RflctnOfU said:
With a little contemplation, on what was written in my 'word-salad', a scale may be perceived.
This is exactly what I meant when I said you were writing for yourself and no one else.
R said:
Actually, I chose to 'address' this point of yours indirectly, which you seem to have missed.
That was your choice, which directly displayed your lack of understanding of the fact that you appear to be so identified with yourself and what you perceive to be your level of knowledge, that you cannot See anything else. You are more interested in proving yourself knowledgeable than you are in actually sharing what you understand clearly - for anothers benefit, not your own. This may seem like a very obscure point, but it is evident, at least to my understanding.
Were you interested in actually sharing your understanding sincerely, for the benefit of others, you would have endeavored to be as clear, concise and transparent as humanly possible - perhaps not at first, but certainly after having it pointed out that you were doing the opposite of that. Such a willingness to consider that we don't See ourselves as we are is a core tenet of the Work you say you have been studying.
r said:
Wow.....wow
No where have I made claim that I have the same unlimited understanding as God/Creator/Cosmos/etc.
This is a twist on your part and not what I said. Your self-importance is showing.
r said:
Nope - if you re-read what I wrote without the distorting lens of self-importance you might come closer to the mark.
r said:
That is a rather presumptuous statement anart, which, I've noticed over the years, seems to be a pattern with you. You 'presume' that I don't consider that my level of understanding is limited - and that I over-estimate myself.
More heady self-importance - and an insult of a moderator - and you've been deeply studying Gurdjieff during your time away? As Gurdjieff says, "but how will a man behave if you scratch him a little" - we now see how you have behaved.
r said:
Understanding, by the way, is expressed in one's faculty of Analogy.
Sez who? This is, by the way, more evidence that you are posting to 'prove your understanding' - for yourself and no one else.
r said:
Incidentally, the text which began this 'back-and-forth', is an analogy of the two mentioned laws, and a form of thier relation.
Yes, I'm quite aware of that.
r said:
In any case, back to the discussion at hand, my primary 'aim' is 'to-increase' my understanding, precisely because it is limited! Now, that being said, I have experienced the same 'hurdles', regarding 3 and 7, that Green_Manalishi is currently experiencing. My only intent was to assist in increasing his understanding.
By speaking obscurely, to please yourself - you might want to consider that your actions contradicted your intent. This isn't unusual in those who are dreaming.
r said:
I was certainly not posting 'for myself and no one else.'
See the above examples of exactly that.
r said:
If you, or any of the other forum members or moderators, wish me to stop posting, I will do so. I am, after all, quite good at 'Lurking'. My current 'style', if it can be called such, is, as was already stated, due to the 'muddling and befuddling' of Beelzebub.
That is unfortunate and is reminiscent of Gurdjieff's lament concerning the students of his that he found in NY when visiting - that they all had the look about them of those ready for the insane asylum (paraphrasing).
r said:
As far as the 'Work' is concerned, by following G's instructions, I am getting subjectivized results. 'Something' in me is 'a-working'.
Have you considered that you might be dreaming?
r said:
Besides all of this, by teaching, one's learning is increased, and, as we all 'know', one cannot ascend to a higher step on 'the way', until he places someone else on his own step.
More proof of exactly what I have explained above.
r said:
Also, 'focusing on me', being a professional musician, I have a somewhat more colorful grasp of 'vibrations' and 'octaves' than do non-musicians - speaking of 'vibrations', as an aside, an objective 'Do', has the following formula 2^n+2^(n-5)hz, which was discovered after I read an article (I've tried finding this again to no avail) stating that our sun vibrates at a very, very low octave of 'C', or 'Do'.
All that being said, I await judgement.
Kris
It's not about 'judgment' - however, it is about your current behavior reflecting your current state of being - and, with that consideration, I think it would be most beneficial for you at this time to limit your posting abilities on this forum. Perhaps that will help you understand that subjectivity is its own reward. In other words, when you are ready to sincerely contribute to this forum without using the forum as a means to self-aggrandize and deepen your dream you are a 'teacher', while not considering your supposed 'students' - then your return will be welcomed. I wish you the best in the mean time. Perhaps this little shock will help to 'adjust your direction', as you know if you've been studying Gurdjieff's octaves, as progression moves from the original position in the original direction (your desire to objectively learn):
Gurdjieff said:
"The next octave gives an even more marked deviation, the one following that a deviation that is more marked still, so that the line of octaves may at last turn completely round and proceed in a direction opposite to the original direction."
From the behavior evidenced in your most recent posts, it would be logical to conclude that you are currently moving in a direction opposite of what you initially intended (assuming your intentions were sincere). As you probably know, the effects he describes have much more to do with progression through life and learning than they have to do with literal musical performance, per se. fwiw.