I can relate to that anger as probably most here on the forum. But I also find it draining and exhausting.
Every day we're bombarded with details, happenings, information, incidents, injustices - it's really just an overload of 'bad things' creating anger to identify with.
Thus it's so difficult to find that quiet place inside for a broader perspective and all the while feeding the control system with this energy.
These buggers are so clever as to harvest the energy of all people regardless of their stand and world view.
The further we move into this whole 'end time scenario' the more I start to believe that this is really only about 'choice'. We won't stop what is unfolding even with greater numbers, osit.
That one parlamentarian won't change much but he made a personal choice to speak up thus working on his own path and destiny.
All of us have to choose and our choice will make the difference- on a personal but also on a cosmic level even if we cannot see ahead of our little 'I's'.
The C's said that we cannot beat 'them' in 3D and this rings true to me.
So what I find most hard and difficult to do is to keep the anger in check, my self righteous indignation about what we see every day, the folly, the insanity, the agression, the injustice. To recognize and discipline the emotional turmoil all this is creating is such a great lesson and so hard to achieve.
Last night, after a week at work with the now all too common aggression, insults, physical violence etc., my son was practising the ukulele. So we sang 'Halleluja', 'Let it be' and 'Scarborough Fair' when all the floodgates opened. The tears were flowing freely and I let them do so through 5 parts of 'Outlander.
Well, I think it was all this built-up anger and sadness that had to come out.
Still, I feel I'm easy prey when I have so much anger bottled up inside. Besides, making me feel unattractive due to puffy eyes today.