And I'm sure it is not just for Ark or us, but for all who are connected. And I guess those who aren't too tightly connected, or who feel this new reality is not comfortable to them for some reason, will leave our sphere in more or less "ordinary ways" from the real world perspective. Other people in the house, right at that point in time, experienced changes, dreams, etc, but I'll let them chime in as they get time.
I had a rather interesting experience on Easter Sunday, 21 April.
For most of the day, I was totally exhausted and horribly depressed. Now, that was the day of the Sri Lanka attacks if I remember correctly, and that followed the Notre Dame fire. So, I thought I was just reacting somehow to crazy weather, crazy people, and crazy events.
The Farmies and our local group members came over for Easter dinner, which was quite tasty. Then they did karaoke. I didn't join at first, both due to barely being able to stay awake and being unusually depressed.
About an hour before karaoke ended, suddenly it was like a light switch was flipped inside me. I was at my desk, and I heard a John Denver song, and I ran into the salon and sang.
Then, when it was time for bed, I thought, "Ya know, I'm gonna get up early and do Qigong."
A few notes: "Qigong" is not actually Qigong. It's something that Ark and Chu formulated, and have been doing for about 1 year. It's a combo of Qigong, yoga, 5 Tibetan Arky Exercises, stretches, and some normal exercises for building strength. They do it every day first thing in the morning.
Chu nearly had a heart attack when I showed up the next morning, and Ark later declared that he never in a million years thought I would join them in the morning!
Gotta keep 'em guessing, ya know?
Second note: Traditionally, I HATED exercise in the morning. I never felt good. Morning exercise generally made me feel like I was going to die. But that also begs the question why on Earth I thought it would be a good idea to get up earlier
and do morning exercise! I really like this Qigong though, which is odd for me.
Third thing is that for as long as I can remember now, I've been a night owl. Late to bed, late to rise. I tried everything under the sun to change that, and nothing worked.
So, starting on Easter, it was like something simply clicked into place. At first, I figured it was probably just a fluke, and I'd fizzle out after a few days and go back to the old ways. Well, for about 1 month now, I'm off to bed much earlier, up much earlier, doing Qigong 6 days a week, and generally just feeling WAAAAY better.
Accompanying this change has been a HUGE reduction in my need for various dissociative behaviors, comfort foods, and so on. For example, "alone time" and "wind down" time were big things for me. Doesn't seem to be so important anymore! Some of those behaviors are things that go back 20+ years, and again, I'd tried everything under the sun...
When I do have urges to do things the old way, it's usually very easy to just go, "Oh, I'm doing
that again. No, I don't want to." And then I literally turn around and do something else instead. It's like I've been injected with Super Willpower Juice or something. It's really strange.
Now, I have no idea if any of that is related to this timeline merge, but I suspect it is - at least in part. I suppose it could also be that simply struggling for years and years finally resulted in a payoff, and maybe the timeline merge was just sort of an extra trigger or boost or something. I really don't know.
I do know that I haven't suddenly turned into Jesus or anything like that. There are still many improvements left to be made and a lot more work to do. But I also know that I've never experienced anything like this before.
Also, around the time of the merge, I noted many discussions involving most people here about crazy dreams, similar dreams, quite a few deja vu experiences, and other odd goings-on like that.
My sense is that personal or not, this whole Merge Thing was a rather epic event in more ways than we know at the moment. Maybe that's why we just chatted with "Joyeaeia of Cassiopaea here with you in love of the infinite creation", which almost sounds like the 6d version of Unikitty:
It's not often we talk with such a wildly positive-sounding entity!
Having said that, it's pretty clear from the rest of the session contents that we've all got our work cut out for us.
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