mada85
The Cosmic Force
Hello all - I would like to make an introduction of my self to you. I joined the forum a couple of weeks ago, having read Laura's work (Wave, Secret History etc) also Castaneda, Gurdjieff, Lobaczewski, Mouravieff and so on. I am finding my membership here to be a tremendous challenge to my ego, something I didn't expect, I would have to call it a shock. I realise now that I joined hoping, amongst other things, to be able to dazzle you all with my amazing knowledge. The posts I made to the forum were expressive of that. That is not the only reason I joined, but it was a hidden reason; unacknowledged in myself until I started to think about what I could contribute to the forum; a kind of nagging at the back of my mind, which I would now ascribe to the predator's mind. This nagging would be urging me, for example, to seek out previously unseen news articles and comment on them in a very intelligent and perspicacious way - I actually thought that I had nothing to learn and could dive straight in at the deep end. I find myself quite uncomfortable with this realization - the great Adam is not so great after all. I am shocked by how little I actually understand and know.
Having spent more time intensively reading some of the threads here, I was just now very struck by this post from Joe in this thread.
Having spent more time intensively reading some of the threads here, I was just now very struck by this post from Joe in this thread.
Joe, I want to thank you for writing this. It was an explosion for me. As you can guess from the two quotes at the bottom of my post, this is something I have been contemplating for some time and I have been of the same opinion as Bucketman - "we are the darkness from which we flee", and even after reading all the material about the foreign installation, I still didn't grok it. I don't know if I have yet truly grokked it to be honest, but your words are a good starting point. I've just read Illion's Darkness Over Tibet and was struck by his description of spiritual life as a fight - I have discovered in myself yet another layer of new age programming, but your words have illuminated the nature of the fight very clearly: identify the foreign installation and fight it. Therefore a major part of the Work is to study the nature of the predator's mind. Trying to integrate or harmonise it doesn't work. Sometimes I can read and read and read the same themes and ideas and suddenly one small thing can trigger a new level of understanding. I think I understand a little better now how this forum functions as a school.Joe said:The idea that "we are the darkness from which we flee" sounds very much like the new age disinfo that is so prevalent these days. The "darkness" is a "foreign installation" to be fought and overcome, not "integrated" or "not looked at" in order to make it go away.
For me, there is never a time when incorrect action is better than no action. Just as incorrect knowledge is worse than no knowledge at all. "Putting ones hand on the stove" is exactly what we are enticed to do by that "foreign installation", it was "putting our hand on the stove" that got us into this mess in the first place. Very attractive and alluring for sure, but a deception nonetheless.
If this is your understanding of esoteric studies Bucketman, then it should be obvious to you that the bar you walked into 7 years or so ago is still the wrong bar for you.
Joe