Just a little update.
After speaking with people and just hearing out different opinions and recommendations. I decided to hold off moving back to my house for at least a little while longer. I am taking this day by day and am still in the process of changing the bills under my name and all other things relating to that. But one thing that I do know for sure is that I will never give up on this path.
I was always quiet and slightly introverted and seeing how much support/help and all of the love from many different people, I find myself speaking more and sharing more ideas and feeling so much better! And what has given me more “hope” is how people have told me that I have helped them and have given them hope. You guys have no idea the happiness that I felt and I’m actually tearing up just writing this. It is my dream to help people and to plant the seeds of hope and love to as many people as I can ( respecting free will of course). I will fulfill my dreams and I don’t care if it’s the smallest contribution that I could make but I’ll be damned after going through this that I don’t do anything.
I am seeing the positive from this and I am taking this as a lesson. Things in life happen and the universe has a very interesting way of showing you things or kind of pushing you to a certain path and I’m just going with the flow. I remember about 2 years ago I was outside of my ranch and I was just praying and asking for help to just help people and asking for guidance on this path and as soon as I finished I looked up to the sky and a shooting star passed ( could’ve just been me that thought it was a sign, maybe it was just a coincidence that ment nothing). But this situation is making me come out of my “shell” and I feel it is good for my growth.
This 3rd den existence can be very brutal but I have a better understanding of going with the flow and riding the wave. I know I keep on repeating this but thank goodness I bumped into this work and am able to communicate with all of you tremendous souls :)