happyliza
The Living Force
Thanks Adobe. love your description of how the Flashback analysis takes place! That is precisely what happens with me. I am grateful that although it is similar to a court case (and I have literally had a crash course in being cross examined in court these past weeks - and thanks to Divine help was as cool as a cucumber on 3 hours questionning without a break. My lawyer diagonally to me was shaking like a leaf for some reason, and fumbling with our papers, searching for the next 'exhibit'. So I looked at my own hands continually holding a single or double sheeted document to comment on in the dock. My hands or the paper were not even shaking one bit! I found that inspiringly incredible. Even my interpreter next to me was struggling a bit and later my lawyer told mee she misinterpreted quite a few things. But strangest of all is that out of court - there is always a long wait of 1 - 3 hours, I could feel myself getting naturally anxious - especially as our enitre saving/asset - everything I ''own' rests on winning against my deceased lawyers eldest son, whose English wife - neither of whom I had ever heard existed before - greedily want to take what is ot theirs! So I had every reason to be triple nervous in the court. Yet after noting my hands were not shaking,, I then assessed my mental acuity in my thinking processes and my responses. These too were beyond incredible as not only did I know that the entire trial depended solely on my answers to the cross examination, but also that I was purposefully being led into the barrage of trick questions to get me to incriminate myself - through careless answers, misinterpretation, or any other ploy. I kept DCM uppermost in my mind at all times and kept to honesty and authenticity, despite knowing that such never wins court cases nowadays - lies do! I was exhausted, and was luckily bought a chair to sit on. Yet at the end of it I felt truly good and great because inwardly I knew I could not have done a jot better, and I had not left ANY angle uncovered. I had done very very in depth research expecting the unexpected and preparing for it. Plus knew from my spirit family in advance that they wre all corrupt, and the lady judge had been known to them to have accepted 2 under table payments in previous cases. Plus that things will be forged and go missing but 2 documents were vital for me, which we produced one and I referred to the audit trail proof, which was the other. Spirit has told me they would help and be there all they could. Well the above energy calming and mega super simultaneous multi thinking processes, are all the proof I need. Not that I ever need any more 'proof' nowadays.@happyliza wrote:
"A recent analogy I can give is that of past memory/actions flash-backs. Over the last year, as my studies and clarifications have intensified, I have noticed that totally forgotten incidents, or actions that I thought I had dealt with, or preferred to have 'forgotten/put behind me' once analysed, suddenly appear out of the blue. Usually when driving, doing something totally different."
I’ve been having a similar experience for about 2 years. I actually think “it’s a thing” Here’s what I’ve noticed about it, and my conclusion or hypothesis.
It happens like you say, at moments of doing mundane stuff. Therefore, I have time to entertain or meditate on it. You might even say it’s polite. It waits for you to have a moment of free time.
In my mind it’s as if two lawyers show up and the discussion of the incident begins. It’s like a court room, but I have no fear of being found guilty, as a guilty verdict allows us to go on and sort out what went wrong and how it could have been handled better. Often, I blame myself rather quickly only to find out I really wasn’t to blame, and we go over the situation for the how’s and the why’s of it all. And confirm that I did the best I could do in bad and confusion situation. When some reasonable understanding comes, that’s it, it just stops, goes away in a blink.
My hypothesis is: it’s a precursor to the past life review or perhaps the past life review already in process.
@happyliza also wrote:
"Nobody came back and reported on what happened the last time the Wave occured 309k years ago regarding our personal film shows."
I’ve been thinking about that. If I’m watching an ending of a grand cycle (like the times of Noah). If so, looking closely at what I'm seeing now, and what is different that I didn’t imagine it to be?
If I’m to believe some old manuscripts, then civilization went mad, love grew cold, and every foul and evil thing was rampant. OK, I had imagined that that was man devolved back to animal, because of overcrowding etc. just that humans have a date code where they just rot, and that’s it. But…
What I’m watching now is that the rot does not appear to be natural. Country after country is falling to the purposeful manipulations of a small amount of socio and psychopathic humans “which” are controlled by inter-dimensional beings’, whose job it is to destroy the heard, and reap their portion of the harvest. Like round-up time with the cowboys having to come in collect the harvest. Routed, stampeded, branded and so forth. In this process the humans which need a stable environment lose their minds and end up “gone mad”.
And that brings me to some other “old manuscripts” that say things such as, the four horsemen of the apocalypse, or he/it (some great horrible being) will be let loose and allowed to war and cause destruction upon the whole earth for a period of time. Partly metaphorical…partly true? Add to that what we’ve been told about a porthole in Ukraine and another one in the middle east. If presently active, then the cowboy-hordes-of-hell could be coming through those portholes as we speak. Is this just a matter of what the great harvest looks like from this side?
Death by any means. Cathern A. Fitts recently said we are in a “death by any means” situation. War deaths, drug overdose deaths, nature catastrophes, injection, suicide etc. Oh, and don’t forget the Canadian gov's happy-responsible-good-citizen-suicides.
If it were given to us to write the story for the next generation to carry into the next cycle. How would “we” write it. Just the facts? A metaphoric or children’s story? Or, oh just forget it! Let them figure it out for themselves. You had to of been there.
BTW I don’t consider the human race innocent. But that’s another topic.
Afterwards my lawyer was incredulous and told me how well I had done. Especially when I couldn't hear (mega tinnitus probs actually cause near deafness under stress, but the acoustics were awful and judge and prosecution talking same time as I was sometimes!) There were absurd questions, and others I could not hear entirely, so I used my hearing and interpreting problems calmly to my advantage. I needed time to properly hear, understand and analyse the questions for what they actually were! Ironically most of these questions were then dropped or prohibited by the judge!
It was the most bizarre and sureal experience. Because although it was rapid fire questions at me - from pages of pre-written questions - I was able to simultaneously watch the whole court and event from above, as if I was simultaneously outside of my body! The same sensation as 'no time' when I was nearly killed on a zebra crossing and everything seemed to just slow down, and again you are as cool as a cucumber until you reach the pavement you were heading for and realized what just occured!
Another important aspect for me is whatever the judges verdict on the 31st, I know I was the only one with any evidence, and only one who knew all the facts from start to finish. And that I could not have improved due to all my preparation, which also meant no matter how preposterous the accusations were, they did not phase me as I was ready for them, and used them to get the points across which I knew I could not have had the opportunity to do so otherwise.
So Adobe - I got it in REAL time. But as you very well explained, that is exactly how the flashbacks occur.. Plus they are timed when we are more peaceful to deal with them, plus have all our faculties working so can see the buffers, biases, and everything else that 'IT' may wish to self argue against
I wold call it a pre-cursor to a life review because here there is no way that we can feel everything that another may have experienced from wrong or careless deeds we may have done or things said. Nor can we fully experience the depth of emotions and senses that are we will undergo during the review which is not a simple process as it is not forgettable and part of the learning is the length of conscious suffering it causes us depending on the depth of hurt that we have caused. It is far mor than just a film etc. The same with the Wave whole lives experience - it is a flash, but we don't know how 'long' that 'flash' lasts in reality.
Regarding humanity not being innocent. My 2 cents are that how can we be? Even if being complicit means we are guilty in not seeing/doing the opposite. Though there will be higher evolved spirits that elected to come down to help, so they are innocent at that juncture as far as humanity is concerned. There must have always been STO among us.
Perhaps it would have been easier to be more innocent as part of remote tribes, yet at the same time I doubt they could actually evolve as fast due to their remoteness and less contact with 'evil' and everything around us that most just take forgranted.
Humanity has had many incarnations, some happier than others. However, in general I doubt whether previoius lives meant we were better or more evolved than we are now. So that implies that what you see is what you get and where you actually are in your current incarnation. It doesn't get much better than that unless you are commited to making it otherwise - which is why we are here!!
