Joe's bomb

GC said:
I mean, I know your Irish, and the circus scene there is still pretty backward (I worked there for six months, so I can say that.)
Funny how GC kept accusing Joe, who was only trying to point out his subjectivity and assumptions, of "attacking" him and/or defaming him, or treating him like a child, or whatever. (It changed from minute to minute.) And yet here is a clear example of his pettiness and ad hominem attacks which he might have thought were clever, but which actually weren't - they were so obvious as to be absurd. He is basically telling Joe he is "backward" and that "backwardness" relates to being Irish.

However, there is something about GC that I didn't mention because I didn't think it was constructive to trying to help him to see. However, since the situation has played out and that's that, there's no point in withholding the data now.

You see, among the many really bizarre stories he was telling us during his visit - the things that were demonstrating to us with absolute clarity because he was revealing his views of things in these stories - were things about his background which included the fact that he was a Gypsy.

Now, of course, I'm sure that many of you are aware of what the C's had to say about Gypsies. I've always taken that with some salt and stayed open to any possibility, but in the past few years with the research on psychopathy and this leading to issues of genetics, I wonder if there is not more to this than I initially was willing to consider?

Anyway, here is the relevant Cs excerpt:

Q: We would like to know what is the origin of the Gypsies.

A: Genes spliced. Slaves of dark forces.

Q: Who are these dark forces?

A: Same.

Q: As what?

A: Brotherhood.

Q: Does this brotherhood consist of Lizzies and various
humans?

A: Yes.

Q: If the Gypsies were gene spliced, who were they gene
spliced with?

A: Alien race, humanoid, and Atlantean drone workers.

Q: What were Atlantean drone workers?

A: Slave people controlled by crystal.

Q: Why do the Gypsies remain so cohesive? Is that
genetically programed?

A: Yes. And mind control. [...] V___ is part
Gypsy. Hiding this.
Now, the issue of "V***" being part Gypsy was interesting. The Cs had a couple other things to say about her.

Q: (L) When V__ had her hands on my heart area and they were
visually vibrating. Is that a sign of transmission of a
great deal of energy?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) And what part of the body was that energy going to?

A: Chest area.

Q: (L) V__'s hands are tingling right now. Is that Reiki
energy happening right now?

A: Yes.

Q: (V) Is my Reiki energy going to Fred and Laura as we are
doing this?

A: All ways. You have strong natural healing power.

Q: (V) So, it isn't necessarily the Reiki initiation?

A: No.
Now, it is V*** who had the uncle who had the power to "stop the flow of blood" that I have mentioned on a few occasions. This guy was a wife-beating alcoholic who spent most of his life in a beer-joint (not even elegant enough to be called a bar), drinking and gambling. But he had this unusual ability. If there was an injury in a knife fight or an accident in someone's home, they would go to V***'s aunt and they would find what bar he was in, go and haul him out, drunk or not, and get him to lay hands on the person and the bleeding would stop and the injury would heal twice as fast as normal.

It was hearing this story that got me started thinking about the many other stories I had read about people with unusual powers, including healing powers (like psychic surgery even), who were clearly NOT particularly spiritually evolved. In fact, you could even say that some of them lived their lives as though under the control of some kind of demon.

But then, we are somewhat programmed to think that anyone who has such "powers" MUST be, automatically, a "spiritual" person. And "powers" and phenomena lead many astray.

But then, in addition to her powers to heal, there was something else about V***:

Q: The other night, ... I had a terrible dream of a
person trying to break into my house... that [youngest daughter] had
followed V**** out, and I had to get her back, and this
put me in danger... then, I was afraid that he was going
to start trying to kill us while we were in the house by
shooting through the walls. Ark, F**** and T*** did not
seem to be quite as alarmed as I was... I woke up with my
heart nearly beating out of my chest and covered with a
cold sweat, and somewhat paralyzed. I recognize this sort
of dream from before. Was it just a dream, a warning, a
screen memory of some other event? It was very
frightening.

A: Choose selection two above. Always be aware of your
significance as the possessor and potential purveyor of
unusually high level knowledge store. And, what that
means to those who would prefer that it not be.

Q: Is there more I could do in terms of protecting my
children? That is where I am most vulnerable and I am not
sure that they understand the seriousness of the
situation.

A: What do signs keep telling you? Who took what positions
and behaviors in the dream? Well?

Q: Yes... I realize that it was because of going out to do
something ordinary... not thinking... while Ark and T***
and F**** were distracted... and I was just concerned
about [my daughter]...

A: And what role did V*** play?

Q: I see. Like the Pied Piper?

A: Or maybe programmed decoy, due to FRV?

Q: What is FRV?

A: Frequency Resonance Vibration.

Q: Is there any danger to [the children] with these kids and
church people they have been around the past few weeks?

A: What do you think?!? It is a vulnerable age for anyone,
much more so for the children of one on path to super
consciousness, and in contact with those who provide advice
and data...
So, that was disturbing. It was even disturbing to V*** who eventually read it on the website. She was genuinely distressed and her feelings were hurt. I felt really sorry for her and explained that whatever the Cs had seen, she could choose her own path, blah blah blah. In short, I tried to reassure her in every way I could.

At the same time, I didn't forget that there WAS a possibility that, even without conscious intent, she could cause me or my children harm. (That was also evident by other incidents regarding her that are too tedious to explain just now.)

So, when we realized that we had to get out of the U.S., we also realized that we had to do it covertly without letting it be publicly known that we were actually leaving, and those people we had to tell we were leaving, we didn't want any of them to know when or how or any specific details.

It was strange that, sometime before this point, V**** resurfaced in our lives after having been off doing her own thing for a couple of years. (Another long story.) So, there she was, trying to be in contact every single day, drawing herself closer and closer, and it was making me nervous considering the dangers I could see all around and the fact that I knew we needed to leave without attracting attention to the fact we were leaving. You could even say that the house raffle was partly a front - kind of like the "singing contest" front in the movie "The Sound of Music." In fact, the analogy is not too far off. There we were, with the DoD breathing down Ark's neck, wanting to suck him deeper into their secret projects the same way von Trapp was expected to "report for duty" to the Nazis.

So, at this point, I was not going to take ANY risks. The Cs had taught me enough to figure that one out. We left without letting V**** know.

Now, I will say that in spite of everything, I really felt bad about this. I planned to wait until we were settled and then help V*** with a ticket to come to visit us but, as everyone knows, getting settled took a couple of years!!!

In the meantime, V****, feeling horribly abused that we had not told her the day and hour of our departure, showed up on Montalk's forum.

Keep in mind that V*** had met Montalk and his gal-pal, Carissa Conti, at a Cs session at our house where the subject of OPs was discussed in a very interesting way.

For the rest of this story, see this thread: http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=2007 where the details begin on this page: http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=2007&p=3

V**** is "Auendove".

Now, getting back to GC, at the time he visited, I was quite aware of how things had transpired regarding V*** , Montalk and the gang, and how right the Cs had been - that she was an FRV "robot." So when GC revealed his gypsy connection, a big red warning flag went up the flagpole in my head.

And, in a bizarre coincidence, I have just received word that GC has just shown up on Montalk's forum!!! Talk about strange!

GC said:
I suppose I could assigne the same phrase for a guy who surfs the internet all day, chain smokes, and waits for the end of the world.
This is so cranky and even untrue - as in LIES - that it just staggers my mind to think that this guy is going along claiming any kind of "spiritual" aims or practice.

First of all, Joe is an excellent writer and many of his editorials have been republished all over the net. In fact, he regularly gets us into hot water, witness his "Frozen Fish" piece on the Pentagon!!! (We joke that if we aren't being attacked or if we aren't "in trouble," we aren't doing it right!) So, he doesn't just "sit around surfing the net." He is actively producing creative material that actually helps other people - literally thousands upon thousands of them, if not millions.

Can GC say that he is helping other people to see and understand? That he is helping to increase their knowledge about one single thing?

Well, obviously not, since he actually lies.

Second point, which Joe has already addressed, he doesn't chain smoke. He barely smokes at all. He goes days without smoking and now and then he'll take a puff off someone else's cigarette or smoke a very thin rollie.

That remark was about as accurate as GC's "profound assessment" that I don't drink enough water! Or that my kids drink soda all the time. Yeah, they did now and again and please tell me about one parent who isn't a Nazi who manages to persuade their kids that sodas are totally evil. My general philosophy is that if you eat right 70% of the time, you can accommodate the other 30% of junk and whatever. More than that, if you spend so much time concentrating on the physical, then you don't have much time left to do other things. Yeah, I could concentrate wholly on myself, my health, therapy and such. Geeze, I did that for three years after my accident. It was a full time job. I just don't have time for it. I do what I can, drink lots of water, take supplements (and am now going to try the amino acid thing), and work full bore every day.

Finally, the nasty crack about "waiting for the end of the world" - say WHAT?

Fact is, we live our lives as though the world will go on and nothing unusual will happen. Our children continue to go to school. We encourage everyone to continue getting their educations, to keep their jobs or create jobs for themselves and network for mutual support, and to stay aware and alert about THIS reality because if you depend on some pie-in-the-sky idea to "save you," then you are bound to be made a fool of.

Ark continues his scientific work, research, publishing papers. I continue to research and write. We continue the SOTT page news and commentary for a living world that needs such a resource. And we don't assume that anything will happen for absolutely certain.

Yeah, the odds are not good and things do look a bit squirrely, but you never know when your constant efforts can produce a non-linear change. And so, the very fact that we continue is based on our idea that we don't know what is going to happen, so we must do each day what is in front of us to support truth and humanity because it just might make a difference even if the only difference it makes manifests way in the future when we are long dead and gone.

Now, if we stopped all our interactions with the world to concentrate on this plan that GC had for "getting ready for the wave" or having "metaphysical experiences" or whatever, THAT would be weird!!! It would also be extremely selfish. We are not here for ourselves, we are here for others. It's really that simple. Yes, we try to act in ways that preserve our ability to do our work and to keep our energy up as much as possible, but even that is geared toward doing for others. And when things need to be done for others, usually anything that is needed for ourselves goes on the back burner. And just now, millions are suffering all over the planet and we cannot rest or think about getting "metaphysical experiences."

Finally, let me add another little bit of data about Joe. Joe grew up in Northern Ireland, a Catholic, under British occupation. I'm not going to recount to you any of the stories about his young life in that nightmare which was similar in many respects to what the Palestinians are experiencing today, but if anyone wants to understand where Joe is coming from when he writes there are movies that pretty accurately depict the atmosphere of his experiences.

Here's a short list:

Michael Collins (starring: Liam Neeson, Aidan Quinn, Julia Roberts, Alan Rickman; Director: Neil Jordan)

In the Name of the Father (with Daniel Day-Lewis, Pete Postlethwaite, Emma Thompson, John Lynch, Corin Redgrave)

The Wind That Shakes The Barley (with Cillian Murphy, Liam Cunningham, William Ruane, Padraic Delaney, Orla Fitzgerald)

Some Mother's Son

Bloody Sunday

Sunday http://www.sundayfilm.net/Synopsis.htm

Ten Men Dead The Story of the 1981 Irish Hunger Strike

H3

Acceptable Levels (1983)

Now, if ya'll will watch these movies and understand that this was REAL LIFE to Joe - and millions of others - then perhaps you will understand his passion for speaking up for the Palestinians and anyone who is oppressed or subjected to inhuman abuse.

I don't think GC, who grew up in the U.S. under fairly cushy circumstances, can even have a clue about what it is like to care enough about other people and the world to be willing to give up all comforts of an ordinary life to try to use what skills you have to stand up to a global monster.

In short, GreyCat's ignorance and insensitivity are appalling. It's nice that he could quit college to go join the circus and learn to stand on one hand and that he feels he has to justify his existence by that ability. I wonder how well he would have done under the British mandate in Ireland with that "will to survive"?

Also, for those interested, here is Cory's website. You can see some little videos of him. Keep in mind that he is a really tiny person even if on video he looks like a big guy.

http://www.handbalancer.com/
 
Laura,

Thank you for sharing as it was truly informative but more importantly, we
have a little update about how you are doing! I wasn't aware that you were
in (constant?) pain from a (recent?) accident (car wreck?) so I do hope you
do find relief and soon.
 
dant said:
Laura,

Thank you for sharing as it was truly informative but more importantly, we
have a little update about how you are doing! I wasn't aware that you were
in (constant?) pain from a (recent?) accident (car wreck?) so I do hope you
do find relief and soon.
No, it was not recent. I don't talk about it in public much, and I never got to the point in either the Wave or Adventures where it came into the story, but I was in an auto accident on Christmas Eve of 1994 and broke a vertebra in my neck. tore my left shoulder out of the socket, suffered a concussion and a lumbar injury. I was in therapy for three years afterward and still suffer a lot of residual effects due to spinal stenosis and osteo-arthritis. There are some days that I cannot stand or walk longer than 10 minutes without SEVERE pain.
 
Laura said:
dant said:
Laura,

Thank you for sharing as it was truly informative but more importantly, we
have a little update about how you are doing! I wasn't aware that you were
in (constant?) pain from a (recent?) accident (car wreck?) so I do hope you
do find relief and soon.
No, it was not recent. I don't talk about it in public much, and I never got to the point in either the Wave or Adventures where it came into the story, but I was in an auto accident on Christmas Eve of 1994 and broke a vertebra in my neck. tore my left shoulder out of the socket, suffered a concussion and a lumbar injury. I was in therapy for three years afterward and still suffer a lot of residual effects due to spinal stenosis and osteo-arthritis. There are some days that I cannot stand or walk longer than 10 minutes without SEVERE pain.
This is actually in book two of the wave. I think the chapter is "roses grow best in manure."
 
Thanks for the reference. I was just surprised that this was an
ongoing aliment since it was clearly posted here in this thread
concerning GC and his involvement with Laura because I thought
that she should have relief by now.

I wish, if it were true, that someone like Cayce could come around
to give real solutions to aliments for Laura as I would love to have
the same help concerning my Father's cancer, but I guess life does
not give us shortcuts, or so it seems. I'm guessing there is no way
to get around the suffering... perhaps this is a necessary thing to
aid one towards their spiritual evolution, I don't know.
 
This email is full of the SELF -

GreyCat email from late February of 2005 said:
My name is ****** and I am a professional acrobat trained in Dance and
Acrobatics at one of the premiere Circus schools in the world. I started that
task after leaving my stifling university studies in Astrophysics.

My job is to utilize high levels of flexibility and strength to perform
physically amazing feats of balance. My coach often joked that when you stand
on one hand, you are holding up the world. It's a cute coincidence that I'm
named *****, and that the 'kids at school would say *****'s a girls name.'. I
don't know what the correlation is, but I could harbor a guess that they are
clues to follow a direction. In my experiments it has been the daily spinning
that seems to give an excellent reference point for finding your center.

I believe that a high technical level of anatomy and human movement could
possibly help you in your studies and I have 15 years experience in that field.

Where does dance fit into all this? The 'Circle People' danced in stone
circles and came in contact with higher density beings.

The world is heading towards utter chaos and turmoil, this much we can be
certain of. I came to Europe for a variety of reasons. They have not yet
forgotten the last two world wars. Tectonic Plate wise it is far enough from
major collision points. People still traditionally gather in circles to watch
people do amazing things with their bodies (which gives me a means of making a
living. Cirque, Circo, Circus, Circle...). [...]

I speak fluent French, can do anything from wash dishes, repairs on your
home, ect... basically I'm still trying to corner you for that visit you
offered in one of your first emails so I can sit in on a session with the C's
so I can get to the bottom of who I am and what my purpose is.[...]
This part pretty much shows the agenda.

GreyCat said:
I speak fluent French, can do anything from wash dishes, repairs on your
home, ect... basically I'm still trying to corner you for that visit you
offered in one of your first emails so I can sit in on a session with the C's
so I can get to the bottom of who I am and what my purpose is.[...]
This kind of sums up his whole purpose for interest in the C's info. He wants to sit in on a C's session for selfish purposes. So he can talk about himself. He wants confirmation of his SELF.

GreyCat said:
"I am a professional acrobat"
Right off he makes sure that we know he is a professional at what ever he does. That's Mr. Professor to you!

GreyCat said:
"premiere Circus schools in the world"
My schooling was the finest the world has to offer - I even impress myself.

GreyCat said:
"leaving my stifling university studies in Astrophysics"
I could have done anything, but Astrophysics was too mundane!

GreyCat said:
"high levels of flexibility and strength to perform physically amazing feats"
The more power adjectives I can use the more I know you will be impressed. I amaze myself everyday.

GreyCat said:
"I believe that a high technical level of anatomy and human movement could possibly help you in your studies and I have 15 years experience in that field."
More power adjectives - I am great at something that may help you.
More power adjectives - I have 15 years experience in something that may help you.

GreyCat said:
"Where does dance fit into all this? The 'Circle People' danced in stone circles and came in contact with higher density beings."
Of course here's the hook. This shows how connected I am to the work. Circle people danced in stone circles and had contact with higher density beings and I work in a circle and know how to dance. It seems fate could not be any more clear.

GreyCat said:
"traditionally gather in circles to watch people do amazing things "
I work in a circle and I do amazing things!

GreyCat said:
"with their bodies (which gives me a means of making a living. Cirque, Circo, Circus, Circle...)"
Get it. I work with circles, I know about circles, I do amazing things with my body inside circles. The connection could not be any more clear.

GreyCat said:
"I speak fluent French"
You are in France and look at the coincidence - I speak French. And I will even use a power adjective to impress and influence you - I am fluent in French.

GreyCat said:
"can do anything from wash dishes, repairs on your home, ect..."
I will do anything to talk to the C's myself.

GreyCat said:
"basically I'm still trying to corner you for that visit"
Is my manipulation working? I am very impressive.

GreyCat said:
"so I can sit in on a session with the C's"
I want, its me, its me, its me.

GreyCat said:
"so I can get to the bottom of who I am and what my purpose is."
I think we can see the purpose and the bottom has been gotten to. Its all about me, I am amazing.
 
I have come in late here, but I would like to say that it was apparent to me all through this thread that Joe was not being insulting at all. GC, however, was, no matter how he tried to cover this fact. It was hard to believe how his self-importance was showing, even to himself, and yet he accepted this, as I see it, as something that was not that bad. Even something that should be expanded.

I know that this takes quite a bit of energy from you guys to have to go through all of these types of agendas. And the things that have been said about you that are personal, and none of anybody's business, let alone the fact that they were for the most part lies, seems to show that GC did have an agenda, even if not known to him.

More lies and attacks, they seem to be coming from all quarters.

Laura, I am so sorry about your physical state. From your books, I knew that you were in bad shape with past injuries; but I was blind to how badly you are still affected by them. Maybe it was wishful thinking on my part in hoping that you had found a way to lessen the pain, or maybe to have found something that had actually helped you to get a little better.

A big thank you to all of you at the Chateau for all that you have done and are doing.
 
C's said:
Q: (L) V__'s hands are tingling right now. Is that Reiki
energy happening right now?

A: Yes.

Q: (V) Is my Reiki energy going to Fred and Laura as we are
doing this?

A: All ways. You have strong natural healing power.

Q: (V) So, it isn't necessarily the Reiki initiation?

A: No.
Aha! I always knew there was more to this Reiki and healing stuff than meets the eye. It appears that some people 'have the gift' without being 'tuned' at all. And that anyone can do it (regardless of their FRVs).

Speaking of which, Laura, can anyone at any time become 'controlled' as a type of 'robot' to either attack or lead people astray? You would think that with all your experiences, 4D sts would tire of this form of attack. But then, I suppose a lot of the time, the people who do this don't realise how easily they can be manipulated into doing detrimental things.


C's said:
A: And what role did V*** play?

Q: I see. Like the Pied Piper?

A: Or maybe programmed decoy, due to FRV?

Q: What is FRV?

A: Frequency Resonance Vibration.
Laura said:
Now, getting back to GC, at the time he visited, I was quite aware of how things had transpired regarding V*** , Montalk and the gang, and how right the Cs had been - that she was an FRV "robot." So when GC revealed his gypsy connection, a big red warning flag went up the flagpole in my head.

And, in a bizarre coincidence, I have just received word that GC has just shown up on Montalk's forum!!! Talk about strange!

(snip)

I don't think GC, who grew up in the U.S. under fairly cushy circumstances, can even have a clue about what it is like to care enough about other people and the world to be willing to give up all comforts of an ordinary life to try to use what skills you have to stand up to a global monster.

In short, GreyCat's ignorance and insensitivity are appalling. It's nice that he could quit college to go join the circus and learn to stand on one hand and that he feels he has to justify his existence by that ability. I wonder how well he would have done under the British mandate in Ireland with that "will to survive"?
Well, I hope GC manages to regain his 'balance' as well as facing what ever demons he may posess. Could be the hardest task of his life. Surely all people (except those who have chosen on a very, very deep level) can resist, deny or work against any negative genetic predispositions they may have? All it needs is to turn whatever discipline a person has (and I'm thinking that GC must have a lot of this) in a different direction.
 
dant said:
I wish, if it were true, that someone like Cayce could come around
to give real solutions to aliments for Laura as I would love to have
the same help concerning my Father's cancer, but I guess life does
not give us shortcuts, or so it seems.
I'm wondering if cancer hasn't got something to do with stiffled or vectored creativity because it has to do with uncontrolled, unregulated, undifferentiated cell growth. Of course, where a person gets their cancer may be important too, I'm not sure.

Young people who get cancer are particularly confusing as it is almost as if they are chosing, at some level to get it. Perhaps some of them have to make a choice in their lives (about whether they are going to survive their cancer or not by 'fighting' it) and some may have already made the choice not to survive before they were born.

I wish your Father all the best with his challenge.
 
Laura said:
dant said:
Laura,

Thank you for sharing as it was truly informative but more importantly, we
have a little update about how you are doing! I wasn't aware that you were
in (constant?) pain from a (recent?) accident (car wreck?) so I do hope you
do find relief and soon.
No, it was not recent. I don't talk about it in public much, and I never got to the point in either the Wave or Adventures where it came into the story, but I was in an auto accident on Christmas Eve of 1994 and broke a vertebra in my neck. tore my left shoulder out of the socket, suffered a concussion and a lumbar injury. I was in therapy for three years afterward and still suffer a lot of residual effects due to spinal stenosis and osteo-arthritis. There are some days that I cannot stand or walk longer than 10 minutes without SEVERE pain.
Laura,

Yeah, it sucks. I'm with you on the arthritis bit, torn muscles etc. The link in the thread "because it hurts" is for a resource in micro stretching that may help you with some of the stiffness and mobility issues.

What I've found useful on the bad days is to carry a little kitchen timer with me, and set it for 5- 10 minutes. I do a task only that long, then take a rest for the same amount. Its how I get through the day to accomplish the household tasks etc. On the really bad days? Don't beat yourself up. :) Do what you can and to heck with it. (When raking leaves we have a chair I scoot along with me. It's 'rake rake, sit', 'rake rake, sit'. But it gets done)

Unless they've got chronic pain other people just don't 'get it'. That's fine, but it doesn't mean you need to suffer in silence all the time. (Heck I growl plenty)

Physically fit folks, especially an artist that makes a living with his body, is not going to 'get it' either. Too much is invested in the physical. Unless there is an accident or other event to 'shock him', it just isn't gonna be there. (It means I'm not suprised by GC) Before the illness, I was an athlete myself. I am thankful that I did get sick, otherwise I'd be a horse's a$$. :)

Bottom line? I think most of the folks here 'get it' as best they can. To quote one my favorite silly movies "Galaxy Quest": "Never give up, never surrender."
 
Laura, forgive me if you’ve heard this before, but I wondered if you had considered Qi Gong?

A few years ago I showed the basic standing Qi Gong routine to some friends; we met weekly for a 10 minute session. One person in our little group had MS. She was only able to walk for a few paces unaided, had problems with balance and if she fell over was unable to get up without help, but she had an iron will. She occasionally stood for up to minute or so, but otherwise practiced sitting. After a few weeks she felt generally stronger and was able to hold her arms in the position ‘holding the ball’. One person brought along a man, in his late fifties, very overweight and extremely unfit. I wondered whether he knew what we were doing! Anyway, he stood with us for a few minutes, sat down for rest, and stood again. His verdict was; it was strenuous, but he felt much better, more relaxed. Qi Gong seems to promote circulation of internal energy. I have found that standing still, somewhat paradoxically, improves flexibility.

If you are interested you might like to check out the following. The first is an excellent introduction to standing Qi Gong (Zhan Zhuang). The second contains instructions for seated Qi Gong. One can start by practicing for a very short time, and slowly build up according to personal capacity. ‘No pain, no gain’ does not apply.

The Way of Energy by Master Lam Kam Chuen.

Everyday Chi Kung by Master Lam Kam Chuen.

Master Lam’s website is http://www(dot)lamassociation(dot)org.

I also found The Way of Qigong: The Art and Science of Chinese Energy Healing by Kenneth S Cohen to be helpful.

Kenneth Cohen’s website is www(dot)kennethcohen(dot)com

Very best wishes, Laura; I really hope you find something that is of benefit to you.
 
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