agni,
I am not sure that whatever you have decided worked for you personally translates to a harmonious participation in this forum. You have been rambling for several hours here, using foul language and then laugh it off as "come on guys! let's have some fun!" and all to really say nothing.
It is not the purpose of this forum, it's become noise.
As suggested above, maybe you do need assistance but I daresay the type of assistance you need won't be found here
I am not sure that whatever you have decided worked for you personally translates to a harmonious participation in this forum. You have been rambling for several hours here, using foul language and then laugh it off as "come on guys! let's have some fun!" and all to really say nothing.
It is not the purpose of this forum, it's become noise.
As suggested above, maybe you do need assistance but I daresay the type of assistance you need won't be found here