I've just been reading 'In Search of the Miraculous' and I wanted to talk about the feelings/states of mind I felt while doing so.
I just learnt about G's take on personality/essence and while taking it in I felt a certain shift in consciousness. It felt like my personality had shut down for a few minutes, I thought about eating some bad food (e.g. sugar) and got a horrible sensation throughout my body, but if I was to think about bad food a few hours ago I would have had a slight craving, mouth watering and then stomped it out by thinking of the consequences of such a short term pleasure.
I know it's not much of a question but I'd just like some help on understanding what I was feeling and if I'm on the right track or if I was just building some sort of illusion because If I don't get back into the book tomorrow and digest some more I'll lose this sensation of awakening(?).
I just learnt about G's take on personality/essence and while taking it in I felt a certain shift in consciousness. It felt like my personality had shut down for a few minutes, I thought about eating some bad food (e.g. sugar) and got a horrible sensation throughout my body, but if I was to think about bad food a few hours ago I would have had a slight craving, mouth watering and then stomped it out by thinking of the consequences of such a short term pleasure.
I know it's not much of a question but I'd just like some help on understanding what I was feeling and if I'm on the right track or if I was just building some sort of illusion because If I don't get back into the book tomorrow and digest some more I'll lose this sensation of awakening(?).