Thank you so much for your advises and encouragements. Things are going, and it seems that everything is taking his right place. One difficult thing was to talk to my landlord here, specially because his wife has just passed away one week ago. But he was very gentle and everything is ok. Another problem was the transportation of the rest of our things in boxes, I found a company and the price is not bad at all, around 230 euros for 2 cubic meters. We deliver just what is important, some books, others things. (I gave around 1000 books, so...). Another problem also is settle: to talk to my new landlord over there, in Las Palmas. I talked to him yesterday, everything seems ok. He is also very gentle and accepts without problem that I come with my two dogs and two cats. This is very good.
Thank you Edymon for your advise about the Flowers. I take lately Mimulus and it works very well. I will take Walnut.
Mrs. Tigersoap I didn't know that we can see whales and dolphins! This is one of my dreams: to see dolphins almost one time in my life. For sure we will go to Tenerife. In Tenerife there is also an Hotel from the same branch I worked in Barcelona, Hotel Catalonia, they were good bosses. I will leave there a CV. We never know...
This village, here, is worst than I thought. It was the death of Laika that opened my eyes to see how retarded they are, how hypocritical and how false. I was living in a dream, thinking that people who lives in a village near nature are saner than people who lives in a city, for example. This is not true. People here are hard, insensible, and ignorant about nature itself. I don't care, really. Let them be what they are, I am not here to make a difference.
Now I feel happy, in a sort of way, like when you are a child and you are waiting a surprise. I say every day goodbye to what is surrounding me: this little house that is like a friend and took care of us and accepted me and my solitude, my bed (that is so comfortable but I will not bring with me), my adorable work table that is staying here and that I will miss, the mountains around, the sky with so many stars, the silence that is marvelous. Bye bye everything. I am learning to leave material things, this is a lesson. When I gave my books I cried and then I accepted to leave them. A big lesson! when you love books. My husband also cut many things that were important for him, it is also a lesson for him.
I am very grateful to this forum that helps us in many ways. And I don't leave this forum here! So everything is ok. :D In many ways this forum helps us, to start with the health, for me the base of everything. Without health you can not move, you can not think, you can not see.
Thanks to everybody!