Last Sunday I had the third session with Patrick, this time specifically aimed at freeing me from aliens. Before the session I kept thinking how to do it, how the free will factor works and how to use it. Few days before planned session I had a dream, followed by strange event.
In my dream I was in a unknown environment, which I could not remember clearly, some misty impression, some plants, blue sky and I think there was some kind of a building, I was walking and suddenly the sky started to become grey black, heavy of dark, moving, whirling clouds, coming fast down closer and closer to me, I curled up on the ground and started to feel like some power was trying to lift me up (like sucking me up), and I heard loud voice from above saying clearly letter by letter: E – B – E – R. I was struggling to fight against the power and shouting: “no, no, no, no…” Then I started to wake up and I could literally feel I was being lifted up by ‘somebody” holding me on two sides, I could even feel I was wobbling. I was fighting against it still screaming out loud: “no, no, no, no…… “ That was in the state of half-dream. And when I woke up completely, it all stopped and nobody was there, I could still feel the clear sensation of being touched on my two sides (more like energetic sensation, not on my physical body). Before going back to sleep I wrote down the name Eber.
I made a small research about Eber and found out that he was a man who lived in biblical times after the flood, who refused to help building the tower of Babel and he was rewarded by “god”.
Then I read here:
Quote from: Session 941005
Q: (L) What was the event a hundred or so years after the flood of Noah that was described as the confusing of languages, or the tower of Babel?
A: Spiritual confluence.
Q: (L) What purpose did the individuals who came together to build the tower intend for said tower?
A: Electromagnetic concentration of all gravity waves.
Q: (L) And what did they intend to do with these concentrated waves?
A: Mind alteration of masses.
Q: (L) What intention did they have in altering the mind of the masses?
A: Spiritual unification of the masses.
Q: (L) Who were the "gods" that looked down on the tower of Babel, at those who were building it with the intention of unification, and decided to destroy
their works?
A: Lizards.
Q: (L) Okay, so the Lizzies blew up the tower of Babel. What else did they do to the minds of mankind; did they do something causing literal disruption of their
understanding of language?
A: Close.
Q: (L) What tool did they use to accomplish this divisiveness?
A: Brainwashing of masses.
Q: (L) Did they do this through implants and abduction?
A: Partly.
I interpreted the dream too literally, that I might have been Eber and betrayed STO path by making a pact with aliens (so called ‘God’), but as I know now, after the session, it was more symbolical, just pointing me towards known figure who made this kind of pact. I described to Patrick what happened and I wrote to him: “If I understand the dream correctly, in some previous life I had submitted to the forces of darkness, which I understand, is like ‘signing the pact with the devil (dark aliens)’, it is like giving up my free will to them. So now they feel the right to claim my soul.” Patrick answered: “We can use this (the dream) as a starting point for your session tomorrow”.
At the time of the session Patrick could not reach me by phone, after 15 minutes of him trying, I borrowed the phone from my son, and it worked, he told me they were having many problems calling people recently.
As in previous post I will put dots where I could not understand what was told. There might also be some mistakes, I guess.
Below are most relevant parts of the session:
Patrick read my description of the dream and the event from my mail to Heather.
P: One thing I will say before we get started is the dream was very interesting to me because this is how, I believe, all pacts are made. It is like there is a signing a pact with the devil, so to speak, and this is what happens with fallen angels, that they take a piece of the energy body, what I call soul fragments, and it is a part that would experience a great deal of pain, something that we do not want to feel anymore, it is like we break off a piece of our soul, saying I do not want to feel this pain, and then the fallen angels would take that piece of that soul, and then they place inside of us workers or what people call demons. So that is why base of my whole theory is exactly what your dream is. That is kind of interesting to me. But what was really interesting is that you feel it was also the same case with aliens.
So Heather, what we are looking for then is if you can see a past life that comes up (??), where she basically signed the pack with these aliens ……. saying: it is ok to do this. And you may come across more then one.
H: …… there is a tribe ……. basically trying to communicate with aliens.
P: You mean like a native American tribe?
H: It’s kind of like that but they weren’t entirely tribe like, they actually made progression in technology, with technological things …… they were making these …….
P: Looks like the Mayans.
H: Right. There was some kind of trade for knowledge. Amongst the entire tribe ….. It did not understand the cost. It was not like it was a written contract per say, this was more like this is what you will do type of thing. Seems like a contract was little bit of energy from every incarnation. ……..…………..
P: Can you say that a little differently?
H: Yes, like when you learn something that you don’t know about, we will take up from you. Trade. It’s trade.
P: Ok, trade of info.
Now Patrick was not sure, what that might mean, and we discussed things a bit as to what approach to take. About the free will approach Patrick said that in the beginning he pursued the method of talking about violating free will and it never went successfully, because aliens would say: “Well, we have free will. They gave us a permission at one point. We are still doing what we are doing.” Patrick decided to deal with it the way they always do with the past life regressions and soul fragments, ie. finding this place in my soul that gives them the permission and let it understand, that it does not need to give the permission any more.
Patrick asks Heather about her thoughts about the process.
H: ……… it seems like they want to hold on to people with the ability ………….. there is something that they want to understand, like there is something that they have not found. And for some reason they still have not got what they needed.
P: So you have a sense that they want to understand psychic ability.
H: Basically in the energy I am reading now, compared to what we have been talking about: ‘we need to be prepared to fight’, basically. They needed the trade to have more than other cultures, that came across.
P: We need the trade of info to survive. So the feeling I am getting as I am listening to you, is there is no difference in time, like that isn’t that happened then, this is happening now, everything is right now, and so therefore there is a fear of, that if I do not have their info, we are not gonna survive. Does that sound like to you?
H: Yes.
P: So we need to approach this not from the perspective of: I made a decision once long time ago, but: I have a fear inside of me that I need some information outside of me, no matter what it is.
H: Ok.
P: Yes, it is like no matter what it is outside information, I do not need it to survive, I am safe. Well, when it comes to survive ability, that’s what the hold is, the surviving.
Tell me what’s come up for you, please.
H: What I am seeing is that with all past lives that’s involved with it, that there is never really a definition between any one past life. Does it make sense?
P: Yes. Perfect sense.
H: The individual had different lives, but the energy is the same.
I asked about the name Eber, that I heard in the dream.
P: Anything comes from that, Heather?
H: ….. what pop in my mind is like a bar code, like a marking of some kind.
P: Good, ok.
H:……. what happens is there may be other times, that ….. is involved with, but it is king of like it is just one ongoing life. Does that make sense.
P: Yes.
H: It is due to this thing …. that was made a deal with.
P: Right. So what I want to do is focus on the energy of: I need this information to survive. Because my guess is that is what holding everything in place for all these incarnations.
H: It seems like one way or another it was useful. Something what came up …….. was useful. ………. that contract is still valid or something.
P: Right. But there is a difference between useful and I needed to survive.
H: Yes. Something …….. aspect of survival.
P: We are gonna change the definition of survive. Because now I can say, what is going on is they said: no, no, it is surviving. From a one life time perspective, we did survive because of their information.
Since I did not understand Heather speaking, Patrick explained to me, that what he sees is that this was very pragmatic. He said: what Heather is describing is that there was a woman, that belonged to the tribe, this tribe wanted to survive, and the tribe wanted the information that these aliens had, in order to survive, they thought, that their whole race was going to be eliminated by their enemies if they did not have this information. So there was a lot of fear involved. To make that even more concrete, these aliens would give a little bit of information and it proved useful: “O my god, we survived the battle, we survived that fight, and aliens gave a little bit of information, it is like: “oh, we want another battle.” And that is what kept a contract going. And then taking into account that from one perspective all lives time happen simultaneously, this is one perspective of the way to look at life times, so right now there is a woman that is part of a tribe, and she feels a loyalty to the tribe, and she says: it is worth it… You were probably a priestess in that life time.
P: Ok, so what we are going to try to do is to change a definition of what it means to survive. The definition of what it means to survive is lifetime after lifetime, after lifetime. So I am going to ask you to connect with this priestess.
H: Ok.
P: I feel a very strong sense of responsibility to her people. Does that resonate with you?
H: Yes.
P: Like they were under attack so no price was too high to pay. I am going to ask transitioned ancestors of this tribe to please be here and made their presence known to this priestess and to help her to understand, she does survive, they survive, but not in a way that she thinks. Before the tribe existed, they existed, after the tribe is gone, they will still exist. Life is the continuation. These are people of your tribe. Heather, how we are doing?
H: Yes, she understands, but she still thinks it was necessary.
P: It was useful, it was not necessary. And it may come to pass, it will come to pass. All races of men will die. It will come to pass. All races of men will die.
H: She was under the impression that, ……. they would …….. this way.
P: And I am going to ask the ancestors to share their perspective of the race of people, both now and in the future generations.
H: She said ok.
P: We do know that many battles had been won, but we also know, that you paid great price for yourself and for many incarnations of who you will be.
H: She thought of this, but she did not think it was a kind …… issue. She is only able to see so far.
P: It prevents you from becoming fully who you are, and as a result it prevents you from helping others.
H: She does not understand this part.
P: Imagine how limited would you be if you no longer had the ability to see.
H: …………….
P: And this is what happens to you in other life times.
H: She never thought that happen. ………
P: And again we ask for her trusted members of her race to show her what becomes and how other incarnations have been affected.
H: Ok.
P: The price becomes much greater now, do you see?
H: She says yes.
P: I question to you are you willing to cancel all agreements with these alien beings for all incarnations.
H: She said ok, …… but what they gain? (??)
P: I believe that the question itself causes me to believe that there is a need to be revered by your people. You are already revered. But there is a need to feel revered, almost a fear to lose that respect among your people. Can you see this?
H: She said yes.
P: And I believe this is what keeps you coming back and will continue to keep you coming back, this is need to be special. May I help you to release this?
H: She said yes.
P: All right Heather, let’s take a look inside of her. What we are looking for is the fear of not being consider special. The need to be special.
H: There is …………., fear, wanting to be as good as her parents were. Under the impression, that things get easier to others. ………………………. She wants to control.
P: Let’s follow that path of I want control. Maybe like, I need control, I have to have control. And tell me if anything comes up for you.
H: It is pretty much throughout the time as known, the same. (??)
P: Let us see if we have any workers in there, prompting: I need control, I have to have control.
H: She says that no, no, because she is working with them. Yes, because there are workers, she use them as guides.
P: Ok. All right then. [Patrick chuckles]. Say it again.
H: Because it is different, because she uses them as guides.
P: Is she ready to let go of these guides?
H: She thinks she needs them.
P: And once again it is the fear that is affecting her. It is not about thinking that you need them, it’s the fear of what will happen if they are not there.
H: She says you can try it.
P: Good.
Now in short Patrick asks angels to help release fear and bring in energy of trust in the divine. Then the process of releasing workers and healing process.
P: All right, now, are we willing and ready to break any agreements, any ……… and any connection with any of these beings who you have been getting information from?
H: She said yes.
P: Good. Let’s see if we could just put up a mass call, because the feeling I get is that she had one group in particular, but then she was kind of ……. touch upon other groups as well, is that feel right to you?
H: Yes.
P: Into living each and every one of these ………. now she is no longer a willing participant.
H: Seems like some are not very good …………… they do not like ……. what happen.
P: And in accordance with her free will, in accordance with revoking all agreements, it is seem to be, that all devices, all objects are removed from all incarnations.
H: Yes.
H: I do not understand what just popped into my head.
………………. and all of the sudden I just start to see a metaphor of squirrels chasing each other to nowhere, so I do not understand, I do not know what that means.
P: I would say that is a good sign (??). So let’s ask a little insights here, is she now free of these deals, and bargains, agreements and commitments?
H: I would say, that yes, but we have metaphor coming up I am not sure ………
P: To me it feels like squirrels chasing each other is like they are objecting but there is nothing they can do about it. And they are chasing after like a nut or a ………. corn.
H: ………..
P: This is a good metaphor. Because it is coming up as energy, not necessarily something that you see.
H: Just interesting, that’s all.
Some more healing done on me.
After the session I wrote to Patrick:
“I was thinking a lot about the implications of the session, of what actually happened. When trying to analyze it logically it can change our understanding of karma. It more looks like all our incarnations are interconnected. Like changing something in one life, brings some changes in others. By changing something in my ‘past’, you changed something in my present. I think that you might have changed something in all other incarnations of mine or at least all incarnations later in sequence from the life of the priestess, because if aliens had the right to abduct me here, due to the decision of the ‘priestess’ in that ‘time’, then why would they not do it to me in all other incarnations.
According to Cassiopaenas 4D beings can enter out reality at any point of ‘time”, they wish. They can abduct you, and put you back here at exactly the same point of time and space. And if somebody misses some time or finds himself at some different place, it is simply by their mistake or neglect. So now I can imagine them abducting me from where I am now and abducting ‘me’ living 2000 years ago, and we are lying side by side somewhere in their base. I am joking here, but maybe it is possible, I do not know, but I can imagine that now. :) Anyway maybe you rescued me in my many incarnations, the change had to manifest somehow. Is it not amazing? Do you see that the same way, or am I missing something?
Cassipaeans said many times, that when you make a decision and act it out, you change present, future and past. And we did it. I made a decision here, and through you it changed the decision I made few thousand years ago, which changed my life ‘then’, and ‘now’ and probably in my many incarnations.”
And Patrick replied:
I am in agreement about everything that you shared in your last email. This has always been my approach with "demons" and Fallen Angels but I did not apply it to "aliens". I have had success with the "data exchange" method but I always felt that this wasn't complete. I'm very hopeful with the method that we seemed to uncover in this last session. Thank you again for bringing that up.
I was taught by a spirit guide that humans must learn to live as "multi-incarnational beings". By that, he expressed that in order to live at our full potential we must learn to accept responsibility to all that we have been in this life, and in all lives. This is where it became my experience of using mult-life therapy. :)
