Bricktal
The Force is Strong With This One
m said:Bricktal said:But instead of reading others books on this subject..or critics of another author..and report it here as someone said this and that or that is it or not.. i would gladly prefer if another person have ever felt or went thru this i would gladly read their experience of this.
I went through something similar to what you're describing back in about 1993. Fairly intense, unmistakably in the body, certainly not a figment of my imagination. Without getting into all the nitty gritty details, it took me about 5 more years before I even began to understand that it was all a bunch of nonsense, most likely caused by my own doing and possibly with a little external influence from god only knows who and what, and none of it was in my best interest. It served entirely to vector me in wrong directions.
My advice about this experience of yours is this: Don't focus on it. Focus on learning to see objectively, focus on learning how to be present in the moment and how to remember yourself at all times, focus on figuring out how to realize that you really are not behaving as ONE person but instead your day to day activities are determined by hundreds if not thousands of different facets of your overall being and as such you're essentially out of control and your life is a long chain of 'accidental' events. THAT is important. Heat in your back is trivial bullcrud - unless of course it presents a real health problem.
In summary, wake up - because in my estimation you're dreaming a nightmare while thinking it's all lovey dovey. Wrong!
Not a figment of your imagination? you sure? As someone else said that i may be dreaming of all this, so maybe you were dreaming too you know.
Nitty gritty details(nice terms, will try not to forgive those).
Cause by your own doing? Wow.. but still searching myself What did I did wrong to provoke this in the first place?
Was it because i became a Vegetalian or some sort? That i did quit drinking colas, soft drinks, alcools or eating meat? WHAT?
Focus on it? On the contrary my friend, i do not focus on it. All i am saying is because someone never went in the water that he shall not tell me that the water IS not fresh in the first place. That's all.
To see it objectively? Am I not here on this forum to do just that? Perhaps!
I would gladly stop thinking about it if i could really get off the little widgets that came with this thing. Still asking myself if i am sane or not. Will ask Laura maybe... she will tell me that the energy that she is sensing coming thru her hands while doing reiki is just only a dream or someone is saying to her telepathicaly that she have to think that she is sensing something, then not to think that she is in fact dreaming all of this energy thing.
Thank you for your advice my friend.
Bricktal