Cassiopaeans Be Careful

[Beau]

If you're back flares up at all, instead of doing the cold/hot method in the shower, you can purchase IcyHot, which are little strips that you can put on certain spots on your back or other parts of your body that are sore, that will alternatively heat up and cool down. A lot of athletes use this method to cure ailing back pain.

 

[Ca.]

Mac: I've been where your at many times and there may be a time I will be there again, as they do what they do, I find patience as big venture, as well as a good walk ( if you can do so) helps clear the mind. The walk also promotes, a feeling of well being, as well as to getting out of the house, to avoid the cluster effect to being a target.
And as "mkrnhr" has stated, everything cycles and it will come to past. I have found to be true, as she has stated.
In fact, it only made me stronger to resistance of there moves of conquest, capture, and destruction.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------We got your back, but you will have to watch your front. Stay sane, TO stay safe!

September 21, 2002
Ark, Laura

Q: Hello.
A: Hello! So place your hand in mine.
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
A: Calonia.
Q: And where do you transmit through?
A: Cassiopaea.
Q: (A) Is it an objective fact that I think much more clearly outside than inside, as I was noticing over the past weeks?
A: Yes. It is due to long wave cluster pattern in the house.
Q: (A) Is this due to some external source?
A: Yes.
Q: (A) What is the location of the source?
A: Hidden source. Think in terms of military generators placed at specific locations for general "control."
Q: (L) So everybody is being bombarded by it so nobody can think. Everybody's asleep. (A) Why does it affect me more than Laura?
A: It doesn't. Just different symptoms.
Q: (A) Still, I would like to understand why being outside, why walking...
A: Geometrical structures cause "clustering."
Q: (A) Can we a) shield, b) have some antidote that would somehow weaken...
A: The best antidote is to move.
Q: (A) Yes, this is the best antidote. But, in order to move we have to do certain things - it would be nice if we could do these certain things in better mind capacity - therefore, what is the next best antidote that can be applied here, before we move?
A: Wave generator with broad-spectrum capability so as to cancel.
Q: (A) What waves: acoustic or electromagnetic?
A: EM.
Q: (A) Are such wave generators commercially available?
A: Probably not. Why not build one?
Q: (A) Okay, we can build a wave generator. What power is needed? If we build an EM wave generator, it will just create EM noise, right?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) So, we'll be poisoning ourselves twice! (A) Right!
A: Unless detector that is adjustable is added and tuned to precise canceling frequency.
Q: (L) I think it would be cheaper to move. (A) A broad band wave generator, like a damaged florescent tube produces all kinds of EM noise. But if you tune the frequency. (L) Well, you have to have a detector AND a tuner. Cheaper to move.
A: Better, too!
Q: (A) There must be some way to make the body less vulnerable to these things.
A: Silk clothing and headgear.
Q: (A) I know! Aluminum pyramids! [Laughter.]
A: With silk lining.
Q: (L) What about these metallicized reflector curtains I have to keep the heat out, do they help? And don't forget that your office has that cathedral ceiling - a pyramid. They said something about the geometrical structure.
A: Yes.
Q: (A) Okay, if we change the geometric structure somehow, it would help, right? (L) We could hang something from the ceiling that moves - a ceiling fan? It would produce noise, EM, moves the air...(A) That may help. But then, if we had the ozone generator, a fan would move ions around. Ions, while they are moving, are an electric current. They would produce noise. So that may help. (L) So we need to build the ozone generator.
A: All helpful. But still the best option is sell and move.
Q: (L) You have NEVER told us that it was a good idea to sell and move. Every other time I have ever asked, the answer has been negative. Why, all of a sudden, is selling the house and moving a good idea? A: Things are moving rapidly now.

 

[Faith]

Oh, and 'identifying with sth.' is a bad thing, isn't it? This one always gets me into trouble.

I would not say it's a bad or a good thing but a choice requiring work and sincerity as is everything else, osit

I don't know if it's very external considering of me to go on with this, but this 'identification issue' is bothering me all the time! I can only hope that this is somehow entertaining for the ones who have already managed this successfully. Maybe they could help me understand what's good about it. Maybe I need another mirror :/ (please, that's not an invitation)


Mac, I hope I have not misused your thread. If I did, I would like to apologize for being selfish. Maybe I am just scared of this matrix thing and it's implications. I don't want to show up on anygray's radar. I did not mean to trivialize your experience.


:) Ana, the way I see it, it goes like this: 'Identification' always leads me into 'being addicted' which then leads to 'collecting assets and property of some sort', which than leads to 'being different, separated from all the others)'. From there go two more tracks leading into 'feeling important (being a winner)' or 'feeling foolish (being a looser). That depends. If I could distance myself from this self-importance-program, I would be able to see without getting angry or narcissistic. I would not want to controll it or to own it, would I? I simply would be whatever life had in store for me in that very second. That really must be a relief, a vacation for my soul, if I had evolved one ;)

 

[JonnyRadar]

'Identification' always leads me into 'being addicted' which then leads to 'collecting assets and property of some sort', which than leads to 'being different, separated from all the others)'. From there go two more tracks leading into 'feeling important (being a winner)' or 'feeling foolish (being a looser). That depends. If I could distance myself from this self-importance-program, I would be able to see without getting angry or narcissistic. I would not want to controll it or to own it, would I? I simply would be whatever life had in store for me in that very second. That really must be a relief, a vacation for my soul, if I had evolved one ;)

floetus, try this, if I may, ask yourself "who AM I?" Do you feel like you know yourself? The connection as I see it is, when you feel identified with an STS impulse, ask yourself, do I want this? Do you, at your core, really desire to identify with that impulse? If not, then at least you have some ground to dig your feet into, and you can remind yourself of that every time you "fail." Failure can be another chance to learn... You can proceed from there with the knowledge of who you truly desire to become, and that can be the fuel for your Work. And when you identify, you can have a little ignition that reminds you of the true desire to not identify.

 

[Navigator]

Mac, it is great news that you are OK.

Remember what happened to Laura?, she had a car accident too, provoked by a sleepy driver. Weird, I had an event that somehow resembles your own. I was just GOING TO deliver the FOTCM papers to the mail office when suddenly at a stop I saw behind a car that was coming too fast, I immediately thought that he was going to hit me so I made a last second effort to release the clutch a little and allow the car to walk a few inches trying to avoid the collision.

Then the car hit from behind. The impact wasn't hard and I was OK, and I thought also that the driver should be OK, so after a few seconds absorbing the situation I thought "Oh no! this can't be happening" (the car was on a streak of misfortune being broken one thing after another). I got up and the guy yells from his car, "nothing happened to you", I checked the behind of my relatively fragile car and I saw a tiny scratch that wasn't worth the hassle of calling the insurance company.

I shared this with a friend and he thought that if it wasn't because I was alert of my surroundings, that crash could have done a lot more damage. I think he is right, all of this I believe is due to constant vigilance and of course, the tranquility and alertness brought by EE.

 

[Oompaloompa]

Glad your ok Mac. :)

I was mailing my FOTCM application at the Post Office last week. Upon return to my car, it failed to start. I had just spent the past hour driving around paying bills. My car showed no signs of trouble that day. I wound up having it towed and replacing a starter.

 

[Faith]

floetus, try this, if I may, ask yourself "who AM I?" Do you feel like you know yourself? The connection as I see it is, when you feel identified with an STS impulse, ask yourself, do I want this? Do you, at your core, really desire to identify with that impulse? If not, then at least you have some ground to dig your feet into, and you can remind yourself of that every time you "fail." Failure can be another chance to learn... You can proceed from there with the knowledge of who you truly desire to become, and that can be the fuel for your Work. And when you identify, you can have a little ignition that reminds you of the true desire to not identify.

Thanks, man! :) You hit the nail on the head! That's the centre of interest. I don't feel like I know myself. There was a time when I asked people if they know themselves. I always felt like being the pilot of a complicated biomecha-kind of body-machine that I could not understand. Whenever I got sick I wondered why the hell I don't know what causes the symptoms of illness. There was nothing on screen. My cells always kept this knowledge from me. Why do I need a doctor who tells me whats wrong? Since I realised how strange I am, actually, I've been afraid of dreaming, of lucid dreaming in particular. I am afraid of my own subconsciousness, of it's strangeness.

What do I really want? I want to evolve. I want to see things grow. I want to be part of it. I want to be free. I want to get rid of expectations. I want to unify myselves and just flow! It's the GROOVE I want, actually :) It's quite clear now, I think. Thanks for hitting the nail. It's my head actually :P

STS as described in 'the wave' is the path of selfbetrayal that leads to infinite loneliness, which would be the last thing I need. In philosophical terms I could never understand this concept! It makes you strong by force, but just on the surface. It has no roots and you fragging need roots to grow. It's the tail wagging the dog. It really is shortwave-thinking

 

[Thomas Alan]

Mac, I hope I have not misused your thread. If I did, I would like to apologize for being selfish. Maybe I am just scared of this matrix thing and it's implications. I don't want to show up on anygray's radar. I did not mean to trivialize your experience.

Hi, Floetus: Once we begin a thread it takes on a life of it's own. Looks like you are getting some good feedback. Learning is what the Forum is for.

Mac: I've been where your at many times and there may be a time I will be there again, as they do what they do, I find patience as big venture, as well as a good walk ( if you can do so) helps clear the mind. The walk also promotes, a feeling of well being, as well as to getting out of the house, to avoid the cluster effect to being a target.
And as "mkrnhr" has stated, everything cycles and it will come to past. I have found to be true, as she has stated.
In fact, it only made me stronger to resistance of there moves of conquest, capture, and destruction.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------We got your back but you will have to watch your front. stay safe!


A: Things are moving rapidly now.

Thanks, I know that this too shall pass away. And I will be stronger. The accident changed something very deep inside me. Perhaps the false personalities illusion of safety in routine was shattered. The appearance that things are closing in is probably just situations that were there all along but now I see them stark and obvious. I suddenly saw my position at work as shaky. More likely everyone's job in that place is vulnerable. They keep it that way so that everyone is afraid.

I saw that though my health program has kept going all these years (kept me here long enough to find Cassiopaea) that my body is fragile and easily destroyed in an instant.

The Terror of the Situation. Perhaps this wasn't the bad guys of the Universe trying to kill me but I am being offered wisdom by the Terrible Grace of God.

Almost seems the world is closing in on me.

Mac, darkeness passes, and as soon as this temporary but still difficult time passes, you will feel very good. Keep faith in your self

Thanks, so much, mkrnhr. Just to know that we have this community helps so much.

Quote from: Nook on Today at 08:57:54 PM
About your muscles: I heard a way to make your muscles feel better:
In the shower, first use totally cold water, then very hot. This is supposed to help relieve pain in muscles.

Thanks, for this info. My hip is very sore. The job I have is very physical making healing very slow. I have been reluctant to use cold because winter's icy grip is still upon us. I have never seen such a winter. Consistently cold and cloudy, some the snow piles here have been with us since early December. And where the snow has cleared there are depressions in the ground like there have been tons of rocks laying there.

Thanks to all for the encouragement. All is Lessons!

Mac

moderator's edit: fixed quote.

 

[Nook]

About your muscles: I heard a way to make your muscles feel better:
In the shower, first use totally cold water, then very hot. This is supposed to help relieve pain in muscles.

That sounds brutal to the body and muscles, Nook! I don't know if i am oversensitive or what, but if i do the above, yes, i wouldn't feel pain in my muscles, but everywhere, even psychological pain! ;) Did you ever try it?

No, Alana, not me personally. :)
But a friend of mine. A pianist on top of that. He told me that when he had to teach all day and was drop-dead tired at the end of the day (when he was supposed to get ready for a late rehearsal at night) he remembered this (a Hungarian doctor told him to try it some time ago) and he tried it. He immediately felt better and did the rehearsal without a problem.


Mac, I hope that your pain seems far away and that you are well now :)

 

[Infiniteness]

I also was in a car accident about a month ago and my car also got totaled. Lucky I didn't get injured, but we have to be more careful, because things are heating up. Glad you doing OK.

 

[Lauranimal]

Glad to hear you are OK infiniteness. Sorry to hear of your accident. I don't even cross the street anymore without looking both ways twice.

 

[Infiniteness]

Glad to hear you are OK infiniteness. Sorry to hear of your accident. I don't even cross the street anymore without looking both ways twice.

Thank you Lauranimal :)

 

[Gonzo]

Mac, Infiniteness and anyone else who have recently been involved in accidents, I hope you continue to be alright and am glad you are still with us.

I have to admit that after the various attacks on the team and forumites, including having lost Pepperfritz, I have become extra careful.

I have been known to walk while reading my BlackBerry (mostly Cass or SOTT related info) and get a lot of comments from people at work suggesting I will someday walk into a wall or something.

A few weeks ago it dawned on me that a good way to knock me off would be to arrange for me to get hit by a car; everyone would assume I was probably reading my BlackBerry and not paying attention.

So, like the Cs said:
- Lesson number 1: Always expect attack.
- Lesson number 2: Know the modes of same.
- Lesson number 3: Know how to conteract same.

With that in mind, I started putting the device away when crossing a road, even when there is no traffic coming. If you ever hear of my getting hit by a car or having some other tragic fate where my BlackBerry allegedly was a distraction, don't buy it.

Take care, please,
Gonzo

 

[Lauranimal]

I was driving home from an early morning meeting this morning in heavy traffic, and noticed the license plate on the car in front of me: MAO-N4D.

I thought to myself, watch out for this guy... he's gonna do something stupid. (He didn't) ... but it was a reminder to be vigilant ... particularly when I was so tired and surrounded by chaotic traffic.

Interestingly enough, the associations I made in my mind for 4D, were of the STS variety. Perhaps owing to MAO inhibitors (antidepresant drugs) association. But it now occurs to me that that there are also 4D STO!!! And I am thinking to myself... how does one recognize subtle hints and symbolic occurrences that are of the STO variety?

Either way ... good reminder to keep my eyes open, and use care in all that I do.

 

[RyanX]

Interestingly enough, the associations I made in my mind for 4D, were of the STS variety. Perhaps owing to MAO inhibitors (antidepresant drugs) association. But it now occurs to me that that there are also 4D STO!!! And I am thinking to myself... how does one recognize subtle hints and symbolic occurrences that are of the STO variety?

Auranimal,

This is a good question and one I've often wondered about myself. It seems to me that there is a certain flavor to STS hints, synchronicities symbolic messages or whatever you want to call them. They tend to feel intrusive and "pushy" - if that is the correct word. They tend to reaffirm ego-based thinking too, although for most people this isn't obvious at first.

The ones of the STO variety tend to be more subtle, although not always. Sometimes they aren't easily recognized right away, or are sometimes we mistake them for STS messages until pointed out otherwise. They also seem to coincide with the general flow of life and don't seem as artificially induced.

I'll admit these observations are highly subjective, but it's the best I can think of at the moment. I expect there is a lot I'm still missing here.