I saw in another thread a link to this one, and wanted to revisit it. I just moved cross-country to possibly one of the worst places of
on the planet, Hollywood. I moved here to gain more performing opportunities as a musician and indeed I have a lot more already. Many people are pretty surprised by the amount of stuff I've gotten thus far, which all came out of networking, I didn't really know many people here before I came (and those I did have not gotten me any work yet). I think in the long run, comets aside, things could be better here for me making a living, at least in this field. I've also been really surprised so far at how nice people have been, willing to give me (or anyone) a fair chance, at least as far as music goes. This is definitely a new situation for me compared to the east coast US.
However, the rush of work I have right now is going to end very soon. I have some teaching opportunities lined up, but unfortunately they have not gotten me any students and it's difficult to place me in the middle of the year. Now that I just purchased a car (a necessary thing here, and something I've been avoiding for a while. But I finally went through with it and did it! It opens up many opportunities now) I will be able to do some networking- go to schools, leave materials, offer a masterclass on the instrument for free, meet band directors and students, etc. My money from my big gigs this month will run out in 2 or 3 months so I knew a few weeks ago that I would need something more permanent.
I have sent out over 300 job applications at this point, a month into being here. I have focused on areas that I have background experience in: office work such as receptionist/administrative assistant work (have 6 years of this plus another 2 years at a library desk job); environmental/biology/geological field work (couple of short internships and a environmental geology degree); waitressing (4+ years); and music-related jobs, whether they be performing, recording, or teaching (I have a BA and MM in music). I also have filled out applications at just about anywhere I can think of: coffee shops, grocery stores, retail establishments, cleaning/maintenance, etc. It is really quite frustrating to not hear back from many of these jobs. I have not been super diligent about following up but most places I've gotten in touch with again at least once, usually with no response back (inevitably I am told the manager is out or that they are still reviewing apps, they will get back to me. or, that the position has been filled).
I have only had two places indicate interest. The first one had a phone interview, which I blundered- the ad did not have the work schedule, and I asked what the hours would be. When I mentioned that I would have to leave an hour and a half early for a gig I had scheduled on one date (which was two weeks after the day I talked to her) she said, it sounds like you are not very serious about the position. I have 20 other applicants with availability, sorry, goodbye.
I guess I should not have said anything until after I got hired. Finally I have a job interview tomorrow for a part office, part maintenance position with very unclear hours. Not what I'd love but I sure in heck hope I get it, I need something.
I've been talking with lots of people (friends, new acquaintances, people at the bus stop, etc) and it just really seems like things are getting pretty bad here in Southern Cali and in the US in general. There really aren't many entry-level jobs and even those are being bombarded with many people with lots of experience. Places can afford to do things that are really discriminatory. Most places want you to send a picture before they even consider you for a position. I have been told many times that I don't have the right "image" for various jobs or enough acting experience for working in restaurants (uh, hello? don't you care about whether or not I have waitressing experience?) As one may expect, looks are really important here and I've been berated countless times for not having enough makeup, not looking "done" enough, not having fancy enough clothes or shoes, etc. It has been really hard for me especially with no income (my holiday gig pays once it is over at the end of the month) to figure out ways to deal with this. If I had to encounter this sort of situation several years ago I would have flipped out/given up by now. As it is I am trying to deal with the programs that come up (I guess this whole one of feeling pretty or not- I think it has to do with my wanting others to perceive femininity/adulthood in me is one example- definitely some narcissism here) and sort of use the scene in general here as a "petty tyrant" of sorts. I have to When in Rome... a little bit, at least. It's not going to define me or change me, I'm still myself inside, playing a role is one way to think about it. The interesting thing, though, is that the things I am getting good responses toward really are things that I seem a better fit for, whether it be for a random craigslist gig that leads to me meeting some other good connections that give me work, or even this job interview I have tomorrow, which is located down the block from the house of a teacher I study with. There's also the possibility now I will do a doctorate degree in music, a scholarship may become available at a school that is highly respected and probably the best fit for my current interests (lots of world music, and a teacher who is a breathing specialist!) So I hope that with due effort maybe DCM will lead me towards something that's more suitable for me, that might benefit a lot more people in the long run. Trying to maintain a positive attitude, or at least a non-negative one, is something that is difficult for me but I am getting much better at. Trying not to expect anything...