Now that this has been brought up, it seems crazy that I have not finished FPtM. I found it incredibly difficult to read. It seems many others have had the same experience too. Even other people who have been here for a while, when we all came here for Laura's work originally and have a keen interest in anything she has to say. Pretty weird right?
I chalked it down to me never having any real interest in organised religion, never having read the Bible etc. But maybe there's something else going on here.
When recounting her story, Laura sometimes mentions the time when she was reading UFO books (I think it was that), and it seemed like some invisible force was actively disengaging her from reading it and trying to put her to sleep - like, physically making her tired and fall asleep. She realised that she couldn't trust her own mind.
Recently she urged us to strengthen or minds and used this particular example of the UFO books to show how negative energies or hyperdimensional forces are always working on your mind, and to push through it. How apt for this situation.
I will be making an effort to read FPtM now, and I also clearly need to finally read the Bible.