Trevrizent said:
Thanks for posting this as a starter, RedFox; to get us back on line.
Glad I could help! :)
If its of use the way I breath is to relax my mouth and have it slightly open through the entire thing. Then all I do is press my tongue against the roof of my mouth while I breath in (so air goes in through my nose) and relax my tongue when I breath out (so air goes out through my mouth). Sometimes I open and close my mouth a little too, but mostly its all done with the tongue.
I took notice of how I did this after reading this thread last night, with the idea of letting you all know how I do it. Its actually quite effortless once you get going....and I'm starting to think touching the tongue to the roof of the mouth like this is helping some sort of energy flow?
You may become over aware of new sensations when you start to breath like this....its like the itching mentioned above, it may be a distraction but it will pass.
JP said:
I'm starting to remember more of what happens when I zone out and it actually seems like a lot of fun. Today I was on the ocean riding up and down big waves. There's a reason why I was there but I can't remember.
Interestingly (and slightly annoyingly) I've not zoned out for some time now. I do however think that my dreams are where I'm either doing the stuff I would when zoned out, or I'm recalling things whilst dreaming. A few days ago I dreamt of driving (to a large event that was setting up)....I eventually noticed that my car windscreen was covered in furn leaves blocking my view...the more I looked the more blind I realised I was...and I was completely supprised/shocked I hadn't hit anything or run off the road! I leaned out the right window (oddly the car was left hand drive....this is not usual in the UK) to try and drag the furn leaves off the car....this didn't work so I stopped and got out (the left side) and cleared them easily. I was worried by how easy it was, and that when I'd get back in the car they'd still be there. (to me the whole thing seems symbolic of zoning out....stepping out the of your vehicle for a moment).
Fortunately when I got back in my car my view was now clear! Turns out I could see the car clearly too now....and was supprised by the type of car I owned (it was a car I could probably never afford in real life).
Shijing said:
This has been my experience lately as well -- E/E is comfortable, but there isn't much going on on the surface. I have had the same experience with dreams too -- since Christmas or so, I have had a very hard time remembering what I dreamt about, although I often feel that there has been something going on -- I don't know why it is. One thing I did notice was that during Christmas break, I was on vacation and missed E/E for a week for the first time since starting it, and when I started up again it felt really good to do so.
3D Student said:
Last Thursday I decided to cut the program short and just do the three stage breathing and POTS. I had some resistance to doing this when it was advised because I wanted to do as much as I could. But I had decided that I have been working too hard in many aspects and so doing just the necessary part will hopefully make things go smoother. I basically have just been stressing over time and doing.
Interesting.....I had the same thing happen with my dreams and did the same with thing with the breathing (in my case I actually stopped doing the program and just did pipe breathing and POTS before bed......which I thought was out of laziness) a month or two before Christmas. It seems that for me this was actually the best thing I could do!
Thanks to Laura for suggesting the shortened program, because it made me feel like it was ok to do.
I feel immensely healed from just doing that for the last few months......I'm aware there is more to go but it feels like something major changed in me in that time. New foundations perhaps because I feel grounded for once in my life.
I feel a constant calmness in the background even if I am stressed. And when I pay attention there is a constant joy in there too. It is steady and stable. It makes me want to sing! I've never been one for singing or even speaking much....but the last month or so I've been singing at full volume to CD's in my car :P
All my programs have gone nuts and gone into overdrive. But I can see them more now....and there is a gap forming between me and them. Not that I can do much about them (I try to none the less).....I've actually managed to Do a few things too....and stop myself from beating up myself afterwards because 'it was pitifully small'. Breaking out of my habit of 'thinking about doing but never doing' is a big one for me.
Lastly...and I think this may be something important....I'm still trying to get a handle on my weight loss (that is I appear rather underweight for my height)....it dawned on my whilst doing the POTS last night that you have to strip everything back to the beginning to rebuild it properly sometimes. It seems this is what may(?) be happening to my body. I felt like I was a kid at that point........maybe this related to the discussion about appearing younger than you are.
I also became very aware that my thoughts and beliefs have shapes and form...and the flow of energy in my body is influenced by them. It wasn't very clear, but it was there none the less. :)