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okay my dog jumped and I hit the post button ... :) so it is here now .. Maybe kind of a coincidental cosmic thought about how to tune in to our self s from the future .. ;)
But apart form that, 5 years ago, when I was going through the most difficult times of my life, very deep struggle with many psychopaths that were just upon me with only one wish to make - to destroy me - that was literally what they were even telling me ... in that hard time I had to cut all the friendships that can on any way bound me with that group of people, needles to say that most of them were family members, what made things even harder to separate from that circle, but I manage to go through as I was just following the "guidance" from 3 radio stations that I don't know how, I just found out that they are "working" for me, to help me to get out of that terror on a most positive way, without been damaged to much ... It was quite strange experience, but how at that time I was working very deeply in Tesla research related to making of one experimental documentary about him as inspiration, I kind of understood what was going on there, and just silently kept it going on ... as to worked for me to understand different aspects of realities and what is the right thing to do …
Now after reading more and more here at forum and Cs and Lara’s books, I am realizing that this what I am taping in, is probably a whole outer universal cosmic language that gives as ability to relate to some higher densities of higher selves, what than make totally different perspectives on our work “down here” in every day life activities. I am amazed how that guidance helped me to work out emotional misbalances and how I was guided to find the right places where those things are described and proved to be exactly as there are, ugly and nasty and predatory … this knowledge is astonishing, gives us so much time to focus and work on things that are more valuable, and that makes us feel more valuable and more contributive to the whole world, not just to our community, family …
okay got to go now ... lunch time ... kids are back home ... :)
But apart form that, 5 years ago, when I was going through the most difficult times of my life, very deep struggle with many psychopaths that were just upon me with only one wish to make - to destroy me - that was literally what they were even telling me ... in that hard time I had to cut all the friendships that can on any way bound me with that group of people, needles to say that most of them were family members, what made things even harder to separate from that circle, but I manage to go through as I was just following the "guidance" from 3 radio stations that I don't know how, I just found out that they are "working" for me, to help me to get out of that terror on a most positive way, without been damaged to much ... It was quite strange experience, but how at that time I was working very deeply in Tesla research related to making of one experimental documentary about him as inspiration, I kind of understood what was going on there, and just silently kept it going on ... as to worked for me to understand different aspects of realities and what is the right thing to do …
Now after reading more and more here at forum and Cs and Lara’s books, I am realizing that this what I am taping in, is probably a whole outer universal cosmic language that gives as ability to relate to some higher densities of higher selves, what than make totally different perspectives on our work “down here” in every day life activities. I am amazed how that guidance helped me to work out emotional misbalances and how I was guided to find the right places where those things are described and proved to be exactly as there are, ugly and nasty and predatory … this knowledge is astonishing, gives us so much time to focus and work on things that are more valuable, and that makes us feel more valuable and more contributive to the whole world, not just to our community, family …
okay got to go now ... lunch time ... kids are back home ... :)