I came from a family were my father was and in a classic sociopath. Apart from the horrific treatment I got at his hands/mindgames, and from studying his behaviour since I was a child he never seemed like a "person" to me. He was like a cartoon. When I was 16 I had enough and ran away from home. My first night stay at a friend's house I was attacked and raped by an entity. It was a night hag type of event. That was the end of that until I entered into this relationship with a very beautiful woman in my mid 20's who was a couple of years older than and from a wealthy family. It was an incredible sexual experience as she gave me sexually more than I could of asked for. But there was a price, she behaved like my father towards me after she won my heart. To be honest if she was not beautiful or the sex was so amazing I would have left. But her sexuality/beauty was a trap and she could be incredibly charming and likeable when she wanted to be. Classic female sociopath stuff. The relationship ended when I came home from work early one day and found performing oral sex on a man. It was classic heart break stuff. But the weird thing was I kept being reminded of both my father and the entity for reasons I could not understand.
A few months after we broke up I developed cancer. Now here is where it gets really weird. Even though I survived the cancer. I kept thinking that the tumor was a composite of my father, the entity and my ex Fem-Soc. As in it was the same being out to get me. I know it sounds nuts but it was a constant feeling I had.
Then a couple of months passed and I meet this very wonderful, but in popular culture terms ordinary looking girl. We were very, very happy and I thought I was set. But then this other woman who was very seductive and attactive approached me in work as a friend. But you know what happened one night following a few drinks after work. Now stupidly I did this one night thing while involved with a girl I loved on a more soul level. But I was then being blackmailed by Fem-Soc no 2 for our one night stand - she looked EXACTLY like the previous Fem-Soc when she was in the same classic sociopath mode. She even used the same language. It was creepy. Even though the previous Fem-Soc was a tall elegant blonde and the second one a short red head, they were the same person... Luckily she found someone else to target and lost interest in me as she knew I was not going to leave the "Ordinary Girl".
I know I did wrong and I tried to make amends. Then my girlfriend the one I remained with was badly injuried in a car accident. She is recovered now. We are planning to get married. But she can't have children now. But we will be very happy together. So my life in good.
Well time goes by and you reflect on your life and you realise that there is a pattern. But for reasons I cannot explain the pattern with me was very clear. All these things and all these sociopaths were the same thing. Then I spoke to a moslem guy at work about life and relationships "do you ever seem to wonder sometimes if the same person keeps coming back in different bodies to make your life hell?" - He looked at me as if I was stupid and replied. "yes of course they are called The Jinn"
From that point on I went from being a guy who though all paranormal stuff was pure hocus pocus to completely accepting though my own story and listening to others that we for some reason are targetted by the same demon who comes and enters our lives in different forms. Mostly idealized sexual partners. This is when the idea of the Demonic Sociopathic Entity comes from.
Anyways, as soon as I made this connection between the sociopath and the demon, a wonderful sense of peace overcame me. And since that day I have met nothing but nice people and all the sociopaths in my life seem to have myteriously vanished. I am sure because I understand the true nature of the sociopath as a demon, that they can no longer get you. I started the blog and came up with the term 'Transsociopathica' to help others deal with this issue. I get emails from people who say it worked for them too. Just knowing the truth about them gets DSEs out of your life.
We can kill Demonic Sociopath Entities by being aware of their existence. This is the only thing which keeps them invading our reality. Our ignorance is their doorway into this world.
Hope this helps.
As if! He really thinks the world spins around him, doesn't he?
