How are you feeling?

Honestly I have no idea what happened to me almost 2 years ago but it could have been mental breakdown as well, emotional shock for sure. It came from disappointment how shallow people really can be underneath this intellectual pursuits, what @SlipNet mentions. I had a dream this year that I'm operating brain surgery on me, so I was a doctor and a patient at the same time and I was butchering my brains. When shall I be perfect? And for whom exactly? I'm just going to enjoy what's coming and that's all.
 
Martina said:
Honestly I have no idea what happened to me almost 2 years ago but it could have been mental breakdown as well, emotional shock for sure. It came from disappointment how shallow people really can be underneath this intellectual pursuits, what @SlipNet mentions. I had a dream this year that I'm operating brain surgery on me, so I was a doctor and a patient at the same time and I was butchering my brains. When shall I be perfect? And for whom exactly? I'm just going to enjoy what's coming and that's all.
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Yeah, without a solid emotional grounding, no intellectual efforts will come to bear fruit, or so I think anyway. In my case, I was totally estranged from my inner child. I had essentially forgotten large chunks of my life. Following my breakdown I went back to keeping a journal, and eventually began putting my mind/body/soul back together again. The journals were messy, but full of crucial info and surprising insights from my disordered mind. I even started a thread on here to consolidate the best information.

Also, I've gotta say, that's a shocking dream scenario you're describing there! If I was you, I wouldn't stress over it though. Dreams are so ambiguous and weird, because they can both convey deep spiritual truths and conversely be the bringers of the worst kind of disinformation. I'd focus on what's been bugging you emotionally, and work with what you know from there. As the POTS says so eloquently, whatever's "carried in the heart" will be the "ruler of the mind", and thus be the "saviour of the soul". So I wouldn't worry; the heart I think is where you should be focusing your attention. Once you've worked on those pesky feelings, the mind will no doubt take care of itself, no need for brain surgery!:-)
 
aragorn said:
Lately, I've been feeling less and less interested in following the news, articles and other writings outside of this forum. I feel like I've seen it all so many times, I already know what it's about (mostly propaganda and using the same ol' strategies that I've seen a thousand times). Particularly whe it comes to the charlatans, grifters and 'influencers', let's say like Zelensky, Kallas, Rutti-Frutti, UrSSula, even Trump, I just can't muster hearing a single word what they say – it's all nonsense and doesn't add to anything. Same goes with the 'vaccine debates', COVID, UAP disclosure – same ol', same ol'. I also don't feel any need or interest in 'liking' any posts on Substack or X because it just feels useless, and to quote Hillary: "What difference at this point does it make?" 😀

A lot of 'feelings' in the above, but that's how I feel! 😄 Anyone else feel the same? Am I no longer 'observing left and right' if I don't listen to what the coke head Zelensky says? I just can't do it... 😀
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I agree with everything. My emotions remain neutral when reading the news – it no longer triggers anything in me. The complete sensory overload that has been flooding my nervous system with anger, helplessness, and often hopelessness since Corona, through all that information, has now, in my view, been regulated. Perhaps our learning field regarding lies and manipulation is complete: We now logically recognize all connections in an ultra-short time with our pattern-recognition brain and therefore no longer need this information to form a picture. Wasn't it all about accumulating knowledge? Knowledge perhaps doesn't mean acquiring even more information, but ultimately recognizing how the game works – so that we can now begin the final step: the cosmic and spiritual finale with the expansion into 4D-STO. I think it is now more important to firmly establish one's alignment, to take care of one's frequency, or ultimately to address the question: Who or what do you want to be in your future?
 
Nachtweide said:
I think it is now more important to firmly establish one's alignment, to take care of one's frequency, or ultimately to address the question: Who or what do you want to be in your future?
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This really resonates with me. In the last few months I've been focusing on my emotional development, as I kinda thought that my intellect was okay-ish. And that emotional inner work has helped to stabilise me FRV-wise. But that question you pose at the end is a toughie! Who or what do I want to be in the future? I've gotta admit I've never really answered that question, life throws so many challenges and psychodramas at me that I'm mostly just "running to stand still". So, good question! And it is one that I will be giving considerable thought to from now on.
 
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