Hi everyone, thanks for all the well wishes. I am still quite sore and uncomfortable, but its getting a bit better.
Laura said:
Indeed, let us know what we can do. And hang in there and take the pain meds as long as you need them and then detox
I can't think of anything I need, just the support I get here is always the best. I have tried to keep a positive attitude through this whole thing, but now and then I get a little down. It is nice to come here and see everyone that is behind me. I find myself thinking, is there something else I could be doing to heal myself? I used to believe that the reason that I had bladder cancer was because I was literally pissed off in my life. I don't feel that way so much anymore, so what else could I do. Maybe this is just a physical problem due to scar tissue and there isn't any emotional ties. I dunno. Just been doing a lot of thinking in all my down time the last few days.
The doctor put a stent inside of me that goes from my bladder, up through my ureter, into my kidney, and out my back to a drainage bag. In a week I will be capping off the hose in my back, and we will see if it starts draining well back into my bladder. If that goes well, after 2 weeks they will remove my stent and place a tube just from my kidney out through my back so I will have an emergency drain until its all certain that its working well. Then I should be completely tube free. If it doesn't work, I believe I will be having major surgery to rebuild my bladder, and if that doesn't work, the doctor said I would have to have the tube out my back from my kidney forever. (nephrostomy tube) I am trying to remain positive, and I do have a good feeling that it will work. I truly am happy to be alive, and I have had no reoccurence of cancer. So I keep that thought always in my mind, and to be thankful for what I do have...it could always be worse!!