For the past several days since this whole drama and roller coaster of emotions, igniting for some the laws of entropy. I have felt somewhat depressed, trying to assimilate the emotions that have erupted in me, primarily of disgust and suppressed anger, I have felt a heavy weight on my shoulders, pushing me down. How can one explain to an undecided mass of people the dynamic in place at this timeline.
My computer is in a spare room, where I do almost all of my smoking and thinking, I leave a window open to dissipate the smoke in consideration of non smokers in the building (fortunately I signed a lease before the smoking ban in buildings). In the morning, I have noticed a distinct rotten egg smell. I am reminded of when I worked the night shift, checking on patients in their slumber, and thinking how vulnerable we are to outside forces in our so called dream state.
I cannot help the feelings and narrative running through my mind at this time, a pivitol point, as I think of it.
This whole situation is so bizarre to any normal thinking person. For one to see the murder (and that is what it was by any use of language, blasted by MSM worldwide) by a police officer for what could be considered really something not really significant, the passing of a fake $20 dollar bill, so we are told (when money is electronically placed in the world economy as and when is needed by a financial cartel).
The event itself is momentous, when people are beginning to see the the absurdity of the lockdowns the loss of jobs, small community businesses, that were not able to survive without the help and support of a viable community, the effects of life in every sphere of thriving communities, something that has taken place for millennia and has allowed humanity to continue for generations. The narrative was failing, so another story line had to be inserted to keep the masses in a state of fear and obedience.
Enter the riots and those under the influence from the NPC players those that have no care of their own being and are influenced by outside forces (could be from a vaccine, who knows, without significant data to demonstrate this, we are left in the dark).
One thing I did find interesting, the business of bending the knee, an act of subjection in my mind, and the emergence of this practice, going back to the black lives matter from my cursory search started in earnest with sport figures in the US starting in 2016 and again in 2018
Wasn't 2016 the year Trump came into office?
San Francisco 49ers quarterback Colin Kaepernick says he refused to stand during the national anthem Friday because of his views on the country’s treatment of r…
theundefeated.com
From the article
San Francisco 49ers quarterback
Colin Kaepernick says he refused to stand during the national anthem Friday because of his views on the country’s treatment of racial minorities.
“I am not going to stand up to show pride in a flag for a country that oppresses black people and people of color,” Kaepernick
told NFL Mediaafter Friday’s game. “
To me, this is bigger than football and it would be selfish on my part to look the other way. There are bodies in the street and people getting paid leave and getting away with murder.”
And this article from 2018
Other acts, some influenced by the Black Lives Matter movement, could demonstrate resistance without endangering careers
www.theguardian.com
It is from a UK MSM source, so it could be taken with discretion, but I thought the reference to kneeling was significant, in light of those in the US that have presented themselves to the public as "taking the knee". Such a false display, all they are concerned about is protecting their own asses.
Again from the article
“All team and league personnel on the field shall stand and show respect for the flag and the anthem”: that is how
the NFL worded their edict that players who kneel during the national anthem will be fined.
I am reminded of the Black lives matter movement. Nuff said, I think there is enough information on this thread regarding the originator of the movement.
I found this interesting regarding the bending of the knee from Medieval times and the question of loyalty to a group at that time, the word used was fealty, from wikki, sometimes the source is reliable, anyway, here is what is found interesting.
en.wikipedia.org
In
medieval Europe, the swearing of fealty took the form of an oath made by a
vassal, or subordinate, to his
lord. "Fealty" also referred to the duties incumbent upon a vassal that were owed to the lord, which consisted of service and aid.
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The connotation of the word, fealty to my mind in modern meaning. Means to agree to the power structure of the PTB
One part of the oath of fealty included swearing to always remain faithful to the lord. The oath of fealty usually took place after the act of
homage, when, by the symbolic act of kneeling before the lord and placing his hands between the hands of the lord, the vassal became the "man" of the lord. Usually, the lord also promised to provide for the vassal in some form, either through the granting of a
fief or by some other manner of support.
Describes to me the blackmail structure of a psychopathic elite, to mind mind anyway.
So where am I going with all these ramblings of my mind. A failed Pandemic, a new story line, this suggests to me another trial run. To judge the effects on how a society will react to a true crisis, which will be a real crisis, food shortages, a population in severe hunger and starvation because of agricultural failures, and catastrophic environmental events, how a population can be controlled fighting at one anthers throats, full of anger and despair, asking for answers, when none will be given by and power structure, that cares nothing for the people, it's all about in a truth psychopathic sense. Grab what you can now, and to hell with the rest (meaning humanity). That has been the message throughout the history of humanity.
So what is a body to do, seek to not align with the message of entropy, do not get caught up in this created drama, if one sees such a situation occurring, get as far away as possible. Many innocent lives have been lost, because they sought to get involved, or were in the wrong place at the wrong time.
But strangely, I do see a new day dawning, like some catastrophic event in ones life, it was all chaotic, you did what your had to do at the time, there was a lull a period of calm. I have a dream and vision in my mind (it is a recurring memory) of a lake a place of calm, I was in a Canoe, the place we had once lived was destroyed, I lived on a lake all that was left was only smoke, I paddled along with my son, the only two left, to a new world.
Just my impression and though at this time.