How are you feeling?

[Moine]

I’m bringing this up because I never considered myself to be emotional. But now reflecting on my past, and sensing this creature in the house, I recall many instances of intense emotion, many limiting/negative; many totally absurd. Some of the memories are frightening; others are embarrassing and completely immature. I have done a very good job of repressing/suppressing my acknowledgement of them, and have been very reluctant to self-examine them.

So now I have this entity, and am working to eradicate it. Sage, salt and firm verbal rejection seem to have made a difference in both the house and the cat, though I’m not sure it’s completely gone yet. But I still want to know why I attracted it (assuming I did attract it). I would be truly grateful for any feedback or thoughts or comments

The milieu of your emotional and mental activities, preferences and predilections, create an ambiance that some things prefer to bask themselves in, depending on their tastes.

Consider the overall nature of the stated "content" that you were going over, and what others of a similar disposition, but dissimilar awareness would otherwise be either inclined, or "coerced" to exude from their emotions or mental states.

Similarly consider the nature of your reaction to its presence. You're getting irked and are trying to get it to go away, based off of sorely physical notions of reality. That might be a further possibility to explore, going over the first part of what I quoted, and seeing how those things affect your environment and "ambiance".

 

[Gaby]

Anyway I very very rarely mention such stuff to anyone but felt compared to share the above for some reason

Knowledge protects. Perhaps prayers and a protective crystal for the little one and yourselves will help to increase awareness.

 

[SasaM]

Knowledge protects. Perhaps prayers and a protective crystal for the little one and yourselves will help to increase awareness.

Attesting to that.

Roughly 25 months ago, had a sort of high strangeness experience that started with a terrifying feeling or sensation of being in grave danger after writing a mail about the personal and job related situations, which included more or less close interactions with potentially female psychopaths or at least pawns of negative hyperdimensional beings. Upon the sensation, took the crystals all together on the table and started praying (likely also singing In The Garden song), the Daily Prayer and two other crystal readings/prayers. During the prayers, dark dense cloud mass appeared to flow just above the floor toward the open balcony door exiting the room and place completely. IRC, the C's remarked in an oldish session that such thing, dark cloudy mass moving away, could denote so called failed abduction.

After the praying and reciting to the crystals, went to the room next door to sleep, taking personal protection crystal to the night table next to bed and dream crystal or stone into the pillowcase. Not long since lying down, a sensation of somebody or something squeezing my heart to the point of bursting started. Somehow, possibly due to the crystals and praying, the sensation didn't induce fear or terror so much as a sort of a surprise and wondering what's really going on. Some time, maybe shortly, after not succumbing to dread of the situation, on the opposite side from the protection crystal, right next to the bed headboard, in my inner vision appeared a female figure with two additional silhouettes of triangular heads short distance behind her. Seeing her and still feeling like my heart's gonna burst, probably encouraged by praying before, started to giggle and outright laugh looking straight in the face of the female entity, at which point she bursted into rage hissing and baring her piranha looking teeth. In what appeared like the next moment, the whole trio was puff, gone, and my heart return to the normal rythm almost like nothing happened.

Of course, could be fooling myself in one way or another, but that described encounter serves as a living vivid example of the power of prayers and crystals protection in the form of bringing into awareness the gathered knowledge and its application, while helping to stay calm and composed in the face of apparent imminent adversity.

In another, less extreme case than the one described, personal protection crystal suddenly heated up in my pocket like giving me alert signal to pay more careful attention to my immediate surroundings and what's going on around me, which again brought into the awareness field the knowledge how to deal and act in the situation shortly thereafter, that appeared like popping up out of nowhere, which would otherwise cause quite an emotional stirring up and waste of energy.

FWIW.

 

[Ricardo]

Attesting to that.

Roughly 25 months ago, (....)

In another, less extreme case than the one described, personal protection crystal suddenly heated up in my pocket like giving me alert signal to pay more careful attention to my immediate surroundings and what's going on around me, which again brought into the awareness field the knowledge how to deal and act in the situation shortly thereafter, that appeared like popping up out of nowhere, which would otherwise cause quite an emotional stirring up and waste of energy.

FWIW.

Humanoids with triangular heads and wiry hair have been reported in abductions iirc @Laura did include reporting one presence of such in one of the regressions she wrote in the wave , from your description seems your third eye detected some presences , though probably only a form of psychic presence(s) if i had to guess. My 2x cents.

 

[Asa]

Knowledge protects. Perhaps prayers and a protective crystal for the little one and yourselves will help to increase awareness.

Thanks Gaby. We have some crystals we ordered before but they are in boxes somewhere - its still a bit chaotic at home following the move from the UK and refurb and extension building work ongoing here. Perhaps I can order again from you guys?

 

[Gaby]

Perhaps I can order again from you guys?

It wouldn't hurt. The energies will settle in soon enough. It wouldn't hurt to do some salt cleansing with an intent of protection and cleansing. It would at least increase your awareness.

 

[seve]

C'est alors qu'elle a explosé de rage, sifflant et découvrant ses dents acérées comme celles d'un piranha. En un instant à peine, le trio avait disparu, emporté par le vent, et mon cœur avait retrouvé son rythme normal presque comme si de rien n'était.

I have already dealt with this type of female entity. And indeed, in my opinion, the best thing to do is to stand up to this alien STS. I have already felt it on me (humiliating, yuck), in my house, and in my dreams. Our awareness of their presence makes them flee. For many months now, I have not perceived it at all, because I have worked hard on myself and I no longer want to let myself be pushed around.

 

[KingTiger]

I have been thinking on what I have been feeling about myself and current experiences.
For the past few months, I have been feeling quite empty, lack of guidance and feeling overwhelmed with the events of the works as I am sure many have also.

During this time, and it is still going on to this day, I have been waking up quite often at 2-4 am every morning with a feeling of deep dread and my mind is flooded with remembrances of connections with people that I have not seen or talked to for many years. It is almost like I am presented with a mini life review during this time.

Without being consumed with the weight of this dread (I notice that is like a blockage in my Solar Plexus), I found that I can begin a mediation with breath and thinking of positive ideas, feelings of love and begin to forgive myself I can overcome these negative feelings and go back to sleep.
This waking has lessen since I found that positive thinking of self and love for all helps me so much at these times.

I did catch a sense of an entity once, one figure that was in a gray woolly robe with a hooded cloak standing on the side of my bed whose face I could not perceive but knew something was wrong. I was paralyzed and struggled to move and to say words commanding it to leave, when I made a sound, is when I woke up and my reality changed back to normal.

Another one, of a more peaceful feeling, was of my recently passed brother, we were talking and planning something to do together, I had to remind him that he had passed, he looked at me in surprise, then he disappeared.

I find it difficult to find information that can be considered as "more true to the facts"; however, SOTT.net seems to have more vetted information than other news sites which I find comforting, especially the commentators whom I respect very much, sharing their additional insight and wisdom help me to learn more.

One thing that I miss doing, which I am reminded in my early waking, is networking with like minded people.

My current feelings bring me to a realization that I am lonely. Talking to people around me, I find myself restrained to discuss about ideas that are in my understanding, material from the many books I read, and my previous conversations I had, which now would be considered as a danger to me and my family if I ever did mention these ideas in public today.