earth to.

 

[washable_orbit]

It was just an example. I’ve suffered from discontent and boredom my whole life and have really had to find some joy in the smallest of things to not feel constant futility and pointlessness of the ho-hum of the day to day grind of being here…. but I still feel it, so I empathise with you. I should have said that in my last reply to you.

There have been times when I was envious of others who are entertained with their passions and interests, I simply find most things that normal people do excruciatingly boring, hollow and a waste of time- I’d rather stare at the wall in my minds musings.
As I got older I learned to appreciate the really really small things, just enough to take the edge off the depression that the intense boredom caused.
I don’t know if there’s something wrong with me or if it’s just a lot more fun and stimulating wherever it is I’m comparing being a human on earth to.

If appreciating the small things is all one has, then I guess there is no other way but to make do. I truly appreciate your words of encouragement. I just wish our current world wasn’t so lame. I understand all is lessons and ultimately nothing matters. It just sucks to feel like you’re missing out on the things you enjoy doing simply because the system is set up a certain way.

Complaining and whining won’t solve anything but I do appreciate having an outlet in this forum. Thank you.

 

[Wandering Star]

I’m tired and bored of the mundane. It feels like I’ll never get to experience the “magic”. That’s the only way I can explain it

Magic is overrated.

I prefer a good steak with a good red wine.

 

[seve]

Magic is overrated.

I prefer a good steak with a good red wine.

The magic is precisely the right steak with the right glass of wine, because the combination is exquisite and suddenly you feel the intense interest sustained by this moment full of light satisfaction.

 

[seve]

Appreciate the reply! I agree with and practice these things daily. It’s just not enough. And I think that’s a normal and valid feeling. Although I guess I should be grateful that my life is missing “excitement” considering other people are getting too much of it and not always the best kind. But all is relative, I suppose

I have the most ordinary life, probably more so than yours. And yet, over the last few years, I've managed to develop an eye for “the fire within” in my daily life. Since I've grasped the hidden (alchemical) meaning of my daily life, everything is different. All you have to do is work on symbolism and energy.

 

[Wandering Star]

I have the most ordinary life, probably more so than yours. And yet, over the last few years, I've managed to develop an eye for “the fire within” in my daily life. Since I've grasped the hidden (alchemical) meaning of my daily life, everything is different. All you have to do is work on symbolism and energy.

The sheer incredible amount of circumstances that have to "line up" one after another for anything to happen is simply mind-boggling.

The simple act of breathing is a miracle in itself.

 

[washable_orbit]

The magic is precisely the right steak with the right glass of wine, because the combination is exquisite and suddenly you feel the intense interest sustained by this moment full of light satisfaction.

I’m too poor to afford this magic

I have the most ordinary life, probably more so than yours. And yet, over the last few years, I've managed to develop an eye for “the fire within” in my daily life. Since I've grasped the hidden (alchemical) meaning of my daily life, everything is different. All you have to do is work on symbolism and energy.

Maybe I’m missing this

 

[iamthatis]

I’m too poor to afford this magic


Maybe I’m missing this

By 'magic' do you mean positive emotions? Optimism, curiosity, faith - that sort of thing?

 

[washable_orbit]

By 'magic' do you mean positive emotions? Optimism, curiosity, faith - that sort of thing?

No, not at all, this is just where we took it. I’m not chasing a hedonistic state of existence. By magic I actually meant “magic”. Like the ancient technology that we supposedly had access to (or new undiscovered technology). I want to go to school to learn about matter manipulation using sound wave energy in a way that is functional and beneficial to society. I want free energy, and access to basic necessities so that I can focus on better things instead of survival. I think we’re way past that but human greed gets in the way.

That said, this is all just wishful thinking. I was a bit sad when I wrote that original post. After TikTok closed the first time and a lot of the user base moved to 小红书(Rednote), interacting with all the curious and welcoming Chinese people. And seeing the way they live. It’s just a lot. They truly deserve all of the good things they have. But it also felt like a slap in the face about the unnecessary struggle that everyday people face in the US at least.

Again, it’s all a very selfish thing. After crying for a whole year, sharing the Palestinian emotional pain through a screen, to envy a different group of people now feels tasteless. But I’m trying not to judge my thoughts/feelings/emotions and just let them pass.

 

[stellar]

You print the number on the piece of paper, you put it on the bottle, and water should be smart enough because anyhow it's information! It's not your talk. It's somewhere, right? You put it on the label, and water knows what was your intention.

Ah, the ultimate double blind remote viewer. Cool.

 

[Ben]

Don't know about you guys but I feel good. Hopeful, optimistic, like I'm capable of dealing with challenges. Like there's more breathing space than there was before or some kind of tension has been released. There's something in the air - I mean, things are still obviously dire in all sorts of ways but I just feel like that's the way it's supposed to be, and that it won't last forever.

 

[Il Matto]

Don't know about you guys but I feel good. Hopeful, optimistic, like I'm capable of dealing with challenges. Like there's more breathing space than there was before or some kind of tension has been released. There's something in the air - I mean, things are still obviously dire in all sorts of ways but I just feel like that's the way it's supposed to be, and that it won't last forever.

That was a nice comment, thank you Ben.
The bolded parts above particularly resonated with me.. I feel a growing sense of confidence that when the brown stuff hits the spinney-thing closer to home, I will have the personal resources to keep my head and act appropriately; as you rightly say, and I agree, whilst the global situation is dire, things are the way they're supposed to be. No point wishing they were different.
I rather like the way that Stephen Covey in his "7 habits" makes the distinction between our 'circle of concern' and our 'circle of influence'; the former being filled with the things that we put 'out there' and over which we have little control and which end up controlling us if we allow them to. The circle of influence is what we should focus our energy on; what we are able to BE, right now (all very much in line with the Stoics I think).
That said, I have more Work to do and progress to make before I can 'enjoy the show' with joy in my heart, but I'm working on it. Taking time each day to think on the simple things I'm grateful for helps!
Thanks again

 

[Breo]

Don't know about you guys but I feel good. Hopeful, optimistic, like I'm capable of dealing with challenges. Like there's more breathing space than there was before or some kind of tension has been released. There's something in the air - I mean, things are still obviously dire in all sorts of ways but I just feel like that's the way it's supposed to be, and that it won't last forever.

Thank you, Ben for posting this. Today I thought how to put into words in this thread how I feel since a few days. And now I am grateful for your awareness because it´s similar what I feel. With me too tension released and since I feel "good. Hopeful, optimistic, like I'm capable of dealing with challenges." And now, "there's more breathing space than there was before." and also a new sense of gentleness. And although globally there are dire challenges ahead, the most basic feeling is positive and hopeful. It really does feel, thats how it´s supposed to be. In EE and meditations, lately, to the surprise of all my little i's, there were moments/glimpses of a faint sense of "glory to come". And there is so much gratitude to St. Pierre and all this network, all of you :)

 

[Pat]

That was a nice comment, thank you Ben.
The bolded parts above particularly resonated with me.. I feel a growing sense of confidence that when the brown stuff hits the spinney-thing closer to home, I will have the personal resources to keep my head and act appropriately; as you rightly say, and I agree, whilst the global situation is dire, things are the way they're supposed to be. No point wishing they were different.
I rather like the way that Stephen Covey in his "7 habits" makes the distinction between our 'circle of concern' and our 'circle of influence'; the former being filled with the things that we put 'out there' and over which we have little control and which end up controlling us if we allow them to. The circle of influence is what we should focus our energy on; what we are able to BE, right now (all very much in line with the Stoics I think).
That said, I have more Work to do and progress to make before I can 'enjoy the show' with joy in my heart, but I'm working on it. Taking time each day to think on the simple things I'm grateful for helps!
Thanks again

I am really struggling right now. Been thinking about posting before but didn't know where to begin.
The struggle is simple I am forcing my help unto my son who thinks he doesn't require it. Simple right? Free will and I should trust the universe to provide and let thing be how it should be. But the emotional part is so very strong there and I don't seem to be able to let it go. All the family members and friends talk to me about me forcing him (adult age) to be admitted in a medical center...
First, he doesn't want my help
Second, we have a conflictual relationship
Third, he is now out of the house, don't know about his financial means
Fourth, to "help" I only have the legal forcing way.

I really want to trust the universe that there is no mistake made and that we all have a part to play whatever it is.

Today i have decided to Concentrate on my circle of influence, what I can be... I have been doubling on my portrait painting (escapism for me),preparing for an expo soon.
But the strong feeling of forcing my help is still there, can't shake it off. :(
Thank you for reading