I must euthanize Blacky, he is very sick

[loreta]

So time has come and Blacky, this Belgian Shepper that I saved 4 years ago has to go. It is as you know a very difficult decision but he is in very bad shape. Some months ago a tumor appeared in is anus. Because he is old the vet adviced no operation. Blacky was ok, every day I cleaned his anus, he was able to live as nothing, doing his business, happy and energetic. But lately, some maybe 2 weeks ago, he started to have difficulty to walk. Now he is unable to walk at all, I have to take him everywhere, he is unable to control his business, caca and pipi let me be clear. Today he did a very ugly diarrhea. So I really think I have to take the decision to put him down.

I will ask a friend if she can come and help me to take the dog to the vet, then I will incinerated him and keep his ashes.

He is a very strong dog, he suffered torture during maybe 9-10 years, or more. So when I adopted him he was old. Because he is strong, used to suffer and endure, he is able to endure his present situation. He never complains, he eats. But he can not live eternally in this situation and his diarrhea today was not good at all.

The decision is hard also I am very patient with my dogs, even if it is a very difficult situation for me I can endure, like him. But this is not a life. I don't like to see him in that shape. So I decided that surely next week I will bring Blacky to the vet.

Thanks for listening.

 

[MK Scarlett]

Re: I will sacrificed Blacky, he is very sick

This is a difficult decision, and as you already know it, it is the best for him.
My heart goes out to you Loreta in this difficult moment I've been through, and take care of yourself too.

 

[Lilou]

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I'm sorry to hear about Blacky's condition, loreta. At least you were able to give him a few years without abuse and a happy home. It is usually loss of bowel and bladder control that signals to owners that the time has come. I know it is difficult. God bless you for all the care you provided him.

 

[NormaRegula]

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I'm also sorry to hear about Blacky's condition, Loreta. It's a painful situation, but know you are doing the right thing by releasing Blacky from his long-term suffering. I'll be thinking of you and your beloved doggie today during EE. May you find strength to get through this and find peace during Blacky's transition to the next life.

 

[Pierre]

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This is not an easy decision Loreta but it seems to be the right one. What would be the point to extend his agony endlessly? I hope he will go away peacefully to the doggies heaven where there are many delicious bones and no cats.

Blacky will be gone but he will still be alive in your heart and your memories and that's what really matters.

 

[Gary]

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Loreta, I know how difficult this decision can be and I send you and Blacky a big hug. I think there comes a point when we know that despite our best efforts and our love, the final gift we can give our suffering pets is one of release.

Our family dog was from a rescue home and bore the scars of terrible abuse. Blacky was, despite the torture in his life, very fortunate to have you care for him so much. I keep the ashes of Colby at home and have photos of him too. You will always have the happy memories of Blacky after his passing.

Take care.

 

[Meg]

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I am sorry to hear about Blacky, Loreta. Even though it is a hard decision, you are doing the best thing for him. I am sure he appreciates the loving home you have given home for these past few years.

I second Pierre's wish for a peaceful transition to doggie heaven. Take care of you.

 

[scotseeker]

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I am very sorry to hear of Blacky's condition Loreta, I am sure you are making the right choice for him, although it is a very tough decision to make I am sure. Rest assured he will live on in your heart and memories, surely you gave him the best of his last years. Take time for yourself to grieve as time will heal the wounds of leaving him. All the very best Loreta, will keep Blacky and you in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[Foxx]

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I'm sorry to hear about Blacky's condition Loreta. It does sound like it's his time to pass and I hope his transition goes smoothly

 

[Glenn]

I agree with all said here. He was lucky to have you rescue him from the torture and show him love for the 4 years you were blessed to have him. Maybe he is ready to graduate to 3rd density... :)

 

[Adaryn]

I'm very sorry for Blacky, loreta. If his pain is too much, you're doing the right and most compassionate thing by choosing to put an end to his suffering, although it hurts :( I'll keep you and Blacky in my thoughts and hope that his passing and transition will be peaceful

 

[Al Today]

[...]
The decision is hard also I am very patient with my dogs, even if it is a very difficult situation for me I can endure, like him. But this is not a life. I don't like to see him in that shape. So I decided that surely next week I will bring Blacky to the vet.

Thanks for listening.

I understand your sorrow. Just a few weeks ago, I had to have my very old friend Chester put to sleep.
I like to think of the Rainbow Bridge...

[quote author=_https://www.rainbowsbridge.com/Poem.htm]

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...
[/quote]

 

[loreta]

Thank you for your kind words, I apreciate it very much. I feel less alone in this. It is yes indeed very hard. This dog adores me, I am his mother. I saved him from a very hard time, he saved me from a very hard time. He has been, during 4 years, a gentleman. It was hard but he was and still is a gentleman. So my sadness is specially for him, more than for me. I will have this weekend just for him, he always asks me to be near him, now. Maybe Tuesday I will go to the vet. It will be difficult: I live in a 5th floor without elevator. He is around 25 kilos. He can not walk. So we will see how we will deal with this.

Thank you again for your toughts.

 

[loreta]

Thank you Al Today for the story of the Rainbow Bridge. I have some friends there that are waiting for me, for sure. cats, dogs, birds, prairie dogs...

 

[truth seeker]

Thanks for sharing, loreta. I'm sorry to hear this. Please take good care of yourself. You and Blacky will be in my thoughts.

edit: spelling