Perceval said:
solarmind said:
Probably body and mind needs some rest ...
Big Hug!
That's more or less it. Trying to make sense of the this horribly dystopian world is a futile endeavor, because as much as anyone can explain what's happening to our world, it is ultimately going to be driven off a cliff by fundamentally insane individuals. So perhaps a slightly different, less invested, approach is necessary, for body mind and soul.
I think so ... I just at one point needed to stop processing all this insane movements, it was to hard to spend whole day crying and looping and get lost in thinking ... on the other side, contrary to many, my professional work is just expanding ... from teaching to art ... what helping me to work out all of this in more in practical sense, to be with people, to give them strength to stand up for truth and not to give up life and education ... and it is also helping to me to get a bit of distance from just dwelling through the daily news and lies ....
Also my subconscious body memories from 90s Yugoslavian war, every time I read something plotted and prepared for chaos to continue, just starting to float through my body and mind bringing chaotic feelings of rage as some how it makes me feel so angry that every time when I am on the peak of creation of good life, there is a bunch of idiots ready to take it down ... and having kids in this insane world, is so guilt tripping ... what we can say to them?? when they are surrounded with tons of false information ... it is so difficult to see how you can't tell them the truth, as they are just so bombarded with chaotic lies from outside, and you are minority, and the other parent is basically chaotic and selfish too, and you are on your own in all senses, financially and emotionally, even to make plans for the future, as there is no one around you in your country, city, work, with whom you can share and make plans ... it is so painful to see how you are just hopeless ... but hopefully I hope not ... I hope through example how I live and with whom I communicate, they will get a point ...
so just at one point I decided to pull my energy towards creation of a safe and warm "nest" within my mind, to do a back up plan, to look for people and places where we can be safe and to be at least emotionally ready for the worst case scenario, for my family and close friends ...
so yea ... this is a time of big turbulence ... so take care Joe, you are doing a great job! We need you to be strong!