Laura said:
One thing we have learned is that such critters can take hold via various forms of physiological glitches. So, working on the machine/body may be the first order of business. Since your drug experiences seem to be the root of the problem, and those drugs affect consciousness via chemicals that imitate neurochemicals, the approach can be multi-valent. Eliminate foods from your diet that "feed" physical critters that frequency match to etheric critters. Try to balance the body's own neurochemical system. Also, work on detox.
That would mean a paleo-type diet, some supplementation such as magnesium and fish oil and possibly a good mineral supplement along with an iodine supplement such as iodoral. At the same time, a little experimentation with two very helpful substances (in my experience): Gaba Calm and 5-htp. Simultaneously, you can work on detox via coffee enemas followed by probiotic enemas. The digestive tract is about 75% of the immune system and what you seem to be experiencing is a psychic attack on immunity facilitated by a break-down in physical immunity. So, in fact, knowing what I know now, I'd start with the enemas and work in the other elements pretty soon after.
You can search for these specific topics on the forum here, on google, and also, some other members may find the relevant threads and give the links.
You can read about the coffee enemas and probiotic retention enemas here:
https://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,13371.msg665543.html#msg665543
It is towards the end of a very long thread dealing with iodine supplementation. Once you start with the enemas,
you would want to read the entire thread before you add iodine, salted water and the other helping minerals/vitamins into your routine.
Regarding Paleo diet, there's this long thread:
http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,22916.0.html
Basically, you can start with just eliminating all wheat/gluten containing products, dairy products and sugars from your diet. Those are the foods that feed the most the nasty critters in our gut. But if you read through the thread, you will find out how other members did it, what problems they encountered, how they solved them. It will help make your own transition easier. By applying these suggestions, you might render your body an unfriendly environment to the entity.
Are you familiar with our EE program? You can watch the intro and "how to" video here: http://eiriu-eolas.org/online-version/
If you apply the 3-stage breathing and the meditation into your daily life, especially every night before bed, you will improve your psychic hygiene, and thus hopefully render it inhospitable to any nefarious entity.
DO NOT practice the BAHA /bioenergetic breathing yet at all. For the time being, pipe-breathing (which is included in 3-stage breathing) and the prayer of the meditation is all you need.
Lastly, going through the long threads that I posted for you, or other threads on the forum, occupying thus your brain and filling it with new, healthy information, it will prevent you from occupying your thoughts about this entity (thinking about it, thus giving it more energy) and it might eventually leave to find a more suitable to it host.
And I do hope that your days of trying to find god/spirituality through psychedelic substances are over. If you continue, none of the above will be of any help to you. I worked for years with people suffering from mental illness, and for quite a few of them, it all started when they had a bad trip on psychedelics, and never managed to come out of it. Instead of god, they ended up with "chronic or acute schizophrenia" written on their patient charts and antipsychotics.
I hope this helps, and if I forgot anything important, I am sure somebody else will chime in. The above are just suggestions that
might help you. We cannot, and we won't, replace seeing a professional. If you don't want to see a psychiatrist, there are also the options of a nutritionist, a homeopath, Chinese medicine etc.