My Astra Zeneca shots and the effect on me.

[Aaron r]

Hi All,
I made the decision to take the shots as I felt I had a responsibility to my wife and the life we have made together. We both work in the medical industry so there was very little room for negotiation amongst such strong belief in the Covid narrative.

I said my prayers, spoke to the DCM, stuck my chest out and said go your hardest I'm ready.

Physically I felt sick for about 12hrs each time. What was more concerning was that I feel that the shots effected me spiritually. I don't mean that to sound woo but I was praying/ communicating with the divine before the first shot. After the shot it felt like I had no desire to keep doing it. It took weeks to get the desire back to pray etc again. It felt like a real struggle.

I am wondering if the shots have something like this designed into them? Is it just me or an over-active imagination? Does the shot effect our FRV?

 

[liam1310]

May I ask Aaron, did you do the protocol, supplements, ivermectin, fasting, etc that Gaby and Key posted about doing before getting the shots.

 

[Ant22]

Hey Aaron r, I'm sorry you're struggling after the shot. I can certainly believe you that the decision wasn't an easy one to make and if the current push for "no jab no job" policies continues we may all face this difficult choice. I can't answer your question with any certainty but Astra Zenca is not an mRNA vaccine. It's the least evil of them all.

As time goes by more and more ways of counteracting the effects of the jab become available. You may be particularly interested in this post by Gaby in the Covid Vaccine Detox Protocol thread. The protocol is specifically designed for those who have taken the vaccine already, so you can still take steps to minimise the impact of the jab on you. I'd suggest you do it ASAP.

Physically I felt sick for about 12hrs each time. What was more concerning was that I feel that the shots effected me spiritually. I don't mean that to sound woo but I was praying/ communicating with the divine before the first shot. After the shot it felt like I had no desire to keep doing it. It took weeks to get the desire back to pray etc again. It felt like a real struggle.

Personally, I would make sure to force myself to meditate, pray and do EE even more than before to do my absolute best to counter the effects of the jab. No matter how much resistance I'd feel towards those activities. I'd say 'fake it till you make it' is a good principle to utilise here.

Even if any genetic mutations affecting our personality or behaviour are triggered by the jab it doesn't have to be 'game over' for you. Remember that our diet, knowledge input and many other factors decide which genes are turned on. And don't forget that the original covid mutated becuase it came across someone with a positive enough orientation to entirely reverse the effects.

Hang in there and do keep us posted about your progress. We're here to help

 

[Wandering Star]

My best wishes for you.

Any of us could go through that in the near future, forced by the "holy inquisition."

Much encouragement and strength.

 

[PERLOU]

De tout coeur avec Vous... Que le Divin Esprit Cosmique étende sa main sur Vous...

With all my heart with You... May the Divine Cosmic Spirit extend its hand to you...

 

[Aaron r]

Thank-you all but I am good. No problems other than getting older :) Best of all the desire to connect is back.
In terms of preparation I just took heaps of vitamin C. I have been lucky in my life that I am constitutionally strong and can be rather strong minded about things at times.
I just wanted to mention my experience because it was rather stark the change internally. Thanks again but all is well. A

 

[Joe]

Does the shot effect our FRV?

If it's the A-Z, then probably not directly. But lying to yourself may well do so.

 

[Laurentien2]

Physically I felt sick for about 12hrs each time. What was more concerning was that I feel that the shots effected me spiritually. I don't mean that to sound woo but I was praying/ communicating with the divine before the first shot. After the shot it felt like I had no desire to keep doing it. It took weeks to get the desire back to pray etc again. It felt like a real struggle.

Thank you Aaron for sharing your symptom with us.

I have been thinking often lately about this effect that the vaccine as on the vaccinated and the comment of many that there is this effect seen that there is some kind of disconnection with the soul or maybe the spiritual body. Maybe if change occurs in our dna due to the vaccine, it disturb the communication between the physical and spiritual body. Something like a frequency fence stopping the self from receiving information from the subconscious. A temporary change affecting our FRV seem a good possibility.

Maybe the coming wave is disturbing the frequency fence put in place around our planet and they needed to place one on an individual basis. This is just speculation and I think that if it was the case, as Ant 22 wrote you can overcome it.

Even if any genetic mutations affecting our personality or behaviour are triggered by the jab it doesn't have to be 'game over' for you. Remember that our diet, knowledge input and many other factors decide which genes are turned on. And don't forget that the original covid mutated becuase it came across someone with a positive enough orientation to entirely reverse the effects.

 

[Aaron r]

Too true Joe. Happy to accept that may well be the case.

 

[Joe]

Too true Joe. Happy to accept that may well be the case.

I just thought there was a disconnect between you connecting the idea of taking a vaccine that I'm sure you know is very likely part of a 'big lie' and a responsibility to your wife and the life you have made together. It sounds like you are saying that part of your responsibilities to you wife is to go along with a 'big lie' for her sake. I know that is often the case between people on very different sides of the fence on certain issues, and that it can't really be helped, but I think in such cases it would be important for the person who knows they're dealing with a 'big lie' to not lie to themselves about that, even if they are lying to their partner.

Anyway, I don't think such things are a serious problem, especially when the person is aware of what they are doing. As you said, it more or less 'came back', and the experience may prove useful for you (and others) in the future if you encounter a similar situation.

Onwards and upwards!

 

[mkrnhr]

I also think that what you feel has nothing to do with a disconnection of the soul or however it may appear. It's merely psychological and emotional, a reflection of the inner conflict you have between the two choices. Once you accept that what you did by taking the injection is not morally wrong, which always depends on the context and particular situation, you wil feel "connected" again. OSIT

 

[Jebra]

I think you are right. The shot does affect our FRV. I suspect there is a transdimensional element to them aimed at souled individuals. Why do I say this? Well simply put my family bullied me into having the shot (which turned out to be Pfizer). My husband and the mother in law were the worst it was like a switch went off somewhere when I said I wasn't having it and they literally turned from loving kind people into the most spiteful nasty and bullying people I'd ever known. My husband outright said he didn't care about my free will and I was having it or he'll divorce me. But he was also too lazy to book it and I was pressured to (which really upset me until I thought what would Caesar do) ...so I booked it as far in advance as I could and followed the protocol to the letter. I've continued following the protocol since (though not taking megadoses!). I am dreading going through this hell again as I do not want to go through it ever again but that second wicked shot is looming.... What made it even worse is once I had the satanic thing they all became lovely loving kind people again and it was as if nothing has happened.

Now my experience may have been heavily coloured by all this and the fact I didn't know what the 'vaccine' would be until I was literally at the door. A thunderstorm going on at the time was also pretty bad. I basically felt the creeps in the place from the moment I walked in as all the nurses seemed a bit robotic. The injection didn't hurt - what hurt was the weird sharp pain I felt below my heart and a stange twisting there. In fact it left me shaken and numb. When things bring me joy (totally different feeling and sensation from pleasure and happiness) I feel it in that spot. Suddenly there was something hard there and I felt numbness. It was like a block was there. Please note I felt this block the moment of getting the shot which is why I feel it is transdimensional in nature. This panicked me and the 15 minute wait in the waiting room was torture. A soak in a very hot bath of Epsom salts ( as I don't have a FIR sauna though I really want one now!) helped ease the numbness but it took 10 days for that hardness to ease and I was panicking the whole time I'd lost my soul. What I did may help you and others.

I took walks (mostly to get away from my husband I'm sad to say) and tried to walk about barefoot on the grass in my garden as much as I could. I also tried to do those things that used to bring me joy (which are obviously different from person to person) in my case I love plants and flowers and trees (the older and more mature the better!) and bird song and watching the clouds in the sky. I tried to read the romantic novels and listen to music that I enjoyed. I also started meditating again and tried to keep doing EE. I take Melatonin too each night. But the thing that had the biggest effect on me was spinning 33 times 3 times a day (or as best as I could) I'm not sure why this does but the sense of numbness would ease when I did this and when I do it now I clearly feel something move there (in a good way). I face East and spin to the west as doing it the other way makes me fall over and be nearly sick.

I also avoided the news, anything on the TV or radio (all MSM stuff basically) and tried not to get pulled into conversations about politics at work ( I work at a university). I also found cold (well ok cool!) showers were helpful. Of course networking and coming here is probably also very helpful and I realise it should have been one of the first things I did even when my family were bullying me. I guess I am a slow learner but at the time I was sinking into a terrible depression. Interestingly, once I started being able to feel that spot that feels joy once more the depression lifted. I hope all this ramble helps!

 

[XPan]

My husband and the mother in law were the worst it was like a switch went off somewhere when I said I wasn't having it and they literally turned from loving kind people into the most spiteful nasty and bullying people I'd ever known. My husband outright said he didn't care about my free will and I was having it or he'll divorce me.

What made it even worse is once I had the satanic thing they all became lovely loving kind people again and it was as if nothing has happened.

That is something…

…I barely can wrap my mind around… people who “love”… are doing this. It almost creates a feeling of rage/deep sadness inside of me, for such a “betrayal” and falseness. Of course i know that this is my personal trigger button response internally, related to my own past. But still… how can normally functioning, loving people be such aholes ? Over what for them is anyway “just a vaccine”. Why such extreme reactions and demands ?

I admire your courage, strength and reflections the way you have been dealing with this. And yes, it is beautiful in its own right - and helpful that you shared your experience and thoughts.

This also goes to many other forum members, who deal and have dealt with the ugly side of this upside down world, its weird confrontations, and you guys and gals have shared your thoughts and reflections here. I feel deep respect to you all !

This truly is a forum encouraging and stimulating inner growth.

BIG HUG to you, Jebra !

 

[Glenn]

Does the shot effect our FRV?

I think, it is possible, that there could be 2 effects of FRV.

The loss of polarity to the one that submits to the, I will call it the lie. (ie pandemic, vaccines.)

And a gain of polarity, (negative) for the ones perpetrating the lie.

I think this is an ongoing thing, and is reflected in, as above, so below.

It is possible that getting someone with some, (or a lot of) knowledge of what the plan of the STS types are, to submit or give in to that plan is a bigger prize, than someone in the general population that is mostly asleep and unaware of what is going on.

Here Ra describes the battle between the Confederation, and Orion STS.

25.6 Questioner: Could you amplify the meaning of what you said by “failure to accept that which is given?”


Ra: I am Ra. At the level of time/space at which this takes place in the form of what you may call thought-war, the most accepting and loving energy would be to so love those who wished to manipulate that those entities were surrounded, engulfed, and transformed by positive energies.

This, however, being a battle of equals, the Confederation is aware that it cannot, on equal footing, allow itself to be manipulated in order to remain purely positive, for then though pure it would not be of any consequence, having been placed by the so-called powers of darkness under the heel, as you may say.

It is thus that those who deal with this thought-war must be defensive rather than accepting in order to preserve their usefulness in service to others. Thusly, they cannot accept fully what the Orion Confederation wishes to give, that being enslavement. Thusly, some polarity is lost due to this friction and both sides, if you will, must then regroup.

It has not been fruitful for either side. The only consequence which has been helpful is a balancing of the energies available to this planet so that these energies have less necessity to be balanced in this space/time, thus lessening the chances of planetary annihilation.

Just some thoughts....

 

[kenlee]

Physically I felt sick for about 12hrs each time. What was more concerning was that I feel that the shots effected me spiritually. I don't mean that to sound woo but I was praying/ communicating with the divine before the first shot. After the shot it felt like I had no desire to keep doing it. It took weeks to get the desire back to pray etc again. It felt like a real struggle.

I don't think that "desire" has anything to do with making a connection to the "spiritual" (as you mentioned). I think it's based more along the lines of "non-desire", that is; it's based on an act of pure will, an act of will, an effort, a struggle (as you mentioned) "to know" based on an inner predilection to know since that's who you essentially are. You are your Will. There may be more of an effort required to make connection to your more essential self; the struggle might be harder if one is physically feeling bad, but still, the inner will is, imo, what is required to make these higher connections although keeping yourself as healthy as possible (considering the situation) is also important. Differentiating between a lie and truth in all situations (both inner and outer) thru pure acts of the will-to-know will build the inner "body of awareness" that imo stands on it's own.