Keyhole said:
So, I thought it would be best to network before making any big decisions about this.
I have successfully proven to myself that I simply cannot trust my whims. First psychology, then neuroscience, then carpentry, and now something completely unrelated. I have been searching over the past few weeks for some sort of professional training that would enable me to study something that I would enjoy and which would also earn me a sufficient wage to live on. I have found a specific course which focuses on two subjects in conjunction with one another : Nutritional therapy, and Naturopathy. After completing this 3 year course I would have the qualifications to become a certified nutritional therapist, and also a certified practitioner of Naturopathy. In total it will cost around £13,000 and is part time which means I can continue working while I study. I have booked a consultation with the course leader tomorrow to discuss the enrollment and payment options etc.
So at the moment, I plan to start the course and I am feeling really excited. What is going through my mind is :
1. I really enjoy learning about biology.
2. Many people have told me I should have studied nutrition in the past yet I have never really thought about it much.
3. I would be able to set up my own Paleo/Keto practice and attempt offer an adequate service to people who are in need of dietary advice.
So I'm kinda thinking, why not just go for it?
But then again, I am like a bouncy ball with no direction. One day I am on the path towards one thing, another day the next thing. I would have felt guilty for not networking about this tonight, as the interview is tomorrow and I am probably going to enroll on the course.
Sounds like in the past you have been victim to the whims of system 1. Aren't we all? Our lives seem to meander from one thing to the next without us really knowing why we choose to do the things we do. Have you read
Thinking Fast and Slow? I loved it, that and
Strangers to Ourselves makes a good pair of books for understanding our compulsions and mechanical actions.
I thought about a nutritional therapy course myself and the only think that stopped me (apart from money) was wondering what kind of nutritional advice they would teach. What if the exam is all about being able to learn and understand what we see as the wrong angle to healthy eating? Perhaps I don't understand what the course entails fully but it makes me think of being lectured about 5 a day fruit and veg. Anatomy and physiology is part of my course and I'm reading this gigantic textbook about the human body. It's so interesting and you can see how the knowledge about for the ketogenic diet fits in. So you could always soak up the points you know are "true" and just pretend with the stuff you know is not. Remember strategic enclosure and don't try to get everyone on board with a keto diet!
Naturopathy sounds really interesting and right up my street. I think more knowledge in that area would be incredibly beneficial. If you feel like you would really get a lot from this course then I say go for it.
I have to sympathize with you because when I first started reading Laura's work I was convinced I would have to become an expert in every field and went through phases like you for different subjects that in reality I either couldn't get a handle on or I just found incredibly boring. I wanted to throw Marc Blochs
The Historian's Craft out the window because I just couldn't read it but because Laura had recommended it I was like "I....must....understand...."
I don't really know what my point here is. I guess the feeling of needing an aim can cause us to make rash decisions in order to feel like we belong somewhere. We want to feel like we have a purpose and not knowing what that purpose is can be frustrating.
I would say give it a go and whether it turns out to be your calling or not won't matter so much as the accumulation of knowledge that you will get from it.
Good luck!