How are you feeling?

I’m bringing this up because I never considered myself to be emotional. But now reflecting on my past, and sensing this creature in the house, I recall many instances of intense emotion, many limiting/negative; many totally absurd. Some of the memories are frightening; others are embarrassing and completely immature. I have done a very good job of repressing/suppressing my acknowledgement of them, and have been very reluctant to self-examine them.

So now I have this entity, and am working to eradicate it. Sage, salt and firm verbal rejection seem to have made a difference in both the house and the cat, though I’m not sure it’s completely gone yet. But I still want to know why I attracted it (assuming I did attract it). I would be truly grateful for any feedback or thoughts or comments

The milieu of your emotional and mental activities, preferences and predilections, create an ambiance that some things prefer to bask themselves in, depending on their tastes.

Consider the overall nature of the stated "content" that you were going over, and what others of a similar disposition, but dissimilar awareness would otherwise be either inclined, or "coerced" to exude from their emotions or mental states.

Similarly consider the nature of your reaction to its presence. You're getting irked and are trying to get it to go away, based off of sorely physical notions of reality. That might be a further possibility to explore, going over the first part of what I quoted, and seeing how those things affect your environment and "ambiance".
 
Knowledge protects. Perhaps prayers and a protective crystal for the little one and yourselves will help to increase awareness.
Attesting to that.

Roughly 25 months ago, had a sort of high strangeness experience that started with a terrifying feeling or sensation of being in grave danger after writing a mail about the personal and job related situations, which included more or less close interactions with potentially female psychopaths or at least pawns of negative hyperdimensional beings. Upon the sensation, took the crystals all together on the table and started praying (likely also singing In The Garden song), the Daily Prayer and two other crystal readings/prayers. During the prayers, dark dense cloud mass appeared to flow just above the floor toward the open balcony door exiting the room and place completely. IRC, the C's remarked in an oldish session that such thing, dark cloudy mass moving away, could denote so called failed abduction.

After the praying and reciting to the crystals, went to the room next door to sleep, taking personal protection crystal to the night table next to bed and dream crystal or stone into the pillowcase. Not long since lying down, a sensation of somebody or something squeezing my heart to the point of bursting started. Somehow, possibly due to the crystals and praying, the sensation didn't induce fear or terror so much as a sort of a surprise and wondering what's really going on. Some time, maybe shortly, after not succumbing to dread of the situation, on the opposite side from the protection crystal, right next to the bed headboard, in my inner vision appeared a female figure with two additional silhouettes of triangular heads short distance behind her. Seeing her and still feeling like my heart's gonna burst, probably encouraged by praying before, started to giggle and outright laugh looking straight in the face of the female entity, at which point she bursted into rage hissing and baring her piranha looking teeth. In what appeared like the next moment, the whole trio was puff, gone, and my heart return to the normal rythm almost like nothing happened.

Of course, could be fooling myself in one way or another, but that described encounter serves as a living vivid example of the power of prayers and crystals protection in the form of bringing into awareness the gathered knowledge and its application, while helping to stay calm and composed in the face of apparent imminent adversity.

In another, less extreme case than the one described, personal protection crystal suddenly heated up in my pocket like giving me alert signal to pay more careful attention to my immediate surroundings and what's going on around me, which again brought into the awareness field the knowledge how to deal and act in the situation shortly thereafter, that appeared like popping up out of nowhere, which would otherwise cause quite an emotional stirring up and waste of energy.

FWIW.
 
Attesting to that.

Roughly 25 months ago, (....)

In another, less extreme case than the one described, personal protection crystal suddenly heated up in my pocket like giving me alert signal to pay more careful attention to my immediate surroundings and what's going on around me, which again brought into the awareness field the knowledge how to deal and act in the situation shortly thereafter, that appeared like popping up out of nowhere, which would otherwise cause quite an emotional stirring up and waste of energy.

FWIW.
Humanoids with triangular heads and wiry hair have been reported in abductions iirc @Laura did include reporting one presence of such in one of the regressions she wrote in the wave , from your description seems your third eye detected some presences , though probably only a form of psychic presence(s) if i had to guess. My 2x cents.
 
Knowledge protects. Perhaps prayers and a protective crystal for the little one and yourselves will help to increase awareness.
Thanks Gaby. We have some crystals we ordered before but they are in boxes somewhere - its still a bit chaotic at home following the move from the UK and refurb and extension building work ongoing here. Perhaps I can order again from you guys?
 
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