The reference to (your) Laura's voice is interesting. As I'm getting to know my self (not know, but know of) I usually have an underlying motive for everything. Most often it's for selfish reasons. Getting to the point.. it makes me wonder, since the heart chakra is at the area of the lungs as well, that if your heart is clear and bubbling over with love, with no selfish motivation then your voice would.. (I dunno, just trying to express it in some way,) not be compelled by greed but by giving.
A: The method has been used nefariously for millennia so what is wrong with FRV in a positive context?! The power of love is also FRV! Only nobody is using it of late.
I recently wrote something and wanted to share it. It's still in need of work but is edited to the best of my ability. I take no credit since it comes from the inspiration I've gained here through what has been shared. To me it represents some realizations I've had, due to my own but 'mostly others' perspiration from (C's/Laura, G,.. and others) inspiration.
"Love and thoughts on it"
What happened to them (adults) happened to me (a child) as well. And I learned to pass it on as well (parenting).
(Rule: Any reference to I, we, us or they, can be turned in reference to you, the self/Reader, them or 'others.')
We were born. We expected love. What happened to others and love happened to us. Like you, I got no love. How long has it escaped us? How out of tune are we to Love? How many generations has it been since we were able to love others, let alone ourselves?
A reference in the bible says, .."love thine enemy as thou lovest thyself"..
How many out there, people, human beings, would you like, enjoy, hope and or wish to beat the hell out of? How about Love, or are you/we just content with not sharing?
It's an interesting predicament. One few fathom. Is the realization of the lack of love what drives our youth, male or female to certain acts that end their lives?
Realizing the situation is like taking everything you know to a precipice only to, comparatively, see its end, to realize one is mostly nothing but greed and self centeredness. The precipice is a dividing line between one's self lies and are the opposite of one's Truth and Love.
In certain terms of our awareness we are so dulled down, and without exercising our mental machinery, we exist and persist in an-automatomical existence. A pearl acting Not within its own possibilities but as simple sludge. Due to our state we are potential pearls, the essence of our potential, drifted off in a sea of delusions and illusions.
Perplexing.
Wouldn't it be something to be fully on the other side of that precipice? Free of one's own subjectivity and not having any illusions about oneself in terms of how cool, rich, better, wealthier than anyone and consider being equal? The potential of Love is the promise of Universal Personhood. The need to wake up from the falsities of History and move forward as a species is a thankless drive, yet there is no greater call than the pursuit of Love. Of course it is difficult and takes stupendous effort, and a will to even look at one's own reflection.
Getting biblical again, the commandments were a call to great humanity, how did we as a species who've come this far allowed the creation and personification of Death and Destruction? Are there people out there who actually try to move to the frequency of awareness, hold position and truly pay attention to the call toward awareness, the awareness of "all you need is Love" and pursue it to its fullest? An answer worth pursuing, with an outcome of being in a less mechanical state and learn to fix and grow in awareness. Controlling at least one's own destiny, since it is you who is capable of controlling, and the only thing you can control is yourself. And by knowing oneself (child) one can learn to love oneself instead of like those failures who could not love the wounded child inside, who could, like myself neither love nor nurture that child (adult), for what happened to them as well (parent). There is no fault to be made, but Love to be learned. All of creation is calling for it.
Love, it can be as beautiful as being in a meadow on a summer day, any day, within one's self. No buttons available to be pushed, self control. The world becomes a great place of learning. Love.
Objectivity is a key in the growth toward awareness. Love is the motion and fulfillment of the desire for growth. One (awareness) propels another (love) toward the other. And opposites attract.
There must have been a time when the opposite was in effect. A time where the ego was not birthed/deformed, a time before men killed men, a time where greed and avarice did not rule the timeline. To have been born in such a time.. but this is no reason to be down, perhaps your timeless self actually has/did/will experience it. Which side of the spiral, ascending or descending do we choose? We have a freewill choice. Of course there are those who've been born creatures in human form (psychopaths). And their affect on normal's does/has exact(ed) a toll by making otherwise normal people sick (sociopaths/bipolar/schizoidal). What comes of that? The psycho's control, so the info of the sick sociopath acts/cruelty/fierce/ruthless creates a scenario where the populace is putting bars on their own windows. Where did love go? As a child coming home from school, I got home (the youngest) to an unlocked house.
Today; Bars on windows? And Love?
I wonder if those men and woman in the historic land of (STO) Love lived in absolute subjectivity. But of course not, cause if love were the at(in)tention no one would be less than another. It's dumbfounding to recognize or try and figure the potential of what was once is now lost. Have pathologicals somehow got us over on this side of this precipice? Can Truth and Love Be the same thing? Are they? Aren't they? Hierarchical thinking seems to be a major underminer in `love.' So a network/equality would be an essential. Is that possible? Or do feathers `have' to get ruffled, and the most (mentally ill) `alpha' fe/male or what not, have to have a pissing contest against the ego of some other alpha fe/male? And where is the love in that? Who cares if someone is faster or slower than another, so we have strengths and weakness's. They can be celebrated!
How'd we end up, instead, in a pissing contest of everyone against everyone? Dog eat Dog? Certainly not out by love! Love is not wishful thinking, but direct and discerning, since it is truth. Does truth need to lie sometimes? Of course! Depending on the circumstances of the situation. It can be said the devil is dispersion, yet the concept of love is unity. A pyramid scheme is not a round table. Sex, nature, the seasons, all have a rhythm. Of course none of this is understood, same as the situation of Love.
So what happened to the species? How did we get this far backward? Try and focus and really have a look at yourself. Are you trying to Love, or just looking out for your own self interests and greed while trying to create the illusion of loving?
