Shocking dream about Laura.
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Shijing said:
Laura said:
This whole thread, and how to be of service and the above quote have been on my mind since reading them.....and my point of focus during the POTS last night.
It reminded me of something from my own past....10 or so years ago while I was at university I remember getting up one morning feeling particularly miserable and asking....."why is it every time my life seems to be moving forward something comes along to mess it up?'
For me it was more about my health and ability to think clearly....I'd had a few days of excellent clarity of thought, got some work done and even had some good social interactions....then I sort of 'crashed' again and ended up in a foggy headed depressive funk. This was a repeating pattern for years.
Didn't know about the evils of gluten back then....but even being gluten/dairy free it seems this pattern still repeats in some way.
Sometimes its myself that seems to fail...sometimes its others throwing a spanner in the works.
It dawned on me today that (perhaps this is over simplified) its like a universal game of dodgeball.
If you take your eyes off the ball to try and do something useful with your life, you get the ball thrown in your face or stomach....so trying to focus elsewhere and keep an eye on that ball (knowing it may come from inside yourself, from others, or from just completely out of the blue) seems to be the trick to learn.
Knowing that it has a repeating pattern (i.e. it Always happens when things start to look positive) means you can start to work out what the reoccurring themes are and how to anticipate them....how to dodge the ball.
The other metaphor that crossed my mind (and this is only theory for me) is that of martial arts.
I once saw (although it may be fiction as it was on a film) someone fight another person blindfolded by keeping touch on that person....they could feel what was coming before the person could perform the action against them, and would compensate accordingly.
Interestingly these concepts seems to be helping me hold my focus....distractions come up in my mind and I side step them. If I (metaphorically) fall off that cliff I will prepare for the landing and roll out of it like a ninja :P Or will get a bloody nose trying at least.
Personally I know that I still don't fully feel these things emotionally....so I can't even begin to conceive of how painful it must be to be in Laura's or her families shoes. Just saying thanks for doing what you do doesn't seem to be enough anymore. So am going to try and say thanks by being of service as best I can.
Mountain Crown
The Living Force
Bo said:
It's plausible that in a dream Laura may represent within you the desire for true existence. Bouncing back from a fall like that with only bruises saying "I'm OK" could be seen as reassuring, no?
Laura's reply to your post attesting to her own resiliency adds support to faith in that holy desire.
Just a thought.
Then, it is also possible that when the program to "destroy Laura" or at least "wear her down" gets beamed out, SOME people are susceptible, lack insight, and activate the program in whatever way is available to them at the moment - i.e. vectors - and others who have insight just pick it up and it moves to consciousness via dreams.
Hmm, really interesting thoughts. I'll just add that we should all redouble our vigilance. Stay alert, everyone and please take care of yourselves and each other.
Over the last week or so the I've been dreaming at least two very vivid dreams per night. There's a new dynamic in them where there are a lot of people present in those dreams, actually it's quite crowded in them.
Another interesting thing is that some of these dreams involve my old friends I'm not in touch with anymore. Back then interacting with them was certainly STS and hardly any respect.
Just a thought to add to this thread.
Another interesting thing is that some of these dreams involve my old friends I'm not in touch with anymore. Back then interacting with them was certainly STS and hardly any respect.
Just a thought to add to this thread.
Possibly not related to the being careful aspect, but yesterday i almost got killed by a car while crossing a road. According to my perceptions at the moment the car looked like it came from nowhere (the road was empty and i didn't see it coming). In any case, one should be careful, especially the chateau crew, there is something in the air.
Mrs.Tigersoap
The Living Force
Shijing said:
As Tigersoap was saying, we are really feeling under the weather (no pun intended) for the moment, with really strong flu symptoms. They are actually quite reminiscent of the symptoms I had last year with the swine flu thing. It went right to my lungs (my weakness) and now I'm asthmatic all over again. I have to sleep almost sitting or I just suffocate... I took vitamin C, NAC and essential oils, etc. and it's getting a little better. I was wondering yesterday if we could be under some sort of attack (Tigersoap is tired from the illness, was less vigilent while driving and we almost ran in a streetcar, our daughter has been really agitated and difficult, have some administrative setbacks for an important project, etc.), but did not want to be too paranoid either.
Everyone on the forum, take good care of yourselves.
RyanX
The Living Force
Laura said:
That's funny you mention beaming. I had a series of dreams last night early in the night. Usually I don't remember much of my dreams early in the night. It isn't until around 3-4ish that I start to actually remember scenes and other happenings. But last night was different. I remember a lot of 'dialog' in the beginning of the night, and it was much more pronounced than the usual noise that accompanies my pre-dream sleep. I wish I would have written it down when I woke up in the middle of the night because it seems like my dreams later on erased whatever recall I had from the beginning of the night.
I remember the main focus centered on this group and how some form of attack was in the works. The dream dialog gave little detail about what the vector would be. For some reason the letter 'M' was a reoccurring theme in the dream conversation as was the color red for some reason. I thought the 'M' might denote the constellation symbol for Cassiopeia, perhaps.
I just thought I'd throw this out there since it seems several other people are picking up strange things in their dreams.
FWIW.
I had a dream last night in which Ark was showing off his new red boots. I think I felt embarrassed for him but he didn't care!
That's all I recall unfortunately.
When I first had dreams in which Ark and/or Laura and other members appeared, I was wowed by them, thinking them imbued with meaning and particular relevance to me and my 'speshulness'. But I have them from time to time now and just write down what I can remember and take them in my stride, so to speak.
That's all I recall unfortunately.
When I first had dreams in which Ark and/or Laura and other members appeared, I was wowed by them, thinking them imbued with meaning and particular relevance to me and my 'speshulness'. But I have them from time to time now and just write down what I can remember and take them in my stride, so to speak.
I've noticed when I do the full EE (not as often as I'd like to) I seem to have very vivid dreams.
Strangely I also have been unwell, very unusual for me as I'm very healthy whatever the weather and we are into late spring.
This week my reading has been the second half of the Wave book 2, all about the attacks Laura was having in the early days of Cassie contact, I just couldn't believe someone could have so much thrown at them and still be standing, what a constitution!
Thank you Laura for all the trials and tribulations you have had to endure to bring us this knowledge and awareness we are most definately going to need.
Strangely I also have been unwell, very unusual for me as I'm very healthy whatever the weather and we are into late spring.
This week my reading has been the second half of the Wave book 2, all about the attacks Laura was having in the early days of Cassie contact, I just couldn't believe someone could have so much thrown at them and still be standing, what a constitution!
Thank you Laura for all the trials and tribulations you have had to endure to bring us this knowledge and awareness we are most definately going to need.
Shijing said:
Bo said:
Jesus! I just had to struggle to not fall from my chair while reading your dream!!! In the same night as you (from 27th to 28th of October) I dreamt about the group which was at a kind of a hiking day. It was a beautiful landscape with a big mountain. Group members were all over the place. I was standing on another mountain and observed one particlular member which shortly after that fell from the other mountain edge into a not too deep, rocky lake. I was horrified watching this, thinking that that person is now dead. And I was even more horrified when the lake turned red from the blood.
I was very disturbed by this dream but thought it was caused by me reading Laura's article in the Dot Connector Magazine about witches that were burned at the stake. I read it directly before falling asleep.
I wonder what that means!
Avi
Jedi Council Member
I've had a few distrubing dreams of late, warning type messages, though not of Laura, per se, this time around. A few nights, maybe a week back, would be the one that caught my attention the most, a giant spider, just as I awoke, was coming at me.
This kind of image has been in my inner vision for some time now, like I am being hunted and I can sense the hunter, but not see, except in dreams.
This kind of image has been in my inner vision for some time now, like I am being hunted and I can sense the hunter, but not see, except in dreams.
Now that I wrote about this dream I remember a second dream about Laura, which I had the day before. I was tearful and I was trying to hug her but she ducked to the floor and got out of my area quickly. I interpreted it in this way that I shouldn't allow myself to be a burdening factor for her and that she knows what to do to navigate away from such situations.
