Hi guys, just an update:
After Chu's advice I made a concerted effort to do the POTS every night, asking what my Aim was and for some guidance in between each verse. After the two week period I no longer routinely did POTS each night and have become a little lazy in that respect, however I have managed to do EE twice a week rather than just once or not at all.
Anyway, after what was said on this thread I started looking for jobs/pathways that could further my skills and enable me to learn carpentry. To cut a long story short, I learned that it was relatively difficult to find any local work in this field that could provide me with enough money to survive with having no previous experience. So I eventually just stopped looking for this type of job, decided that this would be too difficult and it would be easier just to give up and find one working with animals or support work. Decided that I no longer was going to worry about my occupation, and to make it my Aim to just work any job that provided me with enough money to survive and enough free time and energy to be able to do my research and network.
A few days after I stopped looking and had lost faith, a local assistant carpentry position came up and guess what... I got offered the job
Interesting how things work out when you least expect. I think that all of the excess energy I spent fixated on this subject and the anticipation was probably blocking the flow. Just thought I'd share this with you all