Color said:
This site, it's creators and moderators were called a cult more than once. Laura was called a cult leader and master and all sort of things...
Yes indeed, and those baseless attacks continue to this very day. There are certain parallels between that situation and the present one: an apparent "drive to dominate."
If you go back and look at the beginning of this thread, what you see is that a forum member registered on May 2, 2006 and on May 3, 2006, created the thread about Eric Pepin. That is to say, he appears to have come here specifically to ask what the members of this forum think about Eric Pepin and the Higher Balance Institute. The same forum member subsequently opened threads on Alan Watt, Ramtha, Stuart Wilde, just to hit a couple of them.
See:
http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=1382
http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=1390
http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=1614
Now, in a general sense, this is the same thing as calling your neighbor up and asking him or her if they have ever used a certain product that is advertised and, if so, was it any good? Did it perform as advertised? etc. Can you imagine what this world would be like if people were not allowed to share their experiences with one another? If a company produced a product that included a deadly poison, you would not be able to say "don't feed that to your children, I did and it killed my baby!"
That's extreme, but you get the idea.
Getting back to the thread,
What is interesting is that the forum member who started the thread wrote in this post: http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=1360.msg8493#msg8493
Man, am i confused. Who do i trust?
Laura, if you're reading this, please share your opinion.
So, you see, I was asked, as a specific individual, to offer my opinion.
I didn't have one. I had never heard of Eric Pepin. I figured that somebody else maybe had heard of him, would offer an opinion, and I didn't have to worry about it since I am generally quite busy.
The thread was silent for a month. Nobody had responded to this request.
A month later, another individual signed up apparently just to get the Eric Pepin topic going again. Right away, the individual who started the thread responded.
Then a third person. Since we have seen this dynamic play out again and again and again on different forums, it seemed pretty obvious what was happening: in response to a sincere question by an initial poster, "trolls" come onboard for a troll fest. In short, it looked like covert representatives of Higher Balance Institute came on our forum, which is set up for a very specific type of discussion, and wanted to use it for free advertising. The member who opened the thread noted this:
Awakeningentity, you sound like a hyped up salesman.
All we're trying to do here is discuss the organization objectively. Kudos to you having so many experiences.
Then another HBI troll came onboard and the thing was off and running.
It was at this point that I paid a bit more attention to what was going on. I could see that someone was cruising to be deleted along with all of his posts. This forum does not exist to advertise those things its members eschew. This forum belongs to the Quantum Future School members around the world, the global researchers that collect data in an effort to discover the objective truth of our reality. The QFS members - who are, by the way, not the same thing as Quantum Future Group, Inc. - also create and maintain sott.net. It is a worldwide coalition of volunteer truth seekers who have formed a virtual laboratory for collecting and testing data. In my capacity as an administrator for QFS/sott forum, I came into the thread.
The next HBI troll introduced signed up and introduced himself right away with the following:
Wow! Such energy and commitment in this thread, even drew in a site moderator! smile
(btw I'm new here - googled this forum and found this intense thread)
At this point, Ark, also came in and asked a simple question:
So, dear HBI advocates. please tell us here, and do not skip the details: what is your purpose?
Things continued on for a bit, more trolls came, some were banned with their posts, and kept signing up under different identities, getting banned again, and so on. The Eric Pepin trolls were like popcorn. In response to this blatant violation of our forum and the forum rules, I posted:
Funny that this Higher Balance Institute has such a stable of fanatics who see it as their mission in life to go around trying to sell their nonsense. One gets the impression that it might even be a gov funded front/distraction, a veritable psy-ops. See http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=6227 for signs and symptoms of same.
I still didn't care enough about Eric Pepin or HBI to even do a search on him. I had heard enough, and the members of the forum and moderators just wanted them to go away so we could continue with our own interests.
At that point, a new poster signed up and "dropped the bomb," so to say, revealing that there was more going on with Eric Pepin than we even imagined.
Then, along came more Eric Pepin/HBI trolls. I don't think I've ever seen anything like the fanaticism of this crowd. Well, there is another bunch in the Netherlands - also promoting homosexuality and sexual techniques for spiritual mastery - that have the same "odor" about them.
So, that's basically how the whole thing got started. You could say that the Eric Pepin trolls invaded and violated our right to create a forum and discuss what we want to discuss, think what we want to think, and essentially, our right to free speech and freedom of association with those we choose to associate with.
And he has the nerve to sue me for anything?
Anyway, as I said above, the whole thing reminds me a lot of Vincent Bridges and our interactions with him and why he went on the attack. You see, it was simply because we did not want to be associated with the guy. By the time I realized who and what he was, I had already established a public association with him. He was promoting a conference where I was supposed to be "the star." He was supposed to be a publisher and was going to publish my book! (never mind that all of that was a pack of lies). He was a member of our discussion groups and was treated like a wise and knowledgable person. Even if quite a few of us had a few "small
issues" with his take on things, we figured that these differences weren't enough to worry about and we could work them out in the end, or come to some agreement or compromise.
The main problem was, of course, that I found out that he had some associations that were not just unsavory, but which were in direct opposition to my life's work. In short, he was the very kind of person that all my work was aimed at exposing!!!
So, how good was my work on exposing cult and new age nonsense going to be if I was publicly associated with someone who was into and doing all those things? How could I write books about new age nonsense when I was hooked up with someone who was so deep in it that it would make me look like a hypocrite! At the very least, I could be charged with just writing stuff to make money because I obviously didn't believe what I wrote! It was really more complex than that, but you get the idea.
So I was faced with a REAL PROBLEM.
Naively, I thought that I could just slip away unnoticed. We tried the "bifurcation of ways" thing. We cancelled our appearance at his conference and let him know that we would be withdrawing from any publishing
arrangements (he hadn't held up his end of the deal anyway, so that was easy). We just wanted to let him go his way, we would go ours, and that would be that. Just a peaceful agreement that our paths were not going in
the same direction. Pretty much the same thing we repeated over and over again to the Eric Pepin/ HBI trolls that invaded this forum.
But, oh no! That was not allowed. Just as the Eric Pepin trolls would not just go away and do their thing elsewhere, Vincent Bridge's "drive for dominance" dictated that he must either own me and my work, or destroy me and my work. Apparently, the Pepin Popcorns wanted to convert this forum to support them, or else.
And just as in the Bridges case, the unusual persistence of the attack-bots made us curious and it was then that we began to investigate Bridges background. Only after he had been on the attack for several months, did we publish a defense and point out that he was a liar and a thief and a whole host of unsavory things. I published all the email exchanges between us so that people could actually have data.
Long, painful, miserable story. The point being, it's not too different from this present situation, only, of course, Eric obviously has a lot more money from selling his highly dubious pills and sex. In Vinnie's case, he didn't have money to sue (though he swore almost daily in his online rants that he had filed suit and spent a fortune on lawyers; we never even got an "intent to sue" letter, so he must have had a pretty lousy lawyer or was lying. I vote for the latter), what did happen is that we received death threats, false police reports were filed against usour children were physically threatened, and in two cases, subjected to life-threatening attacks, our dog was poisoned, our names (including our children) and physical location was published on the internet with a request for "true believers" to go and "take care of" us (the implied intent was obviously to do physical harm, perhaps even causing death). And, keep in mind, that all during this time, I was in recovery from an automobile accident and was severely disabled. (I'm still not 100% and am facing surgery on my shoulder in the near future.)
So, if Eric Pepin thinks that somebody thinking that he's a pervert and talking about it with other people even on a public forum (he is trying to be a public figure, after all, it goes with the territory!) is rough, he shoulda been in my shoes for the past 7 years.
Frankly, looking back, I would not have acted differently. My work and what I believe and what I consider true and right was too important to me. It was "the principle of the thing," as they say. But we know that psychopaths simply do not understand this at all.
Now, let us consider my own reaction to some of the most horrific flaming, defamation, libel and slander that has been recorded on the internet up to the present time, and still continuing. I think I must hold the record for the most pages devoted to defaming me on godlikeproductions(dot)com.
Back when the whole Vinnie situation was in full bloom (not that it has changed much, I just don't let it bother me anymore. Like I said, if you are a public figure of any note at all, you are going to have attackers - it goes with the territory), I had a long conversation with a very nice and fair attorney in Clearwater, FL (my home area). After giving me about 4 hours of his time to get all the details, to read all the documents he told me: "Yeah, you can sue, and yeah, I can win this case, but is that really what you want to do? After all, even if you silence this one, there is going to be another. Anybody who is a public person experiences this; it goes with the territory. Think carefully. Do you REALLY want to silence people who attack you? After all, it IS free publicity! It doesn't matter what they say about you as long as they spell your name right."
I thought about it awhile and realized that he was right. But it was even more than that. I realized that I really don't want to try to stop Vinnie and his gang from saying what they want to say. I have the same right, too. So, let them say what they want on their websites, the forums they frequent, whatever. And I will do the same. I don't go to their forums and interrupt them and try to force my views on them, and I expect the same courtesy. The people who like their view, congregate around them; the people who like my view, congregate around me. It really is that simple.
Finally, let me make it clear that my personal views in no way represent the official views of QFG or sott. There are a number of administrators and moderators here on the forum and our work basically is exactly as described: the moderators moderate, the administrators administer in the sense that we are looking after the efficient operation of the forum software, that people's problems with logons and so forth are taken care of. Moderators see to the decorum. Both moderators and administrators can ban or delete users if they violate the forum rules.