I am being attacked, both externally and internally

[Leonarda]

What obyvatel said is very important too:

Burning sensation under the skin can be caused by issues with the nerves. Dysesthesia in general appears to match symptoms you reported.

Whatever might be the ultimate cause behind the sensations, it seems like there has to be some action on the nerves to make you feel what you feel. So consulting with a neurologist or skin specialist may be advisable.

Why don't you go to see a specialist? Can you afford it? Are you afraid of what he/she may tell you? or have you already dismissed this possibility because of what patrick and heather have told you?

The 1% probability (as you have referred to the alien topic) only makes sense when the other 99% has already been dismissed and/or checked. If not you will end up shooting in the dark. If you want to know what is really going on, I don't think you have any other choice..

 

[monotonic]

Jasminium, you seem to trust Patrick. So why not show him this thread? Perhaps he can offer information that will help us help you?

 

[Minas Tirith]

What you feel in your palms, I do not know. From what I know from sessions, I had (still have) big devices on my crown chakra (and my experience seems to prove it) and on solar plexus and small devices/implants in other places. Whether they use some devises in somebody’s palms, I do not know. According to Cs many of us have implants for different purposes.

No, I have never thought that implants are the reason in my case. This nerve thing sounds interesting, it might be the reason in my case. I just wanted to chime in and say that there are others who have similar experiences, but you already wrote that you overgeneralized.

The 1% probability (as you have referred to the alien topic) only makes sense when the other 99% has already been dismissed and/or checked. If not you will end up shooting in the dark. If you want to know what is really going on, I don't think you have any other choice..

I agree. It makes sense to first check out if there is something wrong on the level of the body/machine and then go from there. Whenever I went to psychic healers like Patrick in the past (I haven't seen him, but a couple of others before meeting this forum), they always asked if I had already seen a doctor. Some were very insistent about it. I don't know if Patrick does so.

I also agree with Mr. Premise, not everyone giving you other suggestions here completely discard the possibility that you have implants. Nobody can know. But honestly the only thing I could recommend is to stay calm and not succumb to fear. Which is difficult, but might make things worse.

In the Ra Material Ra at some point states that Carla is being attacked during one of the sessions. When "he" is asked if it would harm her, he states that she will be okay, because (and I don't have the exact quote here) she doesn't easily give in to "hysteria". It might also help you to review the C sessions, there are quite a few that deal with implants. Just reading about them gives you knowledge, and that's a step further the path.

M.T.

 

[cubbex]

I think cases of demons and spirits are important only if and until they start breaking spinal bones, or really affecting your health. Like the indiana case where the little kid was walking on the walls, I mean what the hell?. The problem I see in yourself, is not only taking without discernment the suggestion of alien and demons, but that you missed or ignored when Laura says that the cs' sessions should not be interpreted individually, as you don't know the present context of that particular session, you don't know what Laura did knew or didn't knew or what the crew knew by the time. But also that you project some sort of dismissing feeling from us, let's be clear that a lot of forum members have things to attend and read too out of the forum.

I hope you follow me here, nerves burn can also be caused by taking too much vitamin B6, it can be caused by lack of potassium, weird electrical sensations can be caused by external machines or electrical plants, it can be caused my marihuana, LSD, everything can cause or make you believe is an alien/demon intervention. Obvyvatel nailed it in his posts, he really did. But you will never "know" if you limit yourself on the narrative of implants and spirit release. I think one forum member posted his whole experience on spirit release, and the effect wasn't instant relieve, he explains the hard emotional process he had to go through. You have to give your effort to know, by knowing the real case of the problem then you will have the power to chose if you either fix it or not.

That's why knowledge protects.

And I want to ask you something, what if a demon materializes in front of you, or some spirit talks close to your ear? I always ask this to people that share to me these sort of experiences, because when it happened to me when I was 7 years old living in a haunted house, whenever there was a ghost... they never did anything to me, they just appear and hang around jumping and BOOING (let me remind you my diet at 7 yrs old was full of trash food, milk and gluten) ! I take these paranormal experiences as individual smokescreens to distract us from what may be a real problem.

 

[ella]

Thank you all for your feedback. This is going to be just a short message, just wanted to let you know, that my silence does not mean I ignore your posts. I have already wrote two answers, but I am not going to post them. I intend to carefully read the whole thread from the beginning, attempt to sort out my thoughts and feelings, and next try to formulate my answer in such a way, that it has a clear meaning.