Thanks anart.
anart said:
you're being exceptionally rigid in your thinking about it.
Yeah, I know. Pisses me off sometimes. I guess my next question is, if I may, how to become less rigid about things ? Thing is, I heavily rely on logic. For me it's prove or disprove, makes sense or does not. Logic can be faulty, and in hands of the idiot even dangerous. I do acknowledge that, especially considering the fact that my machine is certainly not in tune. I do not know any different way to look at things. Or in other words, I do not know any better. I am not sure if I even can learn to see and process things much differently.
Perhaps my understanding of the machine is built on wrong foundation. Thing is I see it as a lens of some sort akin to interface between soul or some sort of inner energy and reality. And when the lens are dirty, or mis-tuned, I logically make conclusion that anything else seen through the lens, until machine is more or less workable will be skewed, including perception of reality, intent, aim and pretty much anything else. Thus anything beyond that point in terms of energy distribution I find rather questionable. From what I have observed, principle of the machine is rather universal, thus I make logical conclusion that same probably applies to everyone. Perhaps I underestimate driving abilities of others and their dealing with machine. But looking at this world, I hardly see any evidence to oppose that logic. So it makes me feel pretty confident to say how it works (from limited 3D perspective). Pretty twisted, ey ?
I do not really care to find out that I am wrong. I attempt to give best of my questionable logic to public, in hopes that someone will disproves me through counter logic. I only will be grateful to that whether I like it or not. But ironically, it's no one else responsibility to do so, nor I feel entitled to that. Pretty ironic, isn't it ?
anart said:
For example, it was the rudimentary understanding that I developed about hyperdimensional realities that opened me up to the possibility of the Work and its application in a lifetime. So, it could be argued that without that rudimentary understanding (and by rudimentary I mean the understanding that is capable from a 3d perspective, which is not really an understanding at all!), I would not have been open to the importance of the Work. While this was just my personal experience, it is an example of how varied and complex this entire experience is. Things are rarely as simple and delineated as you seem to want to make them.
Oh, true that ! However, you did not end up with New Age type of thinking and their understanding of hyperdimensional realities, didn't you ? Why is that ? (that if you do not mind to share of course)
I am pretty sure I am being rigid again and stuck in same type of thinking. It's embarrassing that for all these years of being here, I still seem to have very little idea about what is going on and how things work.
Would it be better to take it to Swamp area, because I'd rather not to invade Menna's topic ?
Thank you All !