I have been talking throughout this book about the multi-dimensional nature of existence.
That makes it hard, indeed impossible, to give the true picture of what is happening in
our world, our frequency range.
I mean, what is true? Once you enter the realms of multi-dimensional reality, you
see that there is no ultimate truth, except that we are all the same energy expressing
itself in infinite ways. After that we are pretty much through with "truth".
Everything else is not so much truth, but our perspective of what we see. Or think
we see. What is true in my universe will not necessarily be true in yours. What you
have been reading is my universe, my reality, at this point. Or, rather, one of my
realities. We are imprisoned by the belief that if one thing is "true" the opposite
can't be true. But it can, and it is. It's just that they come from different perspectives
of the same event. For instance, if the world is not perfect, how, at the same time,
can it also be perfect? But it can and it is. When you look at the world from the
Matrix perspective, it is far from perfect, whatever perfect is. We see untold
suffering, abuse, conflict, and sadness. So the reality that the world is not perfect is
valid and supportable. But how can we evolve and grow into greater knowledge,
wisdom, and understanding unless we face the consequences of our actions? We
can't. If a child had no consequences of his or her behaviour, they would not change
the behaviour and make different choices. What Creation does magnificently is to
put the consequences of our choices, or more accurately the intent behind those
choices, in front of our faces. This imperfect world is the consequence of human
choices, the choice of those who wish to control and destroy, and the choice of those
who sit back and let them do it, or close their minds to what is happening because
they think it is easier that way. So in terms of our evolutionary journey, Creation is
presenting the consequences of our action and inaction and, in doing so, it makes
the world we live in absolutely perfect because we are experiencing what we need
to experience. Two apparent opposites, but both are true. Life is a paradox, but then
again, it's not, because these are not paradoxes, they are different perspectives. They
are not contradictions, they are comprehensions.
I have been told from time to time that I am contradictory in what I say and do.
But I'm not. That is just those people's perspective. And if you judge a multidimensional
being from one perspective, you are going to see apparent contradictions. As we judge
what a person says or does, do we ever ask which level, therefore perspective, those
words and actions are coming from? No, we see one person and make judgements as if they
are one person. But we are many "people". If I am reacting or seeing something in that
moment from the view of my Matrix-level holographic "physical" image, I am going to see
things a certain way. But, in another moment of reflection when I open up the connection to
my higher levels of being, I will see the same events and experiences in a very different
light. That's not contradiction, it is the comprehension of the level that is observing. If
you watch one of my talks you will see me moving realities as I go along, always culminating
in the ultimate reality that we are all one and that one is love. So I have written this book
from one perspective of reality and it offers, I would submit, an accurate theme of what is
happening in that reality. But it's not the only one, and I see this same theme and story
from many other realities. At the highest reality I have accessed thus far, it's all just a
game. A cosmic game called evolution, a game called love.
The Matrix is like a cinema screen and we are the cast in the picture. Or, as
"Shakespeare" put it, all the world's a stage and we are the players. If the reptilians
and other astral manipulators did not exist, we would have to invent them. In fact
we probably have. They are other levels of ourselves putting ourselves in our face.
They are a level of our own infinite self, one of our realities, that we are being
challenged to face and transform. If we hate them, we hate ourselves. They are our
shadow, that part of ourselves that we do not want to face, acknowledge, or admit
to. While our shadow self is hidden from us, the reptilians will stay hidden and
continue to covertly control. As we acknowledge it, so they will emerge and we
will see what is going on. One is a reflection of the other. The more we deny our
shadow side, the more the consequences will be placed before us because that's the
way the game works. The longer we stay in denial, the more powerful and
challenging the consequences become. That is our choice. See it now or see it later.
Because we are going to see it. The question is how extreme must be the
consequences before we do? In this movie, The Great Illusion, we play our parts in
mutual service to the cosmic game. If Richard Warman did not determine to silence
me and suppress my information, I would not have the challenge to overcome that
frustration and grow from it. If Richard Warman did not have me, he would not
face the consequences of his actions and learn from the experiences that Creation
will present to him. If journalists like Jason Cowley did not misrepresent me and
my work, I would not have the major challenge to disconnect from Matrix
reactions and, again, feel the frustration at what is written. Nor would I be given
such a wonderful opportunity to see how journalists defend and underpin the
Matrix mentality. If Cowley did not have me, as the evidence emerges to show the
validity of what he dismisses and ridicules, he would not have the opportunity to
see what a prison he lives in and perpetuates for others. If we did not have the
Illuminati, we could not experience the consequences of what happens when you
give your mind away to someone else's reality and insist that everyone else does
the same. If the Illuminati did not have the human race, they could not face the
coming consequences of seeking to impose their will on others. We are all
providing experiences for each other. In fact, we are providing them for ourselves
because we are everything. There is no us and no them and no "we". There is only
one infinite "I". We are the reptilians and the "demons" and, at the same time, we
are those they manipulate because we are all the same "I".
So what I have presented here is one level of the Cosmic Game - the point where
the game interacts with dense physical reality. It is not the whole story, only part of it.
The challenge of the game is to see that it's a game. Once we do that and see
through the illusion, we hit the jackpot, the doorway opens, and we get out of here.
We can still be in it physically, but we are no longer of it. The experiences my life
have set before me since 1991 particularly, often extreme and played out in the
public eye in Britain, have not yet freed me from the Matrix. But they have made
me free-er than ever before. And I'll get there. I have yet to meet anyone who is
fully free of the illusion because we look it in the face every minute of our lives. I
have met many who think they are, but they are just caught in another facet of the
illusion. They are entrapped by the illusion that they are free of the illusion while
continuing to be controlled by it. The more I disentangle my lower mind from the
Matrix, the crazier and more extreme people think I am. But I'm not crazy and
extreme. That is only the perception of those mesmerised by the Matrix and if only
they could step back and observe the world they believe is "normal" and "sane",
they would see just how extreme and crazy that is.
In my experience, and that's all I can speak from, the first step to freedom is to
realise that we live an illusion. Without that, the Matrix always wins. Doing this is
not easy when everything seems so "real". Our senses deceive us and confuse us
because they are accessing such a tiny fraction of all that is. If our radio and
television could only tune to CNN or the BBC we would get a very narrow band of
reality. It would be a desperately limited and biased vision of life and possibility.
There would be so much that we would never know about. Our physical senses
disinform us in the same way, unless we balance that by opening ourselves to our
higher frequencies of perception and intuition that can recognise an illusion when
they see one. So the foundation of freedom from the Matrix mentality is to know
that we live in a dream world created by our own minds and those who condition
them. More and more, I look at the physical world and see it as vibrating energy.
The numbers and codes in the Matrix movie is a good way to visualise it. I find
that this constantly re-confirms to me that I live in a virtual reality computer game
and what we see is whatever we think we see or are told we see. It keeps me on my
guard against falling for the Matrix mentality. When you perceive those who
harass you and situations that challenge you as merely vibrating numbers and
codes, it takes the sting from the experience and your emotional response because
you can see it's not real. You know you are like the guy in the computer game
dodging the bullets fired by a spotty-faced 15-year-old sitting in his bedroom hour
after hour. If you get hit, the game just starts again. No one's really dead. They just
play dead and then continue their eternity. We live forever. We are the players in
the game and we are those controlling the game and observing the game. We are
the game. As Bill Hicks said of life:
"It's like a ride in an amusement park and when you go on it you think it's real,
because that's how powerful our minds are. The ride goes up and down, round and
round, it has thrills and chills, and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud. And
it's fun for a while. Some have been on the ride a long time and they begin to
question: Is this real, or is this just a ride? And others have remembered and they
come back to us and they say: Hey, don't be afraid ever, because this is just a ride.
And we kill those people.
"Shut him up, I've got a lot invested in this ride, shut him up. Look at my furrows of
worry, my big bank account, and my family. This has to be real. It's just a ride, but we
always kill those good guys who try to tell us that and let the demons run amok. But
it doesn't matter because it's just a ride and we can change it anytime we want. No
job, no savings money, just a choice right now between fear and love."
And that's all it is. Fear in all its infinite expressions like guilt and resentment
and a desire for revenge, is the low-vibrational emotion that holds us in the pen, the
Great Illusion. Love, in its purest sense, is our highest vibrational state and one that
connects us with the highest level of all that is. All that we are. That transformation
of perspective, from fear to love, vibrates us out of the Matrix mentality and we step
out of the game and out of the illusion that it's all "real". If you observe parts of this
book, particularly the chapter, The Gatekeepers, you will feel my Matrix level, my
holographic image, screaming inside with frustration at the way we control and
imprison each other. That's one reality and a valid one from that point of
observation. But when I open my heart to the love vibration and open my mind to
acknowledge the illusion, the frustration dissolves because it's just a game, just a
ride, just a movie of our own making. We can make it a nice picture or a horror film.
That's our choice. It is, always was, and will always be.
