Sorry for not introducing myself first, but I had this weird dream this morning and I would really like your input on what happened. I’m a regular sott reader, but never really had a reason to post here.
I had a painting class the day before. I was very tired and also very excited because I had just painted my first “masterpiece” since I was 14 years old (over 20 years ago). I had so much fun. I went to sleep as usually around 11pm. I closed my eyes, my thoughts were still dancing in my head, nothing specific. Everything was slowly blending, fading. Suddenly I got this feeling that something is watching me. I didn’t want to open my eyes, I didn’t want it to see that I noticed that. I tried to sense it, which direction it is coming from. It felt like, for example, when I’m in the restaurant, nicely dressed, and there is some guy or sometimes some woman admiring my look, and I’m trying to spot that guy but not look straight on him, that I don’t look like I’m interested in him. The same way I did sense it and at the same moment I actually in some way connected with it. We became one. I was looking on myself with his eyes from right side from above on my body laying in the bed with my husbands faded body next to me. The main focus with lighter spot was on me. In a fraction of a second, at least it seamed like it, it became aware of our connection and it seems like it freak out. I got kicked out of its body and paralyzed with some kind of high frequency sound which filled my head. It hurt. My head wanted to explode. Next moment, additionally, I felt like it was draining my energy, like it wanted to read me. This same moment my head, upper body and hands with the palms up slowly raised a little from the bed. I was in pain. I didn’t understand. I tried to ask “WHY”? but I heard my self only mumbling, I couldn’t say my words clearly. My voice woke up my husband, I heard him moving, turning around. I wasn’t sure that he is awake. I was hoping he sees it. He woke up because he heard my voice. He didn’t seen anyone, he saw me having nightmare. He put his hand gently on my chest. The sound and the energy broke free. I fell down on the pillow. My body was exhausted. I went back to sleep but my thoughts didn’t. I had a big headache for the rest of th night and most of the day.
For the rest of the night I tried to figure it out: what was it? Why it gave me the pain? What it wanted from me? Was it a dream? I looked around on the internet a bit and found out about this dream paralysis, which seems close to what I had, but I really feel like this was something more then just that. I’m really interested in hearing your opinions on what happened, because I’m really stomped but it...
I had a painting class the day before. I was very tired and also very excited because I had just painted my first “masterpiece” since I was 14 years old (over 20 years ago). I had so much fun. I went to sleep as usually around 11pm. I closed my eyes, my thoughts were still dancing in my head, nothing specific. Everything was slowly blending, fading. Suddenly I got this feeling that something is watching me. I didn’t want to open my eyes, I didn’t want it to see that I noticed that. I tried to sense it, which direction it is coming from. It felt like, for example, when I’m in the restaurant, nicely dressed, and there is some guy or sometimes some woman admiring my look, and I’m trying to spot that guy but not look straight on him, that I don’t look like I’m interested in him. The same way I did sense it and at the same moment I actually in some way connected with it. We became one. I was looking on myself with his eyes from right side from above on my body laying in the bed with my husbands faded body next to me. The main focus with lighter spot was on me. In a fraction of a second, at least it seamed like it, it became aware of our connection and it seems like it freak out. I got kicked out of its body and paralyzed with some kind of high frequency sound which filled my head. It hurt. My head wanted to explode. Next moment, additionally, I felt like it was draining my energy, like it wanted to read me. This same moment my head, upper body and hands with the palms up slowly raised a little from the bed. I was in pain. I didn’t understand. I tried to ask “WHY”? but I heard my self only mumbling, I couldn’t say my words clearly. My voice woke up my husband, I heard him moving, turning around. I wasn’t sure that he is awake. I was hoping he sees it. He woke up because he heard my voice. He didn’t seen anyone, he saw me having nightmare. He put his hand gently on my chest. The sound and the energy broke free. I fell down on the pillow. My body was exhausted. I went back to sleep but my thoughts didn’t. I had a big headache for the rest of th night and most of the day.
For the rest of the night I tried to figure it out: what was it? Why it gave me the pain? What it wanted from me? Was it a dream? I looked around on the internet a bit and found out about this dream paralysis, which seems close to what I had, but I really feel like this was something more then just that. I’m really interested in hearing your opinions on what happened, because I’m really stomped but it...
