I've thought about this for a few days now, to the point where I'm posting.
I like so many have literally changed my life due to the wisdom, and to what I intuit, truths found on this forum and also in the books and program's recommended.
I have always been into my health and fitness, but nowadays you'll find me smoking a hookah pipe!
But thanks again to the forum I'm living Keto, I'm super fit and sitting at about 11% body fat!! My mrs even makes me a Choc mint ice cream made believe it or not, from... Avocado. It is amazing especially considering I can't stand avocado!
The only news I read is sott.
I read this forum and feel I know so many of the characters, Chu ur new but ur Ailen not alien funny cos when I read Ailen I did read it as alien until u explained it to us skimmers! Lol!
I do apologise, because I know you and you have no idea about me, and lurking in the shadows is not my vibe!
Everywhere I go, I love meeting and truly getting to know new people. I'm never shy in introducing myself to anyone no matter their perceived status or standing.
But here, well for some reason I am hesitant! Am I intimidated? Maybe!
Is it I'm going to find out I'm not who I think I am and I'm going outed by a stranger? Bloody hope not!!
I think it is a few things.
1, I wanted to gain access to the private forum a couple of years ago, but was bluntly told saying hello and welcoming people to the forum wasn't really contributing or giving much of myself over.
Fair call, but it is what I enjoy and was helping me warm into posting. So being shut down like that made me analyse everything I was about to contribute or over analyse depending on how you look at it I suppose.
And that slowed me down, by the time I was ready to post (my typing doesn't help) it was already irrelevant!
2, My work doesn't give me much time to post either, not that it's any excuse. I work 26 days straight 12hr days an hour in the gym and a call home to my mrs and 3yr old boy! I do get 9 days off To spend with my family but 2 of those are flying to and from work (I work on an island about 4000 km's from home).
So I try and get my reading in at lunch time, but even then the internet is sooo slow!
3, I sometimes just plain and simple think what I have to say is plain stupid!!
So, to Laura and family, I totally understand why you are doing this and I have your back!
You truly have changed my life, to the point of how I will raise my son!
I am more than happy to buy the little book of session by session and actually I will regardless, but I would prefer an actual book (who knows when the internet and my iPad are going to s#@t themselves).
It's taken me so long to write this I have no idea if it makes sense or has any continuity, past my bed time, 0330 rise.
Goodnight.